Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright but I have to say that watching this election is a sure "nail biter". The race is really close. Mom is predicting that her choice for President will lose the election this time. It is not looking good at all but it is still a close race and both candidates should be proud of themselves. Mom is worried that if the one in the lead wins it...this country is in trouble for sure. It will be like when Obama was in office. He hurt this country and this new one is following right in his footsteps. If the Democratic side wins then so be it but I will be the first one to speak up when something happens and goes wrong in this country. I will be damned if I will listen to all that voted for him to whine and boo hoo about things. I will throw it in all their faces saying they have no right to b*tch because they voted him in...not me. Mom hates to be this way but it is the truth. People who I thought were my friends have deleted me because of our different opinions. That is foolish and only shows me that they were never my friend and also showed me their true colors. It hurts but it is what it is. 

Last night was pretty quiet. Mom made dinner and then we sat and watched the election for 6 hours. At 12 midnight, I finally told Mark to turn the tv off and go to bed. I was exhausted just listening to it. I think tonight we will not focus on that and just watch straight tv. I think Mom needs a break. I know the outcome now and I am not bitter that who I voted for isn't going to win... I just don't want to hear all the gloating and more arrogant attitudes. Mom fears for this country and I will bet that there will be a war in the US...it will be a Civil War and it will not be pretty. Many people are saying the same thing. It is scary. We have enough going on in this world to add something like this. Mom prayed that the right man would win. I guess that God knows best. 

Tonight will be an early night as Mark is off to the office again in the morning for the whole day. He goes Tuesdays and Thursdays from now one. His contract stops in February and I don't think he will stay on with them if they ask him to. He doesn't want to travel and he has another job that has him traveling too. It will be too much for him to do all these jobs. I will tell you about the newest one in another letter. 

Mom went out this morning and thought I would get the last items I needed to complete my boxes for December but I didn't. I went to get Christmas Cards and candy and the store I went to did not have any Christmas stuff up at all. I asked an employee where it all was and he said that this store was considered a tourist store so there are no seasonal items....wow! That shocked me. I have never heard of such a thing. So now Mom is on the hunt this weekend to finish everything up. I came home and went right to studying. I finished Lesson 13 and then started on Lesson 14. I am 1/2 way finished. I will finish that one up and then I am on to Lesson 15 which is the last one before the Projects and Final Exam. Hopefully tomorrow the pups will be quiet so that I can study. I will start first thing in the morning and then do it all afternoon. I will write to you later in the afternoon like I am now. It gives me that break before I need to start the dinner things and plus my hand hurts from all the writing...lol

I hope that your evening is everything that you need it to be and want it to be. have fun while I get sleep tonight. Come visit me if you can. I will whisper to you later this evening before I fall asleep. Smile for me and I will smile to you. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul.

Mom has a few things to do before dinner tonight. Please watch over us, Ty and keep us in your loving care. Keep us safe and healthy. Thank you. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams. Continue to spread your wings and fly high and free my sweet precious son! 

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖 

 

 Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday late afternoon? Mom has been up since the crack of dawn and on the go since. Pups were fed and walked and then Mark got ready and left at 8 am. Mom came upstairs and got ready and got breakfast then came right to my office and started studying. I studied right through until after noon and then needed to take a break because my hand hurt so bad. I chatted with Auntie Kristina and then went right back to it again! I just stopped and it is 4:16 pm. Mark just got home as well. Long day for him indeed. He had to work last night too. He worked all day long from 8 am until 6 pm and then 10 pm until 12:30 am. Tonight is going to be an early night for him! Anyways... Mom is still on Lesson 13. It is one that is super long. I have taken oven 50 pages of notes. The next 2 Lessons will be just as long but I got this! I am staying positive that is for sure!!!! I should be done all the Lessons by this week and next week I can start the project and then take the Final Exam. Wish me like, Tyler. I am going to need it!

Well, today is the day! It is National Election Day. Everyone has been so rude, cruel and mean on social media today. Saying really bad things about Trump. Mom can't stand any of it so I have been off it for most of the day. We should find out who is in the lead later this evening for totals and possible in a day or 2 who the President will be. Mom is staying positive for her choice. I am saying nothing though! I know that the good Lord will make the right decisions on who to have to lead our country. He knows what is best for us and who will do the better job! I definitely have Faith in him!

Not much for updates. I will write to you tomorrow to tell you if we know of who the next President will be and also any updates that come along. Nothing new from our family members at all. I am going to assume that all is well. I really hope that they are not waiting for Mom to always reach out to check in because that is not going to happen. There is absolutely no reason why they can't reach out to us here. They have our numbers. It is a 2 way street. They need to start understanding this. Mom has done it for so long and now is a time for a change. If they don't get it or understand it then that is not my fault. Mom can't be the only one always reaching out. I am busy too. 

Well, pumpkin...it is getting late in the day. The sun is already setting and it is only 4:35 pm. Soon it will be dark at 5 pm sharp. Mom needs to get things going for dinner this evening. I think Mark will want to turn in early so that we can watch the votes upstairs while snuggled in bed. Mom will probably fall asleep early as I am just exhausted from studying all day. My brain is fried...lol. I will write to you tomorrow. I will light the warmer later this evening and I will whisper to you before I fall asleep. Smile for me and I will smile to you. 

Have fun while I sleep tonight. Do all the things that you want to do and need to do my sweet precious son. Come visit me if you can. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. 

Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams. I miss you so much. To infinity and beyond....

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖 

 

 Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday evening? It is after 5 pm and Mom is running so late today. I can't seem to get my head out of my butt at all. I have been up since 4 am. Mark and I didn't sleep much at all. He had to be up at 5:30 am to leave by 6:30 am. Tomorrow he is out the door by 7 am so at least I can sleep until my regular time! He starts the 2 days a week now. It will be a new routine to get used to and then in a couple weeks he starts the 2 nights a week too. He will rarely ever be here anymore and that just sucks but I will deal with it like I have too. Mom is hoping to get a lot of sleep tonight as I really need it. I wanted to study today but just couldn't so I will be studying all day tomorrow while Mark is gone. I should be able to get through at least 2 lessons if not the 3 so that I can start my projects this week and then it will be the final. I know you will be with me every step of the way. Thank you my sweet precious son!

Last night, Mark and Mom were both pretty sick. We called it an early night and watched tv in bed until 9 pm and then tried to sleep but no real luck. The pups were restless as it was raining pretty hard. Princess and Ozzy were scared. Tonight will be another early night. We shall watch tv for a bit and then call it a night early again. I hate that it gets dark so fast. It is after 5 pm and it is almost dark. By 6 pm it will be completely dark out. It sucks in plain english! Guess we have to get used to it as it will be this way for another 3 months! 

Mom ordered her boxes and they should be here some time next week so until then I will be working on my classwork and then switching over to the December boxes. I have to get the candy and cards and that is it! I am still waiting for a couple things to come in though. As long as I can get them mostly done by the end of the month I am good. I do have to get 2 boxes out before Thanksgiving though. I got this and I will do it! 

I called Grandpa last night. I asked how he was doing but he fibbed to Mom. I didn't say anything though. I didn't want to make him upset. Debbie will keep me posted though. I will keep you posted as I know things! Everyone else is good. Nothing from Aunt Beck lately and never anything from Bean. It is coming up to a year that we have heard from her. Oh well...it is what it is. 

Tomorrow is November 3rd. Usually that is just a typical day but not this year. It is the day that we all find out who the next President is going to be. Will it still be Trump or will a new President be elected...Biden. Everyone is on edge for this one. There is so much controversary with this election. Mom keeps her opinions to herself but I did vote on Saturday. I sure hope my choice wins! Guess we will all find out very soon. Mom will tell you on Wednesdays letter. 

It is getting really dark now and the pups need to be fed. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. I will light a candle in a bit too. Smile when you hear Mom whispering to you. I will smile back. Have fun while I sleep. Come visit in my dreams if you can. Thank you, pumpkin! I miss you and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Don't ever forget any of this! Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖 

 

 Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. I thought that I would write to you briefly before I go downstairs and get dinner going for the evening. I have a few minutes so I thought I would type you a letter.

Happy November 1st. Halloween is over and Daylight Savings time ends. It will be dark by 5 pm now and lighter in the mornings by 6 am. This will go on for the next 5 months....lucky us. I thought they were suppose to stop this but I guess not. Wish they would though. It would be light by 7 am and stay light until 9 pm. That would be wonderful. Anyways... Halloween night was fun. Mom did watch the Halloween movie. Yup I jumped so many times during it but I did it. We are going to watch another one tonight too. Mark hasn't seen many of them. Mom will tell you how I did on tomorrows letter to you....lol

I tried calling Grandpa last night but no luck. No one answered the phone. I spoke to Debbie this morning. She said they were home. Guess Grandpa didn't have his hearing aid in. I will call them tonight though. I guess Grandpa is fibbing to us all. He is not doing as good as he wants everyone to believe. This hurts Mom. I just want him to get better. Please watch over him for me. Thank you. Uncle Dick was released today as well. Guess he is better now too. Not much for updates other than that. I am sure to have more for you tomorrow though.

Tonight will be all about feeding the pups, walking them, eating dinner and then relaxing. mark is talking to his brothers right now and probably playing a video game while I have been in my office checking emails and just relaxing as well. We ran out today for a bit. I got a head start on my February Boxes. I have 2 items now which is super cool! I am very happy with that. While we were out, Mom bought a scale. This is the first time ever since I was growing up! I know what I weigh and I know what I want to loose and I will! Mom is going to start doing her exercises again....like I did in Texas. 15 minutes a day and that is it. I walk a mile in that time. I will do that in the morning. I did really well when I did them before plus extra walking the pups and also swimming when I can will be even better! I would like to loose at least 10 lbs by Christmas time. I can do it! Mom will keep you posted on my progress! 

Tomorrow, Mark has to go to the office to get his badge and on Tuesday and Thursday now he will be driving to the office to work. He also got another job. He is a lead instructor for cyber security at UCF...University Central Florida. He is super excited. Mom on the other hand is not. It is 2 nights a week. It is an hour away. He will be working all day and then 2 nights he will be leaving at 4 pm and getting home at 9 pm. Mom will rarely see him. I said my peace and now I am keeping quiet. I will keep you posted on that too. At least I will not be alone. Meme and Bob will be here so that is a good thing. I will at least welcome that! 

That is all I have for today. Meme and Mom were suppose to paint today but Mom's friend has been so sick. She was up for the past couple nights or last night with a migraine headache and vomiting. She was so sorry. I told her not to worry about that. She just needed to get better. Guess we will paint next week instead. No biggie! 

Now it is time for Mom to get the night routine started. I will whisper to you later tonight and I will light the candle warmer too. Smile for me and I will smile to you. Have fun tonight while Mom sleeps. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings, Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....good night and sweet dreams my sweet precious son. I miss you like crazy. More than words....

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💛