These are my letters to Tyler. They are the conversations that we would have on a daily basis. We can't do that any more. In some small way, this is my tribute to my son and probably my way of healing. Every night we would talk about everything. I can still do that, and I know he's listening.
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweetheart! How are you doing today in the Heavens above? I hope that you are well & doing all that you want to do & all that you need to do. Mom is doing well today. One of my better days I suppose. The weather is so hot & humid that is just is crazy! Guess that is Texas weather for you in August! Anyways... I haven't really been sleeping all that well so my days are just hard for me. Not really sure what is going on but I hope whatever it is it changes pretty fast. I took a Tylenol PM last evening & it didn't take until 2 am. I am pretty tired right now so I hope to be able to go to bed in a couple hours.
Mom has been quite busy with getting things done for the wedding. I can't believe that it is in 4 1/2 months. With that being said... I can't believe that 2014 is almost coming to an end. This year has gone by way to fast. We have been living in Texas now for 1 year & it doesn't even seem it. I have been away from NH for almost 2 years. Longest time that I have stayed away. 1st time was when you were just a few months old & we moved to Massachusetts. Funny how things change. Some things you miss & other things you don't. I know 1 thing & that is I miss you like crazy. I love you so much Tyler. Please, I hope you always know this & never forget it. You will always be my everything.
Tomorrow will be quite the day for me. I am going to the DMV & getting a Texas driver's license. This will be such a change for Mom. I have never had 1 in any other State besides New Hampshire. It will be so weird for me & I will then officially become a Texan! I have had to wait for a period of time to collect all the documents that were needed for this. I finally have them so tomorrow is the day. I need to go & give verification that I am who I am & take the vision test & voila I am done. Simple but very meaningful to me. I guess it is another big step for me... I know you will be right by my side through the whole thing. Probably making me laugh so hard that my new picture comes out like crap...lol = ]
Oh yeah, a friend of mine sent me something & I received it today! Remember I was telling you about the Coke bottles with names on them??? Well we don't have them here in Texas so a few up in NH have been on the look out for your name. Guess what... I got 1 in a Coke & 1 in a Diet Coke bottle. I love them. I took some pics so I will be posting them on here tonight. Hope you get a kick out of it!
I am going to make this letter short as I have a bunch of pics to share with you. Aunt Mary took pics of her sending some balloons up to you on your Birthday so I am going to post those too. I hope you have a wonderful evening. May it be all that you want it to be. I wish you a million sweet dreams too. I will look to the sky to see the moon & stars shining brightly... and I will whisper to you as I always do. Hope you will be able to hear Mom.
I will write tomorrow to tell you about my experience at the DMV. Until then.... you are forever in my mind, heart, & soul. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Hi my sweetheart! How are you doing today in the Heavens above? I hope that you are well & doing all that you want to do & all that you need to do. Mom is doing well today. One of my better days I suppose. The weather is so hot & humid that is just is crazy! Guess that is Texas weather for you in August! Anyways... I haven't really been sleeping all that well so my days are just hard for me. Not really sure what is going on but I hope whatever it is it changes pretty fast. I took a Tylenol PM last evening & it didn't take until 2 am. I am pretty tired right now so I hope to be able to go to bed in a couple hours.
Mom has been quite busy with getting things done for the wedding. I can't believe that it is in 4 1/2 months. With that being said... I can't believe that 2014 is almost coming to an end. This year has gone by way to fast. We have been living in Texas now for 1 year & it doesn't even seem it. I have been away from NH for almost 2 years. Longest time that I have stayed away. 1st time was when you were just a few months old & we moved to Massachusetts. Funny how things change. Some things you miss & other things you don't. I know 1 thing & that is I miss you like crazy. I love you so much Tyler. Please, I hope you always know this & never forget it. You will always be my everything.
Tomorrow will be quite the day for me. I am going to the DMV & getting a Texas driver's license. This will be such a change for Mom. I have never had 1 in any other State besides New Hampshire. It will be so weird for me & I will then officially become a Texan! I have had to wait for a period of time to collect all the documents that were needed for this. I finally have them so tomorrow is the day. I need to go & give verification that I am who I am & take the vision test & voila I am done. Simple but very meaningful to me. I guess it is another big step for me... I know you will be right by my side through the whole thing. Probably making me laugh so hard that my new picture comes out like crap...lol = ]
Oh yeah, a friend of mine sent me something & I received it today! Remember I was telling you about the Coke bottles with names on them??? Well we don't have them here in Texas so a few up in NH have been on the look out for your name. Guess what... I got 1 in a Coke & 1 in a Diet Coke bottle. I love them. I took some pics so I will be posting them on here tonight. Hope you get a kick out of it!
I am going to make this letter short as I have a bunch of pics to share with you. Aunt Mary took pics of her sending some balloons up to you on your Birthday so I am going to post those too. I hope you have a wonderful evening. May it be all that you want it to be. I wish you a million sweet dreams too. I will look to the sky to see the moon & stars shining brightly... and I will whisper to you as I always do. Hope you will be able to hear Mom.
I will write tomorrow to tell you about my experience at the DMV. Until then.... you are forever in my mind, heart, & soul. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Sunday, August 3, 2014
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