Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday late afternoon? Mom thought that I would write to you today seeing how I did not get the chance to write on Friday and I took Saturday off. Friday was such a busy day from the time I got up to the time I went to bed. Mom did a ton of things in her office, emails, calls, etc... Mark was busy doing all his stuff as well. We fed the pups and took them for their walk. We cooked dinner and then we had a shelf to put together. That took us until 7:15 pm. Mom did the cleaning up after all that and we came upstairs around 8:30 pm. We crashed pretty hard that is for sure. Yesterday, which was Saturday.... We didn't do much outside of the house because Mark went to use my vehicle and the battery was dead. It wouldn't turn over at all. Mark took his vehicle to go run the errands while Mom was moving all kinds of stuff around to put on the new shelving. I finished that all up around 2 pm. I then came upstairs, took a shower and got ready just in time to feed the pups and then take them for their walk. We ordered dinner out as Mom did not feel like eating. we watched a couple tv shows and then called it a night. There was so much partying going on around here last night. Block parties, vehicles parked everywhere...in the road, on the grass, trash everywhere, yelling and screaming. It was horrible. I hope that tonight will be a much quieter night or I am sure there will be some hellraising here from the home owners. I just wish that renters had more respect then they do. It is just disgusting. Anyways... today... Mark and Mom went out for a few hours. We decided to go to Disney Springs to look around. There was so much Halloween stuff out and so much Jack stuff. It made me smile but sad as well. There was so much that I would have wanted to buy you. Mom can't wait for your Jack Christmas Tree this year! It will be done with black, orange, white and purple balls and other NBC ornaments that Mom already has. I hope it makes you smile every time you see it! Mom will be putting up your Jack Blow Up lawn ornament this year. I got it at the very end of last year and didn't have enough time to plug it in but I will this year for sure! Right now, Mark and Mom are completely exhausted and warm. It is 94 degrees outside today and wearing those masks are so tough, it sucks! mark is doing a few things that he needed to do today while I write to you now. After, we will be feeding the pups and then taking them for their walk. Later it is all about relaxing as Mark's back is really hurting him. Hopefully that goes away fairly soon! Mom's mouth is hurting her again today. I sure hope that pain goes away soon too. It is pretty painful. Not sure why though.... if you can help in anyway that would be super. Please take the pain away from Mom and Mark. Thank you my sweet precious son. It means so much!
I sure hope that you have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I will light your candle this evening and whisper to you later before I fall asleep. Smile for me and I will smile back to you. I will be back tomorrow with another letter. This week I am concentrating on school as my boxes for October are already done as far as the shopping is concerned and almost all of the items are here now. I am waiting on 2 more boxes and then I can start curating them and get ahead of the game! I already have a head start on Decembers Box too! I just got 2 new subscribers this weekend which is excellent. I just have 7 more boxes and I am sold out! That is amazing!!!! Mom is so excited with this whole thing! I have to go to the post office in the morning but other then that I am back home and my nose is in the books for all the days this week. Mark has this week to relax as next Monday he starts his new job! He is ready! I am happy for him and I sure hope that the other job comes through for him as well as that is the one he really wants. Patience is what we all need. Mom will keep you posted. I have to go for now as it is 5 pm and you know what time that is.... the pups are hungry! Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams. Remember that I miss you more than words, I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💚
These are my letters to Tyler. They are the conversations that we would have on a daily basis. We can't do that any more. In some small way, this is my tribute to my son and probably my way of healing. Every night we would talk about everything. I can still do that, and I know he's listening.
Sunday, August 23, 2020
Thursday, August 20, 2020
Dear Tyler,
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is doing alright today...finally! I am so sorry about everything from the weekend until today. I don't know what the heck happened but Mom was fine Sunday morning and by 2 pm I was sick as a dog again. I believe what I had was a migraine headache. Every time I tried to bend down, over or turn I would get shooting pains in my head. They hurt so bad. I was so tired I couldn't keep my eyes open. I fell asleep at 3 pm watching a movie. I didn't eat dinner and went straight to bed at 5 pm. I slept quite a bit that night while the Tylenol was working but when it wore off I was awake until it kicked back in again. Monday was an absolute blur to me. I was not awake for more than 5-10 minutes at a time until the afternoon....then I was awake for about 1 hour and would fall back to sleep. I did that all afternoon and evening. Tuesday I still have bad sharp pains but I was able to stay awake all day and watch tv for a bit. I thought of you as I watched the show "Charmed". Remember how hooked on that show we were? We watched it all the time! Mom did venture downstairs for a bit Tuesday night but it was only for 2 hours and then right back to bed I went. Yesterday was when I started feeling better. I changed the bed linens, did laundry, cleaned a bit around the house where everyone left it all crap while I was sick...yup that made me pretty angry as there was no need for it...anyways...I did a few things around my office and then called it a day. I never went on my computer at all. It took me all day to do everything but it felt good to be up and mobile. My back was hurting for sitting in bed all those days. we watched tv for a bit and then called it an early night. Today, Mom was up at her usual time. pups were fed and walked. It was a typical day for me. I still took my time but I am 95% back to me again! I never want a migraine again. Unfortunately, Mark seems to be catching it. He is feverish and has a headache and fatigue. This is not good. I told him to take medicine and rest. That is all I did. After dinner tonight it will be upstairs in bed while he is sleeping. Mom will be watching a movie while he gets the rest he needs. he did it for me so now I will repay the favor. Okay... I caught you up on Mom. Now here is the other updates that I have for you:
Grandpa went to the doctors on Monday afternoon. The results of his pain in his leg is that it isn't his leg at all which is good but not good that it is his hip. He has what they call a "dry socket". he is on pain meds and has to do physical therapy for a few weeks. If that doesn't work then he will have to have a hip replacement which is major surgery. Mom is scared of that. I am praying and hoping that PT works. Watch over Grandpa for Mom, Ty. I am not sure if this will effect his visit next month or not. I hope not at all. I need to see him. we got some sad news about Uncle Dick. He has more blockage in his heart and he is going for 2 brain scans tomorrow. They are not sure what is going on there. that is all the info I have on that right now so I will fill you in later when I know more. Next, more sad news.... Auntie Donna's Dad, Ron is failing fast. He was at the hospital last week and again Tuesday night. A CT Scan was done and it showed that his body is now full of cancer. He is frail and only 125 lbs so he is tiny. The doctors are going to do a biopsy to see where else and then talk pain management. I did try to reach out to Auntie Donna but I did not get any response back. I know she is busy and her head is all over the place so I will try again tomorrow. I will keep you posted on that as well. I haven't heard from Aunt Beck in a while. I never hear from Bean. I do still chat with Auntie Kristina and Bonnie so that is super nice. Everyone else doesn't bother with me but I am okay with that now.
I just saw the time and it is almost 5:30 pm. It is time to feed the pups and then walk them. It is pouring rain so this should be fun. next it will be making dinner for us and then relaxing for Mark! Mom will definitely be back tomorrow with another letter to you. I have a few things to accomplish but I can write during the afternoon when it is not so late in the day. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Have fun while we sleep tonight and come visit in my dreams if you can. Please watch over us all and keep us safe and healthy. The Covid19 stuff is still very much out of control here. Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom has to run now as the pups are stirring....until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💛
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is doing alright today...finally! I am so sorry about everything from the weekend until today. I don't know what the heck happened but Mom was fine Sunday morning and by 2 pm I was sick as a dog again. I believe what I had was a migraine headache. Every time I tried to bend down, over or turn I would get shooting pains in my head. They hurt so bad. I was so tired I couldn't keep my eyes open. I fell asleep at 3 pm watching a movie. I didn't eat dinner and went straight to bed at 5 pm. I slept quite a bit that night while the Tylenol was working but when it wore off I was awake until it kicked back in again. Monday was an absolute blur to me. I was not awake for more than 5-10 minutes at a time until the afternoon....then I was awake for about 1 hour and would fall back to sleep. I did that all afternoon and evening. Tuesday I still have bad sharp pains but I was able to stay awake all day and watch tv for a bit. I thought of you as I watched the show "Charmed". Remember how hooked on that show we were? We watched it all the time! Mom did venture downstairs for a bit Tuesday night but it was only for 2 hours and then right back to bed I went. Yesterday was when I started feeling better. I changed the bed linens, did laundry, cleaned a bit around the house where everyone left it all crap while I was sick...yup that made me pretty angry as there was no need for it...anyways...I did a few things around my office and then called it a day. I never went on my computer at all. It took me all day to do everything but it felt good to be up and mobile. My back was hurting for sitting in bed all those days. we watched tv for a bit and then called it an early night. Today, Mom was up at her usual time. pups were fed and walked. It was a typical day for me. I still took my time but I am 95% back to me again! I never want a migraine again. Unfortunately, Mark seems to be catching it. He is feverish and has a headache and fatigue. This is not good. I told him to take medicine and rest. That is all I did. After dinner tonight it will be upstairs in bed while he is sleeping. Mom will be watching a movie while he gets the rest he needs. he did it for me so now I will repay the favor. Okay... I caught you up on Mom. Now here is the other updates that I have for you:
Grandpa went to the doctors on Monday afternoon. The results of his pain in his leg is that it isn't his leg at all which is good but not good that it is his hip. He has what they call a "dry socket". he is on pain meds and has to do physical therapy for a few weeks. If that doesn't work then he will have to have a hip replacement which is major surgery. Mom is scared of that. I am praying and hoping that PT works. Watch over Grandpa for Mom, Ty. I am not sure if this will effect his visit next month or not. I hope not at all. I need to see him. we got some sad news about Uncle Dick. He has more blockage in his heart and he is going for 2 brain scans tomorrow. They are not sure what is going on there. that is all the info I have on that right now so I will fill you in later when I know more. Next, more sad news.... Auntie Donna's Dad, Ron is failing fast. He was at the hospital last week and again Tuesday night. A CT Scan was done and it showed that his body is now full of cancer. He is frail and only 125 lbs so he is tiny. The doctors are going to do a biopsy to see where else and then talk pain management. I did try to reach out to Auntie Donna but I did not get any response back. I know she is busy and her head is all over the place so I will try again tomorrow. I will keep you posted on that as well. I haven't heard from Aunt Beck in a while. I never hear from Bean. I do still chat with Auntie Kristina and Bonnie so that is super nice. Everyone else doesn't bother with me but I am okay with that now.
I just saw the time and it is almost 5:30 pm. It is time to feed the pups and then walk them. It is pouring rain so this should be fun. next it will be making dinner for us and then relaxing for Mark! Mom will definitely be back tomorrow with another letter to you. I have a few things to accomplish but I can write during the afternoon when it is not so late in the day. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Have fun while we sleep tonight and come visit in my dreams if you can. Please watch over us all and keep us safe and healthy. The Covid19 stuff is still very much out of control here. Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom has to run now as the pups are stirring....until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💛
Tuesday, August 18, 2020
Dear Tyler,
Hi pumpkin! Hope you are well. Mom is so sorry but I have been so sick and been in bed the last 2 days. I just wanted to write to you really quick to tell you that hopefully I will be feeling a lot better tomorrow so I can write to you and explain. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Have fun while I get some sleep and come visit me in my dreams tonight. I will be back tomorrow.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🤍
Hi pumpkin! Hope you are well. Mom is so sorry but I have been so sick and been in bed the last 2 days. I just wanted to write to you really quick to tell you that hopefully I will be feeling a lot better tomorrow so I can write to you and explain. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Have fun while I get some sleep and come visit me in my dreams tonight. I will be back tomorrow.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🤍
Saturday, August 15, 2020
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? Mom is writing to you briefly. It is after 2:30 pm and I just got done doing a bunch of things. I was up at 7 am and the pups were fed and walked. I stayed downstairs for a bit and had breakfast and then came upstairs to make the bed and I gave all 3 pups a bath... yup Rocky too. They were all good for Mom. After that I did all the towels and the pup blankets. everything smells so nice and clean...lol. Then Mom decided to do a few things that I just put off during the week. It was nice to get that down as well. Everyone is quiet here today. Meme just got back from having her vehicle worked on. Bob is sleeping or on the computer and mark is super quiet as well. Mom is going to write this letter to you and then head in the shower. After that I am going to premake dinner...homemade mac n cheese and then we will be watching a couple of movies. Meme is sore from her fall but she is doing good. The mac n cheese will take me a bit to prep so I want to start that now! It will be done and ready by 5 pm or so. Mom will be making homemade biscuits too. Lots to do but it is the weekend so I have time. Tomorrow night will be leftovers so that will be easy. The sun is out and shining but the rain will be coming in soon. Guess it will be from 3-5 pm and tomorrow it will be all day. It is hot out there though. High 90's and humid! Not much for updates for you today. I never did get to chat with Grandpa. Maybe tonight or tomorrow night I will. I will keep you posted on when I do though.
I sure hope that you are having fun wherever you are. Have fun tonight as well when Mom is getting some sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Please watch over us and continue to keep us safe and healthy. It means a lot to Mom. I will be back with a brief letter to you tomorrow as well. I will light your candle later and I will whisper to you tonight before I go to bed. Be listening for Mom and I will be sure to smile for you and smile for me so I can picture it in my mind. Thanks, pumpkin!
Mom is going to go for now so that I have time to do all that I need to and not have to rush. Plus everyone is quiet and I can have some alone time as well! Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams later.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? Mom is writing to you briefly. It is after 2:30 pm and I just got done doing a bunch of things. I was up at 7 am and the pups were fed and walked. I stayed downstairs for a bit and had breakfast and then came upstairs to make the bed and I gave all 3 pups a bath... yup Rocky too. They were all good for Mom. After that I did all the towels and the pup blankets. everything smells so nice and clean...lol. Then Mom decided to do a few things that I just put off during the week. It was nice to get that down as well. Everyone is quiet here today. Meme just got back from having her vehicle worked on. Bob is sleeping or on the computer and mark is super quiet as well. Mom is going to write this letter to you and then head in the shower. After that I am going to premake dinner...homemade mac n cheese and then we will be watching a couple of movies. Meme is sore from her fall but she is doing good. The mac n cheese will take me a bit to prep so I want to start that now! It will be done and ready by 5 pm or so. Mom will be making homemade biscuits too. Lots to do but it is the weekend so I have time. Tomorrow night will be leftovers so that will be easy. The sun is out and shining but the rain will be coming in soon. Guess it will be from 3-5 pm and tomorrow it will be all day. It is hot out there though. High 90's and humid! Not much for updates for you today. I never did get to chat with Grandpa. Maybe tonight or tomorrow night I will. I will keep you posted on when I do though.
I sure hope that you are having fun wherever you are. Have fun tonight as well when Mom is getting some sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Please watch over us and continue to keep us safe and healthy. It means a lot to Mom. I will be back with a brief letter to you tomorrow as well. I will light your candle later and I will whisper to you tonight before I go to bed. Be listening for Mom and I will be sure to smile for you and smile for me so I can picture it in my mind. Thanks, pumpkin!
Mom is going to go for now so that I have time to do all that I need to and not have to rush. Plus everyone is quiet and I can have some alone time as well! Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams later.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖
Friday, August 14, 2020
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