Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday evening? Mom has had a pretty busy day today. This weekend was interesting to say the least. It was pretty busy as well. I know I don't have to go into detail as you already know what I am talking about. I know you were with me the whole time & I can't thank you enough for that. Mom didn't write on your blog last night as I wrote to you on your facebook page. Sometimes I just like to switch it up a bit. Some readers don't come to the blog to see my letters to you so sometimes, not very often I write something so that they can see it as well. Anyways...
 Today was a rainy day & looks like the whole week is going to be like that. Not happy about it but I will take the rain over the snow. Some places are still getting it & Mom does not want it at all....not for another 7 months! The rainy weather has been playing on Mom's pain though. I can't wait for the days it is just so sunny & warm. I think that is why I miss Texas so much as there were more sunny & hot hot hot days than anything. I never had this problem until we moved back to New England. Mark & Mom have talked about moving again...this time it would be on our own terms. We would like to start to look at putting money into a house instead of an apartment but I know we have another year or so for that to start happening. When the time is right we will get it & no sooner. Mom's day was filled with doing housework, laundry & getting things ready for Meme, Bob, Grandpa & Debbie to come here on Saturday. We are celebrating Mother's Day a day early & Mom's Birthday while they are here. I can't wait to see them & I can't believe that it is going on another month since they have been here. We are so happy that they have traveled here in March, April & now May. We will be going up there in June...for your Anniversary & Father's Day. I can't believe that that is in 6 weeks....time is just flying by. Mom found out today that a long time friend of mine lost her Dad to cancer. We grew up together, went to school together & we are still friends. Mom is heart broken for her. It is just so sad. They lived in Florida & my friend just got home from being there taking care of him. Mr. Lumbra earned his wings that is for sure. May he R.I.P. now with the rest of you beautiful Angels. Not much else to really fill you in on for updates. Didn't talk on the phone but maybe 2 times this weekend. I am sure that I will chat with many this week & have more for you in the coming days. Mom does have a couple daily prayers for you so here they are. 
 May 1~ Let all those that seek thee rejoice & be glad in thee; and let such as love thy salvation say continually, Let God be magnified. As we learn to trust you, God, we discover your strengthening presence in various places & people. Wherever we encounter shelter, comfort, rest, & peace, we are bound to hear your voice, welcoming us. And n whomever we find truth, love, gentleness & humility, we are sure to hear your heartbeat, assuring us that you will always be near. Thank you, God. Amen.
 May 2~ For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power & Godhead; so that they are without excuse. God, you are invisible but not unseen. You reveal yourself in creation & demonstrate your kindness in a stranger's sincere smile. You are intangible but not unfelt. You caress our faces with the wind & embrace us in a friend's arms. We look for you & feel your presence. Amen. 
 Mom is all caught up once again. The sky will not be showing any stars or the moon tonight as it is dark & cloudy. Like Mom said earlier I don't think we will be seeing much of them this week at all. It is ok though as I will be whispering to you as I always do each night. Be listening for Mom's voice and remember to smile & I will do the same. Mom is hoping that your evening is filled with everything that you need to do & may want to do as well. If you rest, sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Come see Mom tonight in my dreams when I fall asleep tonight. You are forever in my heart, mind & soul. You are my hero & my wind beneath my wings. I miss you like crazy & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. Good night, Tyler.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!