Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday evening? Mom is again sorry that I did not get the chance to write to you but I never turned on my computer at all. Mom has not been sleeping much at all this whole week & everything just seems to be catching up with me. I literally sat on the couch all day long & watched TV. I got up & made dinner & then tried to go to bed at 10 pm but that did not work. I ended up having such a coughing fit that I needed to get up & relax before trying to go back to bed. It was awful. Mark was so tired that he & the pups slept right through it all. Mom coughed most of the night & got very very little sleep. Today Mark & Mom went out & did our usual Saturday shopping. The traffic out there is terrible. The weather is cloudy & overcast & it is only 70 degrees. I know there are several things going on in downtown Boston today. The Tall Ships are here for the week & there is a scavenger hunt as well. Our neighbor is doing that today. Sounds like fun but I am staying away from the City until Labor Day when all the tourist leave. It gets so crazy out there. Looks like the rest of our evening will be curling up on the couch & watching a movie. Hopefully Mom will be able to get some sleep tonight. I sure do need a good nights rest. Please be with Mom. I hope you will be able to help me out. I sure need you my sweet precious son. Tomorrow will be a day of running around again & then later in the night we have the skype call with Tubal & Karen. Monday Mom starts my new class in school but by the looks of it it will only take me about 3 days to do this entire class & then I will be waiting on the next set of books. Too crazy. Mom is trying to stay busy as these next couple of days will be pretty tough on me. They are the days that I dread every year since you have been gone. Mom misses you so much. Just thinking about it now makes my heart hurt. Mom is just so sad. We were planning on going to NH today to release balloons like we always do for you this time of year but it is raining there so that wouldn't have worked. We are looking at next Saturday though. The weather calls for rain again but we will watch & see. If it is going to rain indeed then Mom will release balloons to you here. I will keep you posted. 
 Aunt Beck called me last night & we chatted for quite so time. It was great to hear from her. She is busy just like John but they both are doing very well. Bean is doing good too. No changes with her as of yet but there will be I am sure very soon. Meme called me today & we spoke for about an hour. She was telling Mom that Bob goes to the doctors again on Wednesday. Guess nothing has changed with him & he is still in very rough shape. Meme said he was not well at all. Everyone is still looking forward to coming here in a couple weeks for the 4th of July. Mark & Mom are trying to find things for us to do during the daytime & be able to relax at night. we have come up with a couple different things so far so that's good. Not much else is going on right now. Mom will update when I know things.
 Here are a couple little prayers for today & yesterday: You may not always understand what God is doing but know it all works together for your good. He will make a way. Amen.
 You are strong. You are victorious. You are anointed. You are powerful. There's NOTHING that has happened to you that you cannot overcome. Amen.
 Here are a couple inspirational messages as well: Without any fear, I feel all of the emotions that arise in me. My body is sacred. I am a creative & radiant soul. I am passionate about my amazing life. I feel energized everyday because I am in perfect health.
I AM unique & joyful.
 I make a conscious effort to be a Messenger of Love to everyone that I come into contact with, even those who show me the opposite of kindness. It is the people who protect their hurts onto others that need our love the most. 
 Mom is caught up again for yesterday & today. Mom will make an effort every day to write to you. Some days are tougher than others but on those days Mom will write to you even if it is a short letter. This I promise you. Mom will not be seeing anything at all in the sky tonight. You can't even see the skyline. The fog is that heavy. It looks cool though. Mom knows you will be shining bright for someone in this world that needs it. That in itself makes me so happy & makes me smile. I will whisper to you as I always do so be listening & when you hear Mom....smile big for me. I will picture it in my mind. Mom will smile too so you can see. I love you to infinity & beyond. To the moon & back & all the way around the world. Always remember & feel it in your soul that you are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul for forever. 
 Mom will be back tomorrow night to write to you again so until then.... Good night & sweet dreams. Have fun tonight while I sleep. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!