Monday, December 2, 2013
Dear Tyler,
Hi sweet son of mine. How are you doing today? I hope that you are well. Mom is doing good. I couldn't believe that it was 78 degrees outside and sunny today. It was super nice and actually pretty warm. I was pretty surprised. Guess it is going to be this way all week with a little rain on Thursday and Friday. I will take it. Hard to believe that it is December with this this weather :)
I got a nice surprise today in the mail. It was a box that was addressed to me but said it was from Heaven. Inside was a beautiful Angel that has fiber optic wings and sings Silent Night. It gave me chills and brought tears to my eyes. I know it was from Aunt Shirley but her gesture was so sweet. I know she did it for you. Thank you so much. My Angel of mine is always with me. No doubt in that! The last few days I have let my guard down and since then I sense and feel you around me more than I ever did. I am so sorry that it has taken so long for Mom. Like I said to you in my letter the other night when I read that story about Angels needing to grow and to do that you need to see your loved ones smiling and laughing. I meant what I said. I am going to continue this for you to grow in Heaven. I want you to reach and be all that you can be. I always have wanted that for you, Tyler. I would never want to hold you back from anything. I now that I will have my days, some better than others but I will do anything for you. You have my word on this.. you have my promise! I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back.
I was doing some looking on the computer for Christmas gifts for people. Everything that I look at I see things that you would love. Go figure, huh? You usually were the toughest along with Grandpa to buy for. You both are so much alike. Never want anything or ask for anything. You acted like Grandpa.. I always told you that and I think that Grandpa knows too :)
Last night the clouds were so thick so I didn't get to see any stars let alone my bright star but I know you were there watching over Mom. The sky is clear and cloudless so that I know tonight I will see my bright star. Be listening for Mom.
Sweet dreams my precious son. I miss you and I love you beyond words. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Hi sweet son of mine. How are you doing today? I hope that you are well. Mom is doing good. I couldn't believe that it was 78 degrees outside and sunny today. It was super nice and actually pretty warm. I was pretty surprised. Guess it is going to be this way all week with a little rain on Thursday and Friday. I will take it. Hard to believe that it is December with this this weather :)
I got a nice surprise today in the mail. It was a box that was addressed to me but said it was from Heaven. Inside was a beautiful Angel that has fiber optic wings and sings Silent Night. It gave me chills and brought tears to my eyes. I know it was from Aunt Shirley but her gesture was so sweet. I know she did it for you. Thank you so much. My Angel of mine is always with me. No doubt in that! The last few days I have let my guard down and since then I sense and feel you around me more than I ever did. I am so sorry that it has taken so long for Mom. Like I said to you in my letter the other night when I read that story about Angels needing to grow and to do that you need to see your loved ones smiling and laughing. I meant what I said. I am going to continue this for you to grow in Heaven. I want you to reach and be all that you can be. I always have wanted that for you, Tyler. I would never want to hold you back from anything. I now that I will have my days, some better than others but I will do anything for you. You have my word on this.. you have my promise! I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back.
I was doing some looking on the computer for Christmas gifts for people. Everything that I look at I see things that you would love. Go figure, huh? You usually were the toughest along with Grandpa to buy for. You both are so much alike. Never want anything or ask for anything. You acted like Grandpa.. I always told you that and I think that Grandpa knows too :)
Last night the clouds were so thick so I didn't get to see any stars let alone my bright star but I know you were there watching over Mom. The sky is clear and cloudless so that I know tonight I will see my bright star. Be listening for Mom.
Sweet dreams my precious son. I miss you and I love you beyond words. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Sunday, December 1, 2013
Dear Tyler,
Hey pumpkin! How are you doing today? I hope you are doing wonderful :) Mom is doing well today. The weather was nice. It was warm and partly sunny. The next 3 days are going to be 75 degrees and sunny. I am looking forward to that :) I actually was a brave girl today and I went out all on my own and drove to the store. I did good. It was a big deal for Mom. This was the first time being alone. It actually felt really good. For a short time I felt free and not like a prisoner in our apartment. I know you were with me because when I got into my car there was a ladybug on the passenger seat just sitting there. I said " Hi Tyler, I know you are with me ". You stayed on the seat the whole time I was gone. Thank you for looking after your Mom. I can hear you say... " My little Mom is growing up " and that makes me giggle and smile.
So we got the sad news here last night that one of your favorite actors from the Fast and the Furious, Paul Walker passed from a car accident. That is so sad for him and the driver of the car. I bet you have made it a point to already see him. I have no doubt in that. Heaven received 2 more Angels. I feel for both of their Mom's. No matter how old it is not easy to lose a child. My heart goes out to all of their families and their friends.
So how do you like the Christmas Tree? Everyone who saw the pictures I posted of it really thought it was beautiful. I really hope you like it because we got it for you. We are hoping that you come and sit with us and enjoy it like we are. I want you around Mom all the time. It makes me feel so close to you. If this is the only way I can have you near then I will take it! I will be greedy..lol :)
I am hoping to see the stars up in the sky tonight. I see that the clouds are moving in right now. No matter what I will whisper to you.... my bright shining star.... my most precious Guardian Angel. I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart and soul. I hope your night is all that you want it to be. Fly high and fly free, Tyler. Sweet dreams!
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Hey pumpkin! How are you doing today? I hope you are doing wonderful :) Mom is doing well today. The weather was nice. It was warm and partly sunny. The next 3 days are going to be 75 degrees and sunny. I am looking forward to that :) I actually was a brave girl today and I went out all on my own and drove to the store. I did good. It was a big deal for Mom. This was the first time being alone. It actually felt really good. For a short time I felt free and not like a prisoner in our apartment. I know you were with me because when I got into my car there was a ladybug on the passenger seat just sitting there. I said " Hi Tyler, I know you are with me ". You stayed on the seat the whole time I was gone. Thank you for looking after your Mom. I can hear you say... " My little Mom is growing up " and that makes me giggle and smile.
So we got the sad news here last night that one of your favorite actors from the Fast and the Furious, Paul Walker passed from a car accident. That is so sad for him and the driver of the car. I bet you have made it a point to already see him. I have no doubt in that. Heaven received 2 more Angels. I feel for both of their Mom's. No matter how old it is not easy to lose a child. My heart goes out to all of their families and their friends.
So how do you like the Christmas Tree? Everyone who saw the pictures I posted of it really thought it was beautiful. I really hope you like it because we got it for you. We are hoping that you come and sit with us and enjoy it like we are. I want you around Mom all the time. It makes me feel so close to you. If this is the only way I can have you near then I will take it! I will be greedy..lol :)
I am hoping to see the stars up in the sky tonight. I see that the clouds are moving in right now. No matter what I will whisper to you.... my bright shining star.... my most precious Guardian Angel. I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart and soul. I hope your night is all that you want it to be. Fly high and fly free, Tyler. Sweet dreams!
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
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