Dear Tyler,

Hey pumpkin! How are you doing today? I hope you are doing wonderful :) Mom is doing well today. The weather was nice. It was warm and partly sunny. The next 3 days are going to be 75 degrees and sunny. I am looking forward to that :) I actually was a brave girl today and I went out all on my own and drove to the store. I did good. It was a big deal for Mom. This was the first time being alone. It actually felt really good. For a short time I felt free and not like a prisoner in our apartment. I know you were with me because when I got into my car there was a ladybug on the passenger seat just sitting there. I said " Hi Tyler, I know you are with me ". You stayed on the seat the whole time I was gone. Thank you for looking after your Mom. I can hear you say... " My little Mom is growing up " and that makes me giggle and smile. 
 So we got the sad news here last night that one of your favorite actors from the Fast and the Furious, Paul Walker passed from a car accident. That is so sad for him and the driver of the car. I bet you have made it a point to already see him. I have no doubt in that. Heaven received 2 more Angels. I feel for both of their Mom's. No matter how old it is not easy to lose a child. My heart goes out to all of their families and their friends. 
 So how do you like the Christmas Tree? Everyone who saw the pictures I posted of it really thought it was beautiful. I really hope you like it because we got it for you. We are hoping that you come and sit with us and enjoy it like we are. I want you around Mom all the time. It makes me feel so close to you. If this is the only way I can have you near then I will take it! I will be greedy..lol :)
 I am hoping to see the stars up in the sky tonight. I see that the clouds are moving in right now. No matter what I will whisper to you.... my bright shining star.... my most precious Guardian Angel. I miss you so much and I love you with all my heart and soul. I hope your night is all that you want it to be. Fly high and fly free, Tyler. Sweet dreams!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!