Dear Tyler,

Hi Pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday evening? I hope that everything is going smoothly for you up in Heaven. I wish that things were going smoothly for us here. Things are just so dang crazy Tyler. I am trying to stay out of most of it so that I don't get stressed out. It is working at times but other times not so much. 
 I was so happy tonight when I went out to walk the pups that the sky was clear and the stars were shining brightly. I did whisper to you so I hope that you heard Mom. The sky is so clear that I can see either the Little Dipper or the Big Dipper.. not sure which one it is. I will have to do some research on this and let you know. The stars are just so pretty. I know I will be able to see you shining brightly the next few nights because the weather here is suppose to be in the 70's and sunny. That means clear night skies too. 
 Today was a kind of busy day for Mom. I did a lot of housework... mopping, sweeping, vacuuming, dusting and laundry. I also went through my shoes.. yup I here you saying that is an all day event..lol and got rid of all the ones that I don't wear or didn't want any longer. You will be proud of me as I gave away over 40 pairs today and with all the ones I gave away back in September I know have only 38 pairs of shoes...that includes all fashion boots, winter boots, high heels, flats, and flip flops! I think I have done so well with this and I am proud of myself! Starting with well over 250 pairs of shoes, etc...and now just 38!!! Holy cow.. Mark was impressed with me too. He really couldn't believe it!
 I actually have to go to bed early tonight. I received a text message from our Dog Sitters Mom asking if there was any way that I could watch her 5 year old son tomorrow. She had to be at work in the morning and her regular babysitter & boyfriend could not do it. I said yes that I would. She will be here with him at 6 am. This will be interesting as I have not taken care of a 5 year old since you & Bean and I have not been up at 5 am in over a year unless I was flying somewhere. I will write about it in my letter to you tomorrow night. Wish me luck :) I know I can hear you laughing & shaking your head saying " Oh Mom "
 Please continue to watch over our family. Bob is still in the hospital and Meme is still having trouble too. We all appreciate what you do for us from above. We are all so lucky to have you as our Angel. I love you so much my precious son and I miss you like crazy. Please know I do. My life is just not the same without. It never will be again. 
 I hope that you have a quiet, peaceful night. I hope you have many sweet dreams. Fly high and fly free Tyler. Tell everyone I said hello and I miss them. If you get a chance give them hugs from Mom, but make sure someone hugs you so big and tight... that one will be from me. I love you. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you on this Sunday evening? I hope you are well. Today was a better day for all. The weather was wonderful and sunny..warm too! Mark & I went out to grab things we needed and then came back and took the pups on a very long walk. Half way through walking home poor Max was so tired. Snickers actually got pretty tired as well. Got back and they both drank water and laid themselves on the floor and have been pretty much sleeping ever since. Quiet evening that is for sure. Watch football, made dinner and now I am writing to you. 
 Spoke to Meme today a few times. She sounds better. She just needs to get some sleep. She hasn't been lately and she is really tired. Spoke to Bob tonight. He really sounds good. No trouble breathing and he is talking really good. Doctors were in today to see him and they are figuring out his medicines and probably going to let him go tomorrow or Tuesday. Thank you so much for being with them both during this hard time. Please continue to be with Meme during the night so that she can get some rest and also watch over Bob so that he is not alone too. 
 Nothing else really is going on. Like Mom said today was a very mellow day for us here. It was an overall relaxing weekend just doing things but nothing rushed. It felt nice for a change. I can't believe that it is already the middle of January. Holy crap how time is passing by and so fast too. Sometimes it just really blows my mind. 
 Oh yeah.. I still need to download that picture. I forgot to today as this is the first time I have been on my computer all day. I will promise to do it tomorrow and get it on here. I am so sorry. 
 I was so happy last night because I did indeed get to see the stars in the sky. There was 1 really bright one. I believe that was you. I whispered to you so I hope that you heard Mom. The clouds were rolling in earlier tonight. Guess we are suppose to get some rain tomorrow. Not sure if I will be able to see the stars but I will be sure to whisper to you as I do nightly. I miss you so much, Tyler. I hope you know this. I hope that you never forget this. I love you with all my heart and soul. I love you more than all the stars in the sky and to the moon and back. You are missed so much by so many people. I always talk about you and so do so many others. It is so nice and refreshing to hear. It makes me sad but it also makes me smile. 
 I hope that you have a wonderful evening my precious son. Sweet dreams. Fly high and fly freely up in the clouds and sky. Please continue to watch over us. I love you bunches. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!