Dear Tyler,

Hi Pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday evening? I hope that everything is going smoothly for you up in Heaven. I wish that things were going smoothly for us here. Things are just so dang crazy Tyler. I am trying to stay out of most of it so that I don't get stressed out. It is working at times but other times not so much. 
 I was so happy tonight when I went out to walk the pups that the sky was clear and the stars were shining brightly. I did whisper to you so I hope that you heard Mom. The sky is so clear that I can see either the Little Dipper or the Big Dipper.. not sure which one it is. I will have to do some research on this and let you know. The stars are just so pretty. I know I will be able to see you shining brightly the next few nights because the weather here is suppose to be in the 70's and sunny. That means clear night skies too. 
 Today was a kind of busy day for Mom. I did a lot of housework... mopping, sweeping, vacuuming, dusting and laundry. I also went through my shoes.. yup I here you saying that is an all day event..lol and got rid of all the ones that I don't wear or didn't want any longer. You will be proud of me as I gave away over 40 pairs today and with all the ones I gave away back in September I know have only 38 pairs of shoes...that includes all fashion boots, winter boots, high heels, flats, and flip flops! I think I have done so well with this and I am proud of myself! Starting with well over 250 pairs of shoes, etc...and now just 38!!! Holy cow.. Mark was impressed with me too. He really couldn't believe it!
 I actually have to go to bed early tonight. I received a text message from our Dog Sitters Mom asking if there was any way that I could watch her 5 year old son tomorrow. She had to be at work in the morning and her regular babysitter & boyfriend could not do it. I said yes that I would. She will be here with him at 6 am. This will be interesting as I have not taken care of a 5 year old since you & Bean and I have not been up at 5 am in over a year unless I was flying somewhere. I will write about it in my letter to you tomorrow night. Wish me luck :) I know I can hear you laughing & shaking your head saying " Oh Mom "
 Please continue to watch over our family. Bob is still in the hospital and Meme is still having trouble too. We all appreciate what you do for us from above. We are all so lucky to have you as our Angel. I love you so much my precious son and I miss you like crazy. Please know I do. My life is just not the same without. It never will be again. 
 I hope that you have a quiet, peaceful night. I hope you have many sweet dreams. Fly high and fly free Tyler. Tell everyone I said hello and I miss them. If you get a chance give them hugs from Mom, but make sure someone hugs you so big and tight... that one will be from me. I love you. Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!