These are my letters to Tyler. They are the conversations that we would have on a daily basis. We can't do that any more. In some small way, this is my tribute to my son and probably my way of healing. Every night we would talk about everything. I can still do that, and I know he's listening.
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet precious son. How are you doing today on this Wednesday afternoon? I hope that Heaven is a beautiful place and it is true to what we have seen in pictures, movies, and what we have been told. I hope that you are doing all that you want to do and need to do. I am sure you are learning so many new things up there. I will look forward to 1 day reuniting with you so that you can be the 1 to show me around and tell me all about what you have been learning. I believe in reincarnation and I often wonder if we will be together in another life somehow. I remember you saying over a year ago when I had my reading done... that you knew me in many different forms. I wonder all the time what exactly those forms and people were. Curiosity kills the cat as they say and it sure does me when it comes to what you are doing, how do you spend your day, etc.. so many questions for you. I have been wanting another reading done with Forrest but I have been holding out because I would love to have it done around the same time as the first one... to see what has been taking place a year later. I would hope that you would come through and tell me more things. I just want to know you are happy and hear all that you want me to know. I miss you so much.
My mind has been heavy these last few days. Thinking about a year ago, what took place, saying goodbye to you, and your services. The middle of the month is going to be tough for me. I won't be able to be at your resting place in NH for your 1 year anniversary but you can rest assure that I will be in Texas sending you balloons and telling you how much I love and miss you. I know there are several family & friends that will be doing the same so hold on tight to be floating on so many balloons again. I will be doing this for your Birthday too. I will do this every year that I can. It means a lot to me to honor you in such a way plus to let you know just how loved and missed you truly are.
The weather here is starting to really get hot hot hot & humid... yuck. In for this for the next 3 months. AC is going to be our best friends and we won't be doing much of anything for awhile. Can't ... the sun is just too intense. Mom is doing ok. Snickers is better today. Thank you for your help. He ate some food today and drank a little. Not eating the grass and hasn't been sick yet so we are on our way to a healthy pup again. My arm where he bit me is healing slowly but in the right direction. Still swelling and the bruises are nasty looking. The wound itself is closing and clean which is great! Thank you for taking care of me along with all the other Angels in the Heaven above.
The stars have been shining brightly the last few nights. Always a huge smile on my face when I see this. I whisper to you nightly. I hope you can hear me. I look forward to my late night chat with you. Makes me feel very close to you in so many ways. I will look to the sky tonight and whisper to you. Be listening out for Mom.
I hope your evening is restful, peaceful, and all that you want it to be. You are forever in my mind, heart, soul, and thoughts. To the moon & back and all the way around the world. You and me for the world... ;) Your words now.. not mine!
Sweet dreams! Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Hi my sweet precious son. How are you doing today on this Wednesday afternoon? I hope that Heaven is a beautiful place and it is true to what we have seen in pictures, movies, and what we have been told. I hope that you are doing all that you want to do and need to do. I am sure you are learning so many new things up there. I will look forward to 1 day reuniting with you so that you can be the 1 to show me around and tell me all about what you have been learning. I believe in reincarnation and I often wonder if we will be together in another life somehow. I remember you saying over a year ago when I had my reading done... that you knew me in many different forms. I wonder all the time what exactly those forms and people were. Curiosity kills the cat as they say and it sure does me when it comes to what you are doing, how do you spend your day, etc.. so many questions for you. I have been wanting another reading done with Forrest but I have been holding out because I would love to have it done around the same time as the first one... to see what has been taking place a year later. I would hope that you would come through and tell me more things. I just want to know you are happy and hear all that you want me to know. I miss you so much.
My mind has been heavy these last few days. Thinking about a year ago, what took place, saying goodbye to you, and your services. The middle of the month is going to be tough for me. I won't be able to be at your resting place in NH for your 1 year anniversary but you can rest assure that I will be in Texas sending you balloons and telling you how much I love and miss you. I know there are several family & friends that will be doing the same so hold on tight to be floating on so many balloons again. I will be doing this for your Birthday too. I will do this every year that I can. It means a lot to me to honor you in such a way plus to let you know just how loved and missed you truly are.
The weather here is starting to really get hot hot hot & humid... yuck. In for this for the next 3 months. AC is going to be our best friends and we won't be doing much of anything for awhile. Can't ... the sun is just too intense. Mom is doing ok. Snickers is better today. Thank you for your help. He ate some food today and drank a little. Not eating the grass and hasn't been sick yet so we are on our way to a healthy pup again. My arm where he bit me is healing slowly but in the right direction. Still swelling and the bruises are nasty looking. The wound itself is closing and clean which is great! Thank you for taking care of me along with all the other Angels in the Heaven above.
The stars have been shining brightly the last few nights. Always a huge smile on my face when I see this. I whisper to you nightly. I hope you can hear me. I look forward to my late night chat with you. Makes me feel very close to you in so many ways. I will look to the sky tonight and whisper to you. Be listening out for Mom.
I hope your evening is restful, peaceful, and all that you want it to be. You are forever in my mind, heart, soul, and thoughts. To the moon & back and all the way around the world. You and me for the world... ;) Your words now.. not mine!
Sweet dreams! Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Monday, June 2, 2014
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son. How are you doing my precious Angel in Heaven? I hope you are laughing, smiling, and telling jokes like I can remember you doing. I can remember your "phase" of the knock knock jokes... Aunt Becky bought you a book and you memorized the dang thing and told them to us over and over again. I can see you smiling and laughing in my mind. So refreshing to still be able to see you facial expressions and hear your voice and laughter. It is important to me because that is all I have now. I miss it all. I miss you so much!
Mom is doing ok. Could be better. As you already know and have seen.. on Saturday evening Snickers bit me again. This time pretty badly on my arm. He got the veins and the muscle. Happened so fast and it was done even before I knew what happened. Don't know why though... Mark & Mom were sitting on the couch watching tv. He was sleeping near me and then BAM that happened. I am in pain but holding it together. My arm looks nasty...swollen, purple, blue with bruises and looks like a vampire bit me in the arm. I am hoping to having it look better before we leave for NH next week. I am not sure what to do anymore when it comes to him. I love him to pieces but he can't keep doing this to me, Mark, Max, or anyone else. We don't know why it happens to begin with. We have spoken to the vets about it and they have no answers either. They just say for us to be careful and that it is a " small dog breed " thing. Mom needs to really do some serious thinking about this issue and act accordingly. Watch over Mom and help heal me please? Thanks Tyler.
Everything else is the same. Nothing else new. Mark is working a lot this week due to being gone for a couple days next week. Spoke to everyone and they are ready to see us. Couple friends have asked me to take them to your resting place so they can visit with you. I think that is so super sweet. Lots of family & friends are watching over you there in NH for me.... still can't get away from that Ty...lol :) You are so loved still and always will be loved. Aunt Shirley is getting you a " marker " for your resting place for Mom until your stone comes in. It will have your name, date of birth, date of death and the quote" We love you to the moon & back " on it. I think that is perfect. I always said that to you. You know that! I can't wait to see it. I can't wait to get your stone with Jack & Zero on it plus your bench! Hopefully soon pumpkin! Bare with me!
The sun is setting and I hope to see the stars this evening when I walk the pups. I will look to see you shining brightly. Be listening for Mom to whisper to you as I always do. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. I wish you a peaceful and restful evening in the Heavens. Sweet dreams to you. Fly high and fly free. Forever in my heart, mind, & soul.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Hi my sweet son. How are you doing my precious Angel in Heaven? I hope you are laughing, smiling, and telling jokes like I can remember you doing. I can remember your "phase" of the knock knock jokes... Aunt Becky bought you a book and you memorized the dang thing and told them to us over and over again. I can see you smiling and laughing in my mind. So refreshing to still be able to see you facial expressions and hear your voice and laughter. It is important to me because that is all I have now. I miss it all. I miss you so much!
Mom is doing ok. Could be better. As you already know and have seen.. on Saturday evening Snickers bit me again. This time pretty badly on my arm. He got the veins and the muscle. Happened so fast and it was done even before I knew what happened. Don't know why though... Mark & Mom were sitting on the couch watching tv. He was sleeping near me and then BAM that happened. I am in pain but holding it together. My arm looks nasty...swollen, purple, blue with bruises and looks like a vampire bit me in the arm. I am hoping to having it look better before we leave for NH next week. I am not sure what to do anymore when it comes to him. I love him to pieces but he can't keep doing this to me, Mark, Max, or anyone else. We don't know why it happens to begin with. We have spoken to the vets about it and they have no answers either. They just say for us to be careful and that it is a " small dog breed " thing. Mom needs to really do some serious thinking about this issue and act accordingly. Watch over Mom and help heal me please? Thanks Tyler.
Everything else is the same. Nothing else new. Mark is working a lot this week due to being gone for a couple days next week. Spoke to everyone and they are ready to see us. Couple friends have asked me to take them to your resting place so they can visit with you. I think that is so super sweet. Lots of family & friends are watching over you there in NH for me.... still can't get away from that Ty...lol :) You are so loved still and always will be loved. Aunt Shirley is getting you a " marker " for your resting place for Mom until your stone comes in. It will have your name, date of birth, date of death and the quote" We love you to the moon & back " on it. I think that is perfect. I always said that to you. You know that! I can't wait to see it. I can't wait to get your stone with Jack & Zero on it plus your bench! Hopefully soon pumpkin! Bare with me!
The sun is setting and I hope to see the stars this evening when I walk the pups. I will look to see you shining brightly. Be listening for Mom to whisper to you as I always do. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. I wish you a peaceful and restful evening in the Heavens. Sweet dreams to you. Fly high and fly free. Forever in my heart, mind, & soul.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
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