Monday, June 2, 2014

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing my precious Angel in Heaven? I hope you are laughing, smiling, and telling jokes like I can remember you doing. I can remember your "phase" of the knock knock jokes... Aunt Becky bought you a book and you memorized the dang thing and told them to us over and over again. I can see you smiling and laughing in my mind. So refreshing to still be able to see you facial expressions and hear your voice and laughter. It is important to me because that is all I have now. I miss it all. I miss you so much!
 Mom is doing ok. Could be better. As you already know and have seen.. on Saturday evening Snickers bit me again. This time pretty badly on my arm. He got the veins and the muscle. Happened so fast and it was done even before I knew what happened. Don't know why though... Mark & Mom were sitting on the couch watching tv. He was sleeping near me and then BAM that happened. I am in pain but holding it together. My arm looks nasty...swollen, purple, blue with bruises and looks like a vampire bit me in the arm. I am hoping to having it look better before we leave for NH next week. I am not sure what to do anymore when it comes to him. I love him to pieces but he can't keep doing this to me, Mark, Max, or anyone else. We don't know why it happens to begin with. We have spoken to the vets about it and they have no answers either. They just say for us to be careful and that it is a " small dog breed " thing. Mom needs to really do some serious thinking about this issue and act accordingly. Watch over Mom and help heal me please? Thanks Tyler.
 Everything else is the same. Nothing else new. Mark is working a lot this week due to being gone for a couple days next week. Spoke to everyone and they are ready to see us. Couple friends have asked me to take them to your resting place so they can visit with you. I think that is so super sweet. Lots of family & friends are watching over you there in NH for me.... still can't get away from that Ty...lol :) You are so loved still and always will be loved. Aunt Shirley is getting you a " marker " for your resting place for Mom until your stone comes in. It will have your name, date of birth, date of death and the quote" We love you to the moon & back " on it. I think that is perfect. I always said that to you. You know that! I can't wait to see it. I can't wait to get your stone with Jack & Zero on it plus your bench! Hopefully soon pumpkin! Bare with me!
 The sun is setting and I hope to see the stars this evening when I walk the pups. I will look to see you shining brightly. Be listening for Mom to whisper to you as I always do. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. I wish you a peaceful and restful evening in the Heavens. Sweet dreams to you. Fly high and fly free. Forever in my heart, mind, & soul. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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