Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday evening? Mom is doing alright. I am still a little tired as everything is still catching up with me but for the most part I will be just fine. Mom will just go to bed early again tonight & should be back to normal by tomorrow.
Today is a very sad day here as this morning the whole world woke up to the news of a mass shooting in Las Vegas, Nevada at a country concert late last night. A 64 year old man enter his hotel room on the 32nd floor & opened fire on this Country Festival that was going on. It has been all over the TV all day today. The numbers are stating that 58 are dead & over 500 are seriously injured at this time with over 12 people in critical condition. The pictures are horrific that are being shown. Folks that were in wheelchairs are sideways because of being pushed out of the way, some tried to get out of their wheelchairs & crawl to safety if they could. The sounds that we hear sound like fireworks going off at the end of a show or during the 4th of July. That is really what everyone thought the sounds were until blood was shed & people being killed right in front of them. Mom is so sadden for all that are victims of this.... the ones who have lost their lives, the families that have to grieve this & all who are injured. My thoughts & prayers are with everyone during this very difficult time. Mom will be lighting a candle tonight in honor of everyone.
Mark's middle brother, Gary & his fiance, Sarah have been living in Las Vegas for the last 7 weeks for his work. They left Saturday morning to drive to Arizona for his next assignment. We were very happy to hear this. They will be returning to Las Vegas in 6 weeks though. That is where they live when they are not traveling for his job. Mom is beginning to think that no where is safe to be living at....whether it is the city, in the country, another Continent, etc.... I am not sure what is going on in this world today but so many innocent people are losing their lives & many more suffering injuries. I am thinking that instead of everything getting better it is going to be getting worse. So many agree with Mom & that is heartbreaking. Mom wonders if you know what will happen before it actually does? I wonder if you do, how scary that must be. I know you are watching over us all the time, every day & making sure we are safe. Thank you so much my sweet precious son. Mom loves you to the moon & back & all the way around the world.
Mom has very little updates for you but what I do have is that Grandpa & Debbie are enjoying their honeymoon. They called Mom & Mark last night to let us know they got checked in alright. They called today to let me know they changed the times that I had set for them for their carriage ride this evening. They hoped I was not going to be upset. They also wanted to stay an extra day/night but the hotel said they were completely booked for the week & they couldn't. Mom got right on the phone & called & got them their extra night. Not sure how that happened because they couldn't but if you were a part of that, thank you, Tyler. Grandpa & Debbie both appreciate it very much! I spoke to Aunt Shirley today. She called Mom. That was nice to hear from her. We are going to chat once a week & keep in touch better. Grammy is well. I will post a picture of Grandpa, Debbie & Grammy on tonight's letter from the wedding. I think you will enjoy it. Mom will post pictures of the decorations that I did around the apartment yesterday on here as well for you. Hope they make you smile! Everyone else is doing well. We are all recovering from our travels the last few days. We are all trying to get back into the swing of things yet again & back to our normal routines. Mom will try to touch base with others this week as well. I will keep you updated.
It is already 5:25 pm & Mom is running behind. Pups are fed but our dinner is not done. Mom wanted to write to you real quick to let you know that I think of you always & I miss you so much. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. You are living inside my heart, mind, body & soul forever. I hope that your evening is all that you need & want it to be. I know you will be busy helping & comforting many because of the event that has taken place. If you get the chance come by & visit with Mom as well while I sleep tonight. Thank you. Mom will whisper to you later as well. Listen for my voice & smile. I will smile back. Before I go, here are the prayers for the day: May God prosper you in every way so you can flourish beyond your wildest dreams. May you earnestly cooperate with Him by following His lead and by making the changes He asks of you. And as a result, may you be emotionally strong and stable, spiritually deep and thriving, financially free and generous, socially blessed and a blessing, and physically fit and healthy. May God fill in every gap, heal every wound, and restore everything stolen. May you live abundantly in every way. And may you sleep especially well tonight. You're a child of the Most High God!
May you sense God's invitation to believe Him for something more, something greater, something deeper. He's always on the move and He invites you to move with Him. As He shows you areas of your life where you struggle with unbelief, may you refuse despair, and instead respond in prayer: "Lord, awaken fresh faith in me!" He holds out His hand and bids you to walk on the water with Him, to trust Him for what breaks your heart, and to believe that some of those dreams in your heart were put there by Him. Look up and trust Him today. He is faithful to His Word and He's made specific promise to you. Have a blessed and beautiful day today!
Mom doesn't have a inspirational saying set for the day but I will tomorrow. What I can say is I hope that every person hugs their loved ones tight & as much as they can. May everyone tell one another that they love them because one never knows. Life is fragile, life is short. Do & say these things while you still have the chance.
Mom needs to get going now but I will be back tomorrow night with another letter to you. Until then, Good night & sweet dreams. I love you my shining star!
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
These are my letters to Tyler. They are the conversations that we would have on a daily basis. We can't do that any more. In some small way, this is my tribute to my son and probably my way of healing. Every night we would talk about everything. I can still do that, and I know he's listening.
Monday, October 2, 2017
Sunday, October 1, 2017
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Happy October 1st! Mom is doing okay but boy am I really tired today. Everything that I did in the last few days has finally caught up to Mom...lol! I am trying to multitask right now by writing to you & prep dinner for Mark & I tonight. You know how Mom is with that...lol! Anyways....
The last three days have been exhausting but really fun! Mom & Mark arrived in NH Thursday afternoon & basically had the evening to ourselves as we needed the time to unwind & get ready for the days ahead. Friday morning started everything. We were up early & met Grandpa & Debbie. We were supposed to be able to decorate the hall but when we got there we were told that we couldn't & we had to do it Saturday morning...right before the wedding. OMG... boy was Grandpa & Debbie upset about that but Mark & Mom did all we could for them not to be upset & to stay calm. Mark went with Dad & I took Debbie to go get all the things that she needed for the food. We were gone for about 2 hours or so. We got lunch & then headed back up to Grandpa's house. We had some lunch & then Mark & Grandpa left so that they could go run their errands as well. They were gone for a couple hours too. Debbie & Mom prepped all the food while they were out & then chit chatted afterwards. Mark & Mom never left their house until 5:30 pm. we got back to the hotel, fed the pups & then Meme, Bob, Auntie Kristi & our cousin Kathy all showed up within minutes of one another. We all had dinner together & Auntie Kristi & Kathy stayed until 10 pm. After that Mom was so tired, I went to bed but did not get to sleep as Princess was sick most of that night & morning. Saturday morning, we were up early again & on the road at 9 am to drop the pups off to Meme & Bob. We took off & met Grandpa & Debbie at the hall. We started to decorate the hall & Debbie had to leave. Mom took over & finished everything up with the help of Grandpa & Mark for a little bit. Once Mom was done decorating, I had to start prepping the food & then get ready. After all that was done I still had about 40 minutes to mingle & chat with everyone that was there. The ceremony started at 1 pm. It was such a sweet ceremony & Mom's friend married them. She did a wonderful job. Everyone liked the decorations & food & just loved everything about the day. It made Mom smile for sure. At one point Debbie knew her son was there & Mom knows you were there as well. I wonder if you boys went together? Did you hear Grandpa sing? Boy was Mom shocked at that! Everyone looked at me & I was like..." I didn't know. " Mom has never heard Grandpa sing like that! Boy, I will say that that took some b*lls to do what he did... no music...just his voice. He said he practiced for about 3 weeks. Wow.... Mom video taped it all so I have it. What great memories. I got to spend time with Aunt Jacqui, Uncle Dick, Aunt Shirley, Grammy Richard, Johnny, Meme, Bob & also got to meet some of our extended family now as well. Everyone is so nice. I really like them! After all that was done, Mark & Mom drove back home. I wrote you a small letter last night while in the car but it couldn't be too long as the sun was setting & I was having a hard time seeing the dang phone. We made it home around 8:15 pm last night as we got stuck in traffic the last 10 miles & it took 40 minutes to get through it. Mark & Mom got the pups settled & then brought everything upstairs. I put mostly everything away & then made something to eat. I think I crashed at 10 pm just to be awake at 11 pm. Mom was sick as it was way to late to eat & then head to bed. Guess I can't do that anymore. Mom got about 3-4 hours of rest. Too bed early tonight for sure as my eyes are heavy already.
Today, Mark had his class that he went to this morning. Mom finished with putting everything away, doing laundry, & decorating for the Halloween/ Autumn season. I enjoyed just listening to music & doing all those things. It was a little bit of me time! Now it is 5:25 pm & I am getting ready to finish up dinner for us & then relaxing for the night. Mom will catch up with everyone later in the week as Mark is still on vacation. I will update you as I know of things. Mom is hoping you have a wonderful evening doing everything you want & need to do. Come visit Mom if you can. I would love that! I will whisper to you later as well so be listening for my voice. Smile & I will smile right back to you! Remember forever you are my hero, the wind beneath my wings & my shining star! You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul forever.
Before I go, here are a couple prayers for you for the day:
May you determine to travel lighter starting now. May you—with your God-given authority in Christ—demand that the enemy shut his mouth and leave you alone. May you discern the baggage of man-made obligations and lay them down. May you decide to fling aside your own self-condemning thoughts and wrap yourself up in God’s beautiful grace and righteousness instead. And, may you march on from here, full of faith, empowered by grace, and awakened by God’s love, and walk as one who’s been spoken for by God above. May your latter days be far more blessed than your former days. Jesus is always up to something new. Bless you
If you’re in a season of hardship and life feels like an uphill climb, may you stay the course until Jesus tells you otherwise. May you determine NOT to make any rash decisions that you’ll later regret. May you instead, fix your eyes on Jesus and take your cues from Him. May you trust Jesus to carry your burden so you can hold fast to His promises. May you exhale frustration and inhale God’s peace and provision. This season will pass. And you’ll come through it with strength, clarity, and conviction. Don’t take the enemy’s bait. Follow the Savior’s lead. You’ll be glad you did. Blessings on your night tonight!
Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you my sweet precious son! Until then good night & sweet dreams. I miss you more than words can say & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Tonight starts the pictures of Jack for the entire month so enjoy! I love you more than all the stars in the sky xoxoxo.
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Happy October 1st! Mom is doing okay but boy am I really tired today. Everything that I did in the last few days has finally caught up to Mom...lol! I am trying to multitask right now by writing to you & prep dinner for Mark & I tonight. You know how Mom is with that...lol! Anyways....
The last three days have been exhausting but really fun! Mom & Mark arrived in NH Thursday afternoon & basically had the evening to ourselves as we needed the time to unwind & get ready for the days ahead. Friday morning started everything. We were up early & met Grandpa & Debbie. We were supposed to be able to decorate the hall but when we got there we were told that we couldn't & we had to do it Saturday morning...right before the wedding. OMG... boy was Grandpa & Debbie upset about that but Mark & Mom did all we could for them not to be upset & to stay calm. Mark went with Dad & I took Debbie to go get all the things that she needed for the food. We were gone for about 2 hours or so. We got lunch & then headed back up to Grandpa's house. We had some lunch & then Mark & Grandpa left so that they could go run their errands as well. They were gone for a couple hours too. Debbie & Mom prepped all the food while they were out & then chit chatted afterwards. Mark & Mom never left their house until 5:30 pm. we got back to the hotel, fed the pups & then Meme, Bob, Auntie Kristi & our cousin Kathy all showed up within minutes of one another. We all had dinner together & Auntie Kristi & Kathy stayed until 10 pm. After that Mom was so tired, I went to bed but did not get to sleep as Princess was sick most of that night & morning. Saturday morning, we were up early again & on the road at 9 am to drop the pups off to Meme & Bob. We took off & met Grandpa & Debbie at the hall. We started to decorate the hall & Debbie had to leave. Mom took over & finished everything up with the help of Grandpa & Mark for a little bit. Once Mom was done decorating, I had to start prepping the food & then get ready. After all that was done I still had about 40 minutes to mingle & chat with everyone that was there. The ceremony started at 1 pm. It was such a sweet ceremony & Mom's friend married them. She did a wonderful job. Everyone liked the decorations & food & just loved everything about the day. It made Mom smile for sure. At one point Debbie knew her son was there & Mom knows you were there as well. I wonder if you boys went together? Did you hear Grandpa sing? Boy was Mom shocked at that! Everyone looked at me & I was like..." I didn't know. " Mom has never heard Grandpa sing like that! Boy, I will say that that took some b*lls to do what he did... no music...just his voice. He said he practiced for about 3 weeks. Wow.... Mom video taped it all so I have it. What great memories. I got to spend time with Aunt Jacqui, Uncle Dick, Aunt Shirley, Grammy Richard, Johnny, Meme, Bob & also got to meet some of our extended family now as well. Everyone is so nice. I really like them! After all that was done, Mark & Mom drove back home. I wrote you a small letter last night while in the car but it couldn't be too long as the sun was setting & I was having a hard time seeing the dang phone. We made it home around 8:15 pm last night as we got stuck in traffic the last 10 miles & it took 40 minutes to get through it. Mark & Mom got the pups settled & then brought everything upstairs. I put mostly everything away & then made something to eat. I think I crashed at 10 pm just to be awake at 11 pm. Mom was sick as it was way to late to eat & then head to bed. Guess I can't do that anymore. Mom got about 3-4 hours of rest. Too bed early tonight for sure as my eyes are heavy already.
Today, Mark had his class that he went to this morning. Mom finished with putting everything away, doing laundry, & decorating for the Halloween/ Autumn season. I enjoyed just listening to music & doing all those things. It was a little bit of me time! Now it is 5:25 pm & I am getting ready to finish up dinner for us & then relaxing for the night. Mom will catch up with everyone later in the week as Mark is still on vacation. I will update you as I know of things. Mom is hoping you have a wonderful evening doing everything you want & need to do. Come visit Mom if you can. I would love that! I will whisper to you later as well so be listening for my voice. Smile & I will smile right back to you! Remember forever you are my hero, the wind beneath my wings & my shining star! You live inside my heart, mind, body & soul forever.
Before I go, here are a couple prayers for you for the day:
May you determine to travel lighter starting now. May you—with your God-given authority in Christ—demand that the enemy shut his mouth and leave you alone. May you discern the baggage of man-made obligations and lay them down. May you decide to fling aside your own self-condemning thoughts and wrap yourself up in God’s beautiful grace and righteousness instead. And, may you march on from here, full of faith, empowered by grace, and awakened by God’s love, and walk as one who’s been spoken for by God above. May your latter days be far more blessed than your former days. Jesus is always up to something new. Bless you
If you’re in a season of hardship and life feels like an uphill climb, may you stay the course until Jesus tells you otherwise. May you determine NOT to make any rash decisions that you’ll later regret. May you instead, fix your eyes on Jesus and take your cues from Him. May you trust Jesus to carry your burden so you can hold fast to His promises. May you exhale frustration and inhale God’s peace and provision. This season will pass. And you’ll come through it with strength, clarity, and conviction. Don’t take the enemy’s bait. Follow the Savior’s lead. You’ll be glad you did. Blessings on your night tonight!
Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you my sweet precious son! Until then good night & sweet dreams. I miss you more than words can say & I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Tonight starts the pictures of Jack for the entire month so enjoy! I love you more than all the stars in the sky xoxoxo.
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