Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Mom is not going to write to you very long as it is 4 pm and I have a lot of work to do plus feed the pups, walk them and make dinner for myself. I will let you know that this morning Mom and Meme were sitting downstairs and Mark went upstairs, said nothing at all to us and then Bob came down early as he had a doctors appointment to go to and then Mark came back down and started a bunch of crap. He was so mean and he told Mom that he wanted us all out today. He not only did that but he gave his 2 weeks notice at his job and called the realtor and had her relist the house to be put on the market. Meme and Mom need to act fast. We will be going out tomorrow to look for places to live and then I will come back here and be calling an attorney to get things started. The rest of the time will be packing stuff up again. We all have a feeling that Mark will be skipping town with the next week or so. Mom thinks that his brother had something to do with all this and he will be leaving and moving to California. I could almost bet on it. I don't have any time to write to you today and I am so sorry for this, Ty. I know you are seeing everything that is going on and I know you are scared for Mom. No matter what I will be okay. I have you by my side and the Angels watching over me. I have God and my faith and that will get me through this whole thing. Please watch over Mom, Meme, Bob and the pups. We need it right now. I will light a candle later and I will whisper to you tonight. You will always be my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. I will be back tomorrow with a short letter to you. I miss you more than words. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤

Dear Tyler, 

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is sorry for not writing to you last night but the last couple days here have been pretty crazy. Friday night Mom was sound asleep and was woken up at midnight to the renters next to us playing their music so freaking loud and yelling and screaming in the pool that Mom called the police. They came about 20 minutes after the call and I went outside. They were like, wow that is some pretty loud music. They knocked on the door and then proceeded to walk out back. They were here for about 10 minutes or more. They were so angry that I calked the police on them. Mom stayed up until 3 am qhen I knew they went to bed. I slept until 7 am and then fed the pups, walked them and then went back to bed until 10:30 am. I got up, made the bed, showered and then came into my office. I sat in my glider rocker all day until dinner. Caught a cat nap too. Friday night also sucked because before all this police stuff happened, Mom and Marked were really arguing. It carried over last night too. After dinner, we argued more. That went on until after 11 pm. I finally went to bed and got a bit of sleep. Woke up at 7:45 am. Fed the pups, walked them and then relaxed for a bit. I got ready, did laundry and came into my office again. I was just staying away from every one. I did chat with a friend this afternoon which was nice. After that, I walked the pups. Came back to my office and here we are. It is almost time to feed the pups and walk the again. After dinner, I will come back upstairs and probably watch a movie or two and then I will call it a night. Mom is super exhausted so I will go to bed early to try and get some sleep. 
 I know you have seen it all for what has been going on. I am sorry for that. Mom doesn't know what to do. I was told I was the one needing to change and that Mark didn't. I am tired of hearing it as its the same thing over and over. It's always my fault and never his. I can't do anything right in his eyes. I have decided to just stay away and not say anything. Meme was present for the entire thing. She heard it all. Mark gave me 30 days to either change or get out. Meme heard that too. Nothing will ever change with Mark as he always feels he is right and never wrong. I won't and can't live like this anymore. It's not fair to anyone. I feel bad that Meme and Bob moved here, sold their house and got rid of everything just to have this happen. Mom has basically 30 days to find a place for me, the 2 pups and help Meme and Bob now find a place as we are or will be homeless if I don't. That is alot on my shoulders.  This is not going to be easy. I am under a lot of stress and pressure. We all will get through this and in time we all will be ok. Just know during this time, Mom may not be able to write to you daily. I have so much to do and so little time to do it in. I qill continue to post things on your Facebook page and write on here probably every other day. Mom will do her best. You will always be on my mind. I will whisper to you every morning and every night. Smile when you hear me. Mom will smile back to you. I miss you so damn much 💔.  I love you to the moon 🌙 and back and all the way around the world 🌎.  You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. For now I have to feed the pups and make dinner for myself. I may not look like it but I will be ok, Tyler. Please just watch over me. Have fun while I get some rest. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you, pumpkin. I have to go for now but I will be back tomorrow. Until then... good night and sweet dreams later.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo 💗

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom has been busy all day since I got up at 7 am. It is already going on 4:45 pm. Mom wanted to write to you while I was on my computer instead of using my cell phone. I don't think this letter will be long at all as it looks like we are in for a really nasty thunderstorm again. The weather states from 4 pm - 6 pm very heavy rain, wind and a lot of rain...ugh... this is getting so old it is not funny! Mom knows the earth needs rain and it is good for everything but there is a thing to say enough is enough and too much and we are at that point. Our pool is about to overflow...that is how high the water is. Anyways....
 Last night was nothing of what I thought would happen. Mom made a good dinner. Went to sit down and Mom started to eat, Mark said nothing, left the table and didn't return. I finished my meal, did the dishes and then came upstairs as there was nothing else to do as it was raining. Mark was in the bathroom for well over an hour. Never said anything to me at all. He finished doing what he was doing and went back into his office and played his friggin video game with his brothers until 1:45 am. He came into the bedroom waking me up as he got into bed. Mom was so pissed off it was not funny. I am so tired of being treated like I am nothing. I watched a movie last night with Ozzy by my side and then went to bed. Between Mark and the neighbors being so loud until 2 am.. I did not get much sleep at all. Today has not been any better. mark has said hardly nothing to me all day so I can see that tonight will be a repeat of last night. Oh goody! Hopefully it will rain so hard that the neighbors stay inside. Mom is tired and just sick of everything these days. I usually have a positive attitude and lately I don't and don't care. You know that is not like me. I am sick of Bob and the way he treats us all and the way he does nothing, I am sick of Mark and his attitude towards me and the way I get treated. I am at a loss and not sure what to do anymore. Every day I saw nothing really to anyone and I stay in my office or in the bedroom alone. This is absolutely no way to live. I do so much for everyone and get sh*t on in return. Please help Mom, Tyler. I really need it. I have been asking the Angels and God as well. I have been praying a lot. I know you hear Mom. 
 Tonight, I will make sure to light a candle for you and I will whisper to you as I always do. Smile for me when you hear my voice and I will smile back to you. Have fun while I sleep and if you can come visit me in my dreams. Mom would like that so much. It is almost time for me to go feed the pups and then make dinner probably for myself. Meme is making her and Bob's dinner right now. I hear the neighbors already yelling and their music next door. Going to be a long night...ugh! I will make sure to write to you over the weekend. There are no plans at all as it is going to rain again. Suppose to until next Wednesday. Oh lucky us....not! anyways... I know this is not a cheerful letter to you and Mom is sorry. It was either write what I did or not write at all. These letters are what you and I would talk about if we could. I promise you that my letters will not be so dark and miserable ongoing. Forgive me, Tyler. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤