Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom has been busy all day since I got up at 7 am. It is already going on 4:45 pm. Mom wanted to write to you while I was on my computer instead of using my cell phone. I don't think this letter will be long at all as it looks like we are in for a really nasty thunderstorm again. The weather states from 4 pm - 6 pm very heavy rain, wind and a lot of rain...ugh... this is getting so old it is not funny! Mom knows the earth needs rain and it is good for everything but there is a thing to say enough is enough and too much and we are at that point. Our pool is about to overflow...that is how high the water is. Anyways....
 Last night was nothing of what I thought would happen. Mom made a good dinner. Went to sit down and Mom started to eat, Mark said nothing, left the table and didn't return. I finished my meal, did the dishes and then came upstairs as there was nothing else to do as it was raining. Mark was in the bathroom for well over an hour. Never said anything to me at all. He finished doing what he was doing and went back into his office and played his friggin video game with his brothers until 1:45 am. He came into the bedroom waking me up as he got into bed. Mom was so pissed off it was not funny. I am so tired of being treated like I am nothing. I watched a movie last night with Ozzy by my side and then went to bed. Between Mark and the neighbors being so loud until 2 am.. I did not get much sleep at all. Today has not been any better. mark has said hardly nothing to me all day so I can see that tonight will be a repeat of last night. Oh goody! Hopefully it will rain so hard that the neighbors stay inside. Mom is tired and just sick of everything these days. I usually have a positive attitude and lately I don't and don't care. You know that is not like me. I am sick of Bob and the way he treats us all and the way he does nothing, I am sick of Mark and his attitude towards me and the way I get treated. I am at a loss and not sure what to do anymore. Every day I saw nothing really to anyone and I stay in my office or in the bedroom alone. This is absolutely no way to live. I do so much for everyone and get sh*t on in return. Please help Mom, Tyler. I really need it. I have been asking the Angels and God as well. I have been praying a lot. I know you hear Mom. 
 Tonight, I will make sure to light a candle for you and I will whisper to you as I always do. Smile for me when you hear my voice and I will smile back to you. Have fun while I sleep and if you can come visit me in my dreams. Mom would like that so much. It is almost time for me to go feed the pups and then make dinner probably for myself. Meme is making her and Bob's dinner right now. I hear the neighbors already yelling and their music next door. Going to be a long night...ugh! I will make sure to write to you over the weekend. There are no plans at all as it is going to rain again. Suppose to until next Wednesday. Oh lucky us....not! anyways... I know this is not a cheerful letter to you and Mom is sorry. It was either write what I did or not write at all. These letters are what you and I would talk about if we could. I promise you that my letters will not be so dark and miserable ongoing. Forgive me, Tyler. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah ❤