Dear Tyler, 

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is sorry for not writing to you last night but the last couple days here have been pretty crazy. Friday night Mom was sound asleep and was woken up at midnight to the renters next to us playing their music so freaking loud and yelling and screaming in the pool that Mom called the police. They came about 20 minutes after the call and I went outside. They were like, wow that is some pretty loud music. They knocked on the door and then proceeded to walk out back. They were here for about 10 minutes or more. They were so angry that I calked the police on them. Mom stayed up until 3 am qhen I knew they went to bed. I slept until 7 am and then fed the pups, walked them and then went back to bed until 10:30 am. I got up, made the bed, showered and then came into my office. I sat in my glider rocker all day until dinner. Caught a cat nap too. Friday night also sucked because before all this police stuff happened, Mom and Marked were really arguing. It carried over last night too. After dinner, we argued more. That went on until after 11 pm. I finally went to bed and got a bit of sleep. Woke up at 7:45 am. Fed the pups, walked them and then relaxed for a bit. I got ready, did laundry and came into my office again. I was just staying away from every one. I did chat with a friend this afternoon which was nice. After that, I walked the pups. Came back to my office and here we are. It is almost time to feed the pups and walk the again. After dinner, I will come back upstairs and probably watch a movie or two and then I will call it a night. Mom is super exhausted so I will go to bed early to try and get some sleep. 
 I know you have seen it all for what has been going on. I am sorry for that. Mom doesn't know what to do. I was told I was the one needing to change and that Mark didn't. I am tired of hearing it as its the same thing over and over. It's always my fault and never his. I can't do anything right in his eyes. I have decided to just stay away and not say anything. Meme was present for the entire thing. She heard it all. Mark gave me 30 days to either change or get out. Meme heard that too. Nothing will ever change with Mark as he always feels he is right and never wrong. I won't and can't live like this anymore. It's not fair to anyone. I feel bad that Meme and Bob moved here, sold their house and got rid of everything just to have this happen. Mom has basically 30 days to find a place for me, the 2 pups and help Meme and Bob now find a place as we are or will be homeless if I don't. That is alot on my shoulders.  This is not going to be easy. I am under a lot of stress and pressure. We all will get through this and in time we all will be ok. Just know during this time, Mom may not be able to write to you daily. I have so much to do and so little time to do it in. I qill continue to post things on your Facebook page and write on here probably every other day. Mom will do her best. You will always be on my mind. I will whisper to you every morning and every night. Smile when you hear me. Mom will smile back to you. I miss you so damn much 💔.  I love you to the moon 🌙 and back and all the way around the world 🌎.  You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. For now I have to feed the pups and make dinner for myself. I may not look like it but I will be ok, Tyler. Please just watch over me. Have fun while I get some rest. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you, pumpkin. I have to go for now but I will be back tomorrow. Until then... good night and sweet dreams later.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo 💗