Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. It is after 3 pm and I have done a few things that I wanted to but not much at all. I can't seem to get my head out of my butt today. I know that the first day without my meds is tough for me but this is a bit unusual. I think I slept good last night but I am not sure...lol. I will be better tonight and tomorrow will be a brand new day.
Mom is really enjoying taking the weekends off and not being on the computer or phone hardly at all. It is a nice switch from the week days. I do miss writing to you but I talk to you all the time so I hope you hear Mom. I also post pictures and sayings on your facebook page so I hope you see those as well. You are never far from my mind. I talk to you and bout you all the time my sweet precious son. I always have and I always will. Mom misses you so dang much. Time is not making it easier. It is making it harder 😢
This weekend was not all that exciting. Friday night we ordered pizza and watched a movie with Meme and Bob. Saturday, Mark and Mom went and ran some errands briefly and then came home. Our intention was to go sit by the pool but when we got home, but that didn't happen as it started to rain and thunderstorm. That lasted until about 5 pm. we then made dinner, walked the pups and had dinner ourselves. we watched another movie with Meme and Bob. That didn't get over until almost 9 pm. Sunday, Mark and Mom made breakfast for everyone. we did the clean up and then Mark vacuumed the pool while Mom did some housework inside. We sat by the pool for a couple hours. Got in the pool and then Mark suddenly didn't feel well. He went inside while Mom sat outside. I came in about 3:30 pm. Relaxed and then took a shower. Fed the pups and walked them. Got dinner for us and cleaned up. Aunt Beck called so I chatted with her for a bit. The rest of the night was quiet so that Mark could rest. Mom watched a movie and then called it a night as I was tired. Aunt Beck told me some bizarre things that were said to her from Meme. Neither of us are understanding what exactly is going on. Is she lying or does she clearly not remember what is being said to her. All the things she told Aunt Beck were so far from the truth. It is weird and definitely something that we need to be keeping an eye open for.
Tonight will be the usual. Mom will feed the pups, walk them, make dinner, clean up and then I think it will be another night to relax and just do nothing. Tomorrow I have a nail appointment in the afternoon but Mom has a ton of things that she needs to do before that appointment. I finally received my boxes from the company I ordered from. I love them. They are hot pink with my logo in white. It is exactly what I wanted. I am so excited. Now I need to curate a couple boxes and take pictures so that my listing can get approved. It is really happening. I will be able to launch this in a couple weeks! I still have a bunch of things to do though. I need to get shipping labels, do a write up about the box. It is little things but a lot of them. I will get it done! Then I need to still do my studying. Mom will be doing it as half days. Half of the time will be studying and the other half of the day will be the box business. That is the only way I can do it all. Weekends will be about the boxes and relaxing by the pool. I won't have time for much else until I can get a handle on the box business! I know you will be with me every step of the way and I thank you, pumpkin. Mom needs you. I always need you. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul.
Mom will light your candle later. I will whisper to you too. Smile for me and I will smile back. Have fun while I sleep tonight. Come visit if you can. I would really love that. Please keep us safe and healthy. Where we are it is beyond scary. We are in what they call the "Red Zone". Thank you, Tyler. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....good night and sweet dreams later.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖
These are my letters to Tyler. They are the conversations that we would have on a daily basis. We can't do that any more. In some small way, this is my tribute to my son and probably my way of healing. Every night we would talk about everything. I can still do that, and I know he's listening.
Monday, July 20, 2020
Friday, July 17, 2020
Dear Tyler,
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is doing better than this morning. I am sorry that I didn't write to you again yesterday but I knew that we would be exhausted from the day being out. Mom didn't get on her computer at all. We got home around 4 pm. we chatted with Meme and Bob and then fed the pups, walked them and then headed right upstairs. Mom soaked in a hot bath for about an hour and then called Grandpa really quick. I think I was out like a light by 9:30 pm. I slept okay but my stomach was giving me grief. I don't think I drank enough water yesterday. This morning my stomach was still acting up so I had no choice but to cancel my hair appointment again...ugh! It is scheduled for next Friday now. I am okay with that! It gave me today and the weekend to recover from the day out yesterday!
Mom and Mark's "date day" was really nice. We had a great time! It was very hot and humid...94 degrees all day long. It was brutal at times walking around Epcot with the face masks but we did it for almost 5 hours before we called it a day. The park itself was amazing. Every one was following the rules and there were hardly anyone there really. Many times there were only about 8 people around us and that never happens. we walked around and went at our own pace. We had to stop frequently because of the heat. We went in AC when we could. Mom and Mark agreed that Meme, Bob, Grandpa or Debbie would be able to handle it. That is sad so Mom is hoping at the end of September it will be a bit cooler so that we can go to the parks with them. Mom picked up some goodies and so did Mark. It was nice to get out and just be by ourselves. we needed that badly but not long after we got home all the crap started again. We have decided to have a chat over the weekend with everyone. We need to be able to understand how everyone is feeling about the changes that needed to be made. Mom will have a chance to say what is on her mind because it is needed for sure. It probably not go over well at all but she is still acting the same way that she has and now it is going on 3 weeks since she got Rocky. Things need to change to make it work. Mark, Bob and I see that she is not doing that and it is bothering all of us. Meme knew...no change then they moved...period. I will fill you in on Monday's letter on what went down.
Today has been a very quiet day here. Mom has done her own thing while Mark has been working. Bob is not feeling good so he has been quiet. Meme has been Meme. All the pups have been quiet too. Guess everyone is pretty tired. This weekend will be all about lounging by the pool and relaxing in the sun, swimming and bbqs. Mom is looking forward to that as last weekend was a bust with me not feeling good for those 2 days. Mom will have a chance to write to you on one of those days as the sun is so intense that we can't be out there more than a few hours before we have to come inside. I will write to you on those inbetween hours. I think Disney movies will be on the agenda as well! It is a good way to relax at night after a day in the sun. We tend to watch movies with everyone just to have "family time" with them. We have watched several of your favorites so I hope that you are with us when we watch them. I hope you are smiling. Mom laughs and smiles and talks about you every time. I did yesterday, I do every day. You are still such a huge part of my life and world. You always will be my sweet precious son. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Never forget that, Tyler. That would crush Mom even more than I already am. Please continue to watch over us all. Continue to do all the great things I know you are doing. Have fun while I sleep and visit me in my dreams when you can. Thanks, pumpkin! Mom needs to get going for now as it is time to pay the bills and then I need to order dinner for us. We have decided to have pizza. It is just easier for us all today as no one feels like cooking....up we are being lazy. Mom will cook over the weekend though! Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams later. Smile for me when you hear Mom whisper to you tonight. I will smile back!
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is doing better than this morning. I am sorry that I didn't write to you again yesterday but I knew that we would be exhausted from the day being out. Mom didn't get on her computer at all. We got home around 4 pm. we chatted with Meme and Bob and then fed the pups, walked them and then headed right upstairs. Mom soaked in a hot bath for about an hour and then called Grandpa really quick. I think I was out like a light by 9:30 pm. I slept okay but my stomach was giving me grief. I don't think I drank enough water yesterday. This morning my stomach was still acting up so I had no choice but to cancel my hair appointment again...ugh! It is scheduled for next Friday now. I am okay with that! It gave me today and the weekend to recover from the day out yesterday!
Mom and Mark's "date day" was really nice. We had a great time! It was very hot and humid...94 degrees all day long. It was brutal at times walking around Epcot with the face masks but we did it for almost 5 hours before we called it a day. The park itself was amazing. Every one was following the rules and there were hardly anyone there really. Many times there were only about 8 people around us and that never happens. we walked around and went at our own pace. We had to stop frequently because of the heat. We went in AC when we could. Mom and Mark agreed that Meme, Bob, Grandpa or Debbie would be able to handle it. That is sad so Mom is hoping at the end of September it will be a bit cooler so that we can go to the parks with them. Mom picked up some goodies and so did Mark. It was nice to get out and just be by ourselves. we needed that badly but not long after we got home all the crap started again. We have decided to have a chat over the weekend with everyone. We need to be able to understand how everyone is feeling about the changes that needed to be made. Mom will have a chance to say what is on her mind because it is needed for sure. It probably not go over well at all but she is still acting the same way that she has and now it is going on 3 weeks since she got Rocky. Things need to change to make it work. Mark, Bob and I see that she is not doing that and it is bothering all of us. Meme knew...no change then they moved...period. I will fill you in on Monday's letter on what went down.
Today has been a very quiet day here. Mom has done her own thing while Mark has been working. Bob is not feeling good so he has been quiet. Meme has been Meme. All the pups have been quiet too. Guess everyone is pretty tired. This weekend will be all about lounging by the pool and relaxing in the sun, swimming and bbqs. Mom is looking forward to that as last weekend was a bust with me not feeling good for those 2 days. Mom will have a chance to write to you on one of those days as the sun is so intense that we can't be out there more than a few hours before we have to come inside. I will write to you on those inbetween hours. I think Disney movies will be on the agenda as well! It is a good way to relax at night after a day in the sun. We tend to watch movies with everyone just to have "family time" with them. We have watched several of your favorites so I hope that you are with us when we watch them. I hope you are smiling. Mom laughs and smiles and talks about you every time. I did yesterday, I do every day. You are still such a huge part of my life and world. You always will be my sweet precious son. I miss you so much. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Never forget that, Tyler. That would crush Mom even more than I already am. Please continue to watch over us all. Continue to do all the great things I know you are doing. Have fun while I sleep and visit me in my dreams when you can. Thanks, pumpkin! Mom needs to get going for now as it is time to pay the bills and then I need to order dinner for us. We have decided to have pizza. It is just easier for us all today as no one feels like cooking....up we are being lazy. Mom will cook over the weekend though! Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams later. Smile for me when you hear Mom whisper to you tonight. I will smile back!
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖
Wednesday, July 15, 2020
Dear Tyler,
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is writing to you early so I know that I can get a letter into you. I am sorry there was not one yesterday. The day was busy and Mom pretty much sent emails, on the phone with venders for her business and the I ended up studying until 5 pm and took an exam. That is 2 days in a row...52 pages of hand written notes and 2 exams. Mom got a 100% on the first one and a 95% one the second one! I am planning on doing a bit today after this letter to you but I wanted to make sure I wrote to you incase time got away from me again.
Today was the last of the reopenings for the theme parks here @ Disney. Mark and Mom had tickets to go to Epcot but we switched them to tomorrow as the rain this afternoon will be 60% or more. The park isn't opening until 11 am so we knew we would get rained on. Tomorrow the rain chance is just 15% so it will be much better. We know that the Covid numbers here are still really spiking but we will be safe and take all the precautions necessary so that we do not get sick. Mom knows that you are with us as well so that gives me a wonderful feeling in itself. I think it is more of a day to get out and just be a married couple. No parents or anyone tagging along. That is what Mom is looking forward to at least. The plan tonight is to feed the pups, walk them, make dinner, clean up and then head upstairs to take a nice long bubble bath and watch a bit of tv before going to bed by 10 pm. we both want to be well rested for the day. We will go to the post office, gas up and hit the ATM before driving there. we will leave around 10 am. Mom has this all planned out. Once we are there, it will be a day of doing whatever with no itinerary whatsoever! Please send me a sign along the way to let me know you are with us. Thanks Ty!
Not much for updates at all for you. spoke to Debbie and Grandpa. They are well. Mom is definitely counting the days until they get here. We have exactly 71 days until they fly in! I can't wait. I miss Grandpa so much. It will almost be a year at that point. Too long. Mom is secretly hoping that they like the area so much that they decide that they want to move here! Help me out please! That would make things so much easier. I know they wouldn't move in here with us as planned but at least they wouldn't be 1400 miles away either. Grandpa is getting older and Mom wants to see him and spend time with him more. It is important to me for sure. Not much here at this house has changed. Didn't really think it would. Mom had it out again with Meme. She either really doesn't get it or she just doesn''t really care. Could be a combo of the 2 but either way we all see it and it is not going to work. This morning I went to say hi to Rocky and because Ozzy and Princess was down with me, Meme took her hands and said "no". This is the crap that needed to stop for them to not move but it hasn't. Bob even said nothing has changed at all. Mark and Mom have decided to give them until next week to see if there is any progress but if not we will have to have a talk and it will not be pretty at all. At least at that point we can all say that we tried for the 100th time but still it won't work out. It is very frustrating and Mom is trying not to stress out over it but easier said then done. Mom will keep you posted.
I have a candle lit for you right now and I will light another one later tonight. I will whisper to you as I always do so smile for me and I will smile back to you. Have fun while I get some sleep tonight. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Please keep us safe and healthy during these trying times. It means a lot to Mom. Thank you, Tyler. Tomorrow I will be gone all day and into the early evening. I may only get the chance to write you a very short letter during the evening once we are home. I will make the Friday letter longer with all the details. Mom needs to make a few emails, grab some lunch and then hit the books for the day. Until tomorrow comes.....good night and sweet dreams tonight.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo 💖
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is writing to you early so I know that I can get a letter into you. I am sorry there was not one yesterday. The day was busy and Mom pretty much sent emails, on the phone with venders for her business and the I ended up studying until 5 pm and took an exam. That is 2 days in a row...52 pages of hand written notes and 2 exams. Mom got a 100% on the first one and a 95% one the second one! I am planning on doing a bit today after this letter to you but I wanted to make sure I wrote to you incase time got away from me again.
Today was the last of the reopenings for the theme parks here @ Disney. Mark and Mom had tickets to go to Epcot but we switched them to tomorrow as the rain this afternoon will be 60% or more. The park isn't opening until 11 am so we knew we would get rained on. Tomorrow the rain chance is just 15% so it will be much better. We know that the Covid numbers here are still really spiking but we will be safe and take all the precautions necessary so that we do not get sick. Mom knows that you are with us as well so that gives me a wonderful feeling in itself. I think it is more of a day to get out and just be a married couple. No parents or anyone tagging along. That is what Mom is looking forward to at least. The plan tonight is to feed the pups, walk them, make dinner, clean up and then head upstairs to take a nice long bubble bath and watch a bit of tv before going to bed by 10 pm. we both want to be well rested for the day. We will go to the post office, gas up and hit the ATM before driving there. we will leave around 10 am. Mom has this all planned out. Once we are there, it will be a day of doing whatever with no itinerary whatsoever! Please send me a sign along the way to let me know you are with us. Thanks Ty!
Not much for updates at all for you. spoke to Debbie and Grandpa. They are well. Mom is definitely counting the days until they get here. We have exactly 71 days until they fly in! I can't wait. I miss Grandpa so much. It will almost be a year at that point. Too long. Mom is secretly hoping that they like the area so much that they decide that they want to move here! Help me out please! That would make things so much easier. I know they wouldn't move in here with us as planned but at least they wouldn't be 1400 miles away either. Grandpa is getting older and Mom wants to see him and spend time with him more. It is important to me for sure. Not much here at this house has changed. Didn't really think it would. Mom had it out again with Meme. She either really doesn't get it or she just doesn''t really care. Could be a combo of the 2 but either way we all see it and it is not going to work. This morning I went to say hi to Rocky and because Ozzy and Princess was down with me, Meme took her hands and said "no". This is the crap that needed to stop for them to not move but it hasn't. Bob even said nothing has changed at all. Mark and Mom have decided to give them until next week to see if there is any progress but if not we will have to have a talk and it will not be pretty at all. At least at that point we can all say that we tried for the 100th time but still it won't work out. It is very frustrating and Mom is trying not to stress out over it but easier said then done. Mom will keep you posted.
I have a candle lit for you right now and I will light another one later tonight. I will whisper to you as I always do so smile for me and I will smile back to you. Have fun while I get some sleep tonight. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Please keep us safe and healthy during these trying times. It means a lot to Mom. Thank you, Tyler. Tomorrow I will be gone all day and into the early evening. I may only get the chance to write you a very short letter during the evening once we are home. I will make the Friday letter longer with all the details. Mom needs to make a few emails, grab some lunch and then hit the books for the day. Until tomorrow comes.....good night and sweet dreams tonight.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo 💖
Monday, July 13, 2020
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? It is just turning 12 noon here and the sun is shining brightly! Mom took the 2 days off from writing. I did have intentions on writing to you but Mom was sick all weekend. It started Saturday afternoon and went all day yesterday as well. I am feeling much better today though. Here is how my weekend went:
Saturday...up early, fed the pups and took them for their walk. Did the vacuuming of the pool and skimmed it. Went and ran errands with Mark. Home to have lunch and then we were going to go to the pool but it clouded up and started to thunderstorm. Mark and Mom decided to take that time and work on my website for my business! well we worked on it all afternoon. From 1 pm until after 5 pm. We thought we did really well to! Went downstairs to feed the pups and walk them. We were going to have pizza for dinner but Mom said that I wasn't hungry. My stomach really hurt so I didn't eat but Mark did. We went upstairs and watched tv for the remainder of the evening. Mom did not sleep at all. I tossed and turned all through the night. I had such stomach cramps and aches. I finally fell asleep at 7:30 am and slept until 10 am. Mark feed the pups and took them for their walk and came back upstairs to be with me. He was watching tv when I woke up. We stayed in bed until 12 noon and then Mom decided to get up and go downstairs. I had a bit of breakfast and then thought I would venture to the pool as it was hot outside but I knew that was not a good idea as I had a fever so I sat in the living room all day and watched movies. Mom watched A Goofy Movie and thought of you and then we watched Atlantis as Mark had never seen either of them. Those got over in time to feed the pups and Mom helped walk them. It was pretty hot and hard for Mom because I was still running a fever. Guess lack of sleep, stress and dehydration will do this 😢 We had dinner and then I did the clean up. The rest of the night was sitting and doing nothing. We went upstairs around 8 pm and Mom was fast asleep by 9:15 pm. I slept soundly until 2 am and then I was awake for about an hour and then went back to sleep until 6:30 am. regular routine this morning... up and fed the pups, walked them and then Mark got ready and then Mom did. We got into a bit of a fight though. It was once again about how things are not changing around here. It has been 5 days now since we said that Meme and Bob didn't have to move but there would be stipulations. Meme needed to stop doing what she was doing when it came to Rocky. Well, over the weekend Mom watched and saw that nothing as changed. She is still doing the same stuff as she was. Mom told her this morning that things needed to change. She ignored me. I told Bob that he better start having a voice and stepping up and saying something or if not then everything would have to change. Once again I am the "bad guy" because I am the only one speaking up. Everyone sees it but says nothing. Mark doesn't want to deal with it, Bob feels his hands are tired and Meme knows she is not changing her ways and thinks that it is okay. Mom is the one who sees things and says things. I don't care. There was a deal and that deal is not happening. Actions speak louder than words. I am not sure what is to come of things but this is not going to go on for much longer. I think the mistake was not having them move last week. I gave the benefit of the doubt and it was the wrong move. I tried for the 1,000th time and Mom can't anymore! It is just not healthy for any of us and that includes the pups. Anyways.... that leads Mom to now....I tried having breakfast and that wasn't good so I am snacking right now. I have sent emails and made phone calls that I needed to and now after this letter I will be doing some studying as I have my next lesson opened. I might get an exam in today but doubtful. Most likely tomorrow. Wednesday we still have the plans on having a date day. We still plan on going to the opening of Epcot but Mark is unsure as the numbers here for Covid have spiked an all time high of over 15,299 in just 24 hrs on Sunday. We will make a decision tomorrow. Mom owes Grandpa a call because he did call last night and I was too tired to talk. Mark did for a few but I will call them later to say hello. Not much else for today. Typical work day...Mark is on the phone, Bob is on the computer and Meme is doing whatever. later will be making dinner, eating, cleaning up, walking the pups and then a quiet evening before bed! Mom will be sure to light a candle for you tonight. I have one on right now. It is a brand new one called Blue Coconut Slush. It is from a company in Rhode Island. They smell soooo good. It is like a coconut blue raspberry scent. It is so yummy smelling I want to eat it if I could...lol! I will whisper to you later this evening so smile for Mom and I will smile back to you my sweet precious son! Have fun today and this evening while Mom does all that I need to do and then sleep tonight. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I would love that! Continue to please keep Mom and all of us safe and healthy through these trying times. Thank you, pumpkin. Continue to fly high and free with the Angels above. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Until then....good night and sweet dreams later this evening. Mom misses you like crazy...more than words!
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖
PS Can you believe that it has been 7 years since I have been writing to you on this blog? Almost 9,200 entries between letters and pictures. Wow, huh? Mom still is not done writing to you. I don't feel that it is time to stop just yet. I may take the weekends off or give you shorter letters here and there but I am going to continue. Hope you still love reading them! I love you unconditionally 💖
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? It is just turning 12 noon here and the sun is shining brightly! Mom took the 2 days off from writing. I did have intentions on writing to you but Mom was sick all weekend. It started Saturday afternoon and went all day yesterday as well. I am feeling much better today though. Here is how my weekend went:
Saturday...up early, fed the pups and took them for their walk. Did the vacuuming of the pool and skimmed it. Went and ran errands with Mark. Home to have lunch and then we were going to go to the pool but it clouded up and started to thunderstorm. Mark and Mom decided to take that time and work on my website for my business! well we worked on it all afternoon. From 1 pm until after 5 pm. We thought we did really well to! Went downstairs to feed the pups and walk them. We were going to have pizza for dinner but Mom said that I wasn't hungry. My stomach really hurt so I didn't eat but Mark did. We went upstairs and watched tv for the remainder of the evening. Mom did not sleep at all. I tossed and turned all through the night. I had such stomach cramps and aches. I finally fell asleep at 7:30 am and slept until 10 am. Mark feed the pups and took them for their walk and came back upstairs to be with me. He was watching tv when I woke up. We stayed in bed until 12 noon and then Mom decided to get up and go downstairs. I had a bit of breakfast and then thought I would venture to the pool as it was hot outside but I knew that was not a good idea as I had a fever so I sat in the living room all day and watched movies. Mom watched A Goofy Movie and thought of you and then we watched Atlantis as Mark had never seen either of them. Those got over in time to feed the pups and Mom helped walk them. It was pretty hot and hard for Mom because I was still running a fever. Guess lack of sleep, stress and dehydration will do this 😢 We had dinner and then I did the clean up. The rest of the night was sitting and doing nothing. We went upstairs around 8 pm and Mom was fast asleep by 9:15 pm. I slept soundly until 2 am and then I was awake for about an hour and then went back to sleep until 6:30 am. regular routine this morning... up and fed the pups, walked them and then Mark got ready and then Mom did. We got into a bit of a fight though. It was once again about how things are not changing around here. It has been 5 days now since we said that Meme and Bob didn't have to move but there would be stipulations. Meme needed to stop doing what she was doing when it came to Rocky. Well, over the weekend Mom watched and saw that nothing as changed. She is still doing the same stuff as she was. Mom told her this morning that things needed to change. She ignored me. I told Bob that he better start having a voice and stepping up and saying something or if not then everything would have to change. Once again I am the "bad guy" because I am the only one speaking up. Everyone sees it but says nothing. Mark doesn't want to deal with it, Bob feels his hands are tired and Meme knows she is not changing her ways and thinks that it is okay. Mom is the one who sees things and says things. I don't care. There was a deal and that deal is not happening. Actions speak louder than words. I am not sure what is to come of things but this is not going to go on for much longer. I think the mistake was not having them move last week. I gave the benefit of the doubt and it was the wrong move. I tried for the 1,000th time and Mom can't anymore! It is just not healthy for any of us and that includes the pups. Anyways.... that leads Mom to now....I tried having breakfast and that wasn't good so I am snacking right now. I have sent emails and made phone calls that I needed to and now after this letter I will be doing some studying as I have my next lesson opened. I might get an exam in today but doubtful. Most likely tomorrow. Wednesday we still have the plans on having a date day. We still plan on going to the opening of Epcot but Mark is unsure as the numbers here for Covid have spiked an all time high of over 15,299 in just 24 hrs on Sunday. We will make a decision tomorrow. Mom owes Grandpa a call because he did call last night and I was too tired to talk. Mark did for a few but I will call them later to say hello. Not much else for today. Typical work day...Mark is on the phone, Bob is on the computer and Meme is doing whatever. later will be making dinner, eating, cleaning up, walking the pups and then a quiet evening before bed! Mom will be sure to light a candle for you tonight. I have one on right now. It is a brand new one called Blue Coconut Slush. It is from a company in Rhode Island. They smell soooo good. It is like a coconut blue raspberry scent. It is so yummy smelling I want to eat it if I could...lol! I will whisper to you later this evening so smile for Mom and I will smile back to you my sweet precious son! Have fun today and this evening while Mom does all that I need to do and then sleep tonight. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I would love that! Continue to please keep Mom and all of us safe and healthy through these trying times. Thank you, pumpkin. Continue to fly high and free with the Angels above. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Until then....good night and sweet dreams later this evening. Mom misses you like crazy...more than words!
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖
PS Can you believe that it has been 7 years since I have been writing to you on this blog? Almost 9,200 entries between letters and pictures. Wow, huh? Mom still is not done writing to you. I don't feel that it is time to stop just yet. I may take the weekends off or give you shorter letters here and there but I am going to continue. Hope you still love reading them! I love you unconditionally 💖
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