Monday, July 13, 2020

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? It is just turning 12 noon here and the sun is shining brightly! Mom took the 2 days off from writing. I did have intentions on writing to you but Mom was sick all weekend. It started Saturday afternoon and went all day yesterday as well. I am feeling much better today though. Here is how my weekend went:
 Saturday...up early, fed the pups and took them for their walk. Did the vacuuming of the pool and skimmed it. Went and ran errands with Mark. Home to have lunch and then we were going to go to the pool but it clouded up and started to thunderstorm. Mark and Mom decided to take that time and work on my website for my business! well we worked on it all afternoon. From 1 pm until after 5 pm. We thought we did really well to! Went downstairs to feed the pups and walk them. We were going to have pizza for dinner but Mom said that I wasn't hungry. My stomach really hurt so I didn't eat but Mark did. We went upstairs and watched tv for the remainder of the evening. Mom did not sleep at all. I tossed and turned all through the night. I had such stomach cramps and aches. I finally fell asleep at 7:30 am and slept until 10 am. Mark feed the pups and took them for their walk and came back upstairs to be with me. He was watching tv when I woke up. We stayed in bed until 12 noon and then Mom decided to get up and go downstairs. I had a bit of breakfast and then thought I would venture to the pool as it was hot outside but I knew that was not a good idea as I had a fever so I sat in the living room all day and watched movies. Mom watched A Goofy Movie and thought of you and then we watched Atlantis as Mark had never seen either of them. Those got over in time to feed the pups and Mom helped walk them. It was pretty hot and hard for Mom because I was still running a fever. Guess lack of sleep, stress and dehydration will do this 😢 We had dinner and then I did the clean up. The rest of the night was sitting and doing nothing. We went upstairs around 8 pm and Mom was fast asleep by 9:15 pm. I slept soundly until 2 am and then I was awake for about an hour and then went back to sleep until 6:30 am. regular routine this morning... up and fed the pups, walked them and then Mark got ready and then Mom did. We got into a bit of a fight though. It was once again about how things are not changing around here. It has been 5 days now since we said that Meme and Bob didn't have to move but there would be stipulations. Meme needed to stop doing what she was doing when it came to Rocky. Well, over the weekend Mom watched and saw that nothing as changed. She is still doing the same stuff as she was. Mom told her this morning that things needed to change. She ignored me. I told Bob that he better start having a voice and stepping up and saying something or if not then everything would have to change. Once again I am the "bad guy" because I am the only one speaking up. Everyone sees it but says nothing. Mark doesn't want to deal with it, Bob feels his hands are tired and Meme knows she is not changing her ways and thinks that it is okay. Mom is the one who sees things and says things. I don't care. There was a deal and that deal is not happening. Actions speak louder than words. I am not sure what is to come of things but this is not going to go on for much longer. I think the mistake was not having them move last week. I gave the benefit of the doubt and it was the wrong move. I tried for the 1,000th time and Mom can't anymore! It is just not healthy for any of us and that includes the pups. Anyways.... that leads Mom to now....I tried having breakfast and that wasn't good so I am snacking right now. I have sent emails and made phone calls that I needed to and now after this letter I will be doing some studying as I have my next lesson opened. I might get an exam in today but doubtful. Most likely tomorrow. Wednesday we still have the plans on having a date day. We still plan on going to the opening of Epcot but Mark is unsure as the numbers here for Covid have spiked an all time high of over 15,299 in just 24 hrs on Sunday. We will make a decision tomorrow. Mom owes Grandpa a call because he did call last night and I was too tired to talk. Mark did for a few but I will call them later to say hello. Not much else for today. Typical work day...Mark is on the phone, Bob is on the computer and Meme is doing whatever. later will be making dinner, eating, cleaning up, walking the pups and then a quiet evening before bed! Mom will be sure to light a candle for you tonight. I have one on right now. It is a brand new one called Blue Coconut Slush. It is from a company in Rhode Island. They smell soooo good. It is like a coconut blue raspberry scent. It is so yummy smelling I want to eat it if I could...lol! I will whisper to you later this evening so smile for Mom and I will smile back to you my sweet precious son! Have fun today and this evening while Mom does all that I need to do and then sleep tonight. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I would love that! Continue to please keep Mom and all of us safe and healthy through these trying times. Thank you, pumpkin. Continue to fly high and free with the Angels above. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Until then....good night and sweet dreams later this evening. Mom misses you like crazy...more than words!
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖 

PS   Can you believe that it has been 7 years since I have been writing to you on this blog? Almost 9,200 entries between letters and pictures. Wow, huh? Mom still is not done writing to you. I don't feel that it is time to stop just yet. I may take the weekends off or give you shorter letters here and there but I am going to continue. Hope you still love reading them! I love you unconditionally 💖

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