Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. It is after 3 pm and I have done a few things that I wanted to but not much at all. I can't seem to get my head out of my butt today. I know that the first day without my meds is tough for me but this is a bit unusual. I think I slept good last night but I am not sure...lol. I will be better tonight and tomorrow will be a brand new day. 
 Mom is really enjoying taking the weekends off and not being on the computer or phone hardly at all. It is a nice switch from the week days. I do miss writing to you but I talk to you all the time so I hope you hear Mom. I also post pictures and sayings on your facebook page so I hope you see those as well. You are never far from my mind. I talk to you and bout you all the time my sweet precious son. I always have and I always will. Mom misses you so dang much. Time is not making it easier. It is making it harder 😢 
 This weekend was not all that exciting. Friday night we ordered pizza and watched a movie with Meme and Bob. Saturday, Mark and Mom went and ran some errands briefly and then came home. Our intention was to go sit by the pool but when we got home, but that didn't happen as it started to rain and thunderstorm. That lasted until about 5 pm. we then made dinner, walked the pups and had dinner ourselves. we watched another movie with Meme and Bob. That didn't get over until almost 9 pm. Sunday, Mark and Mom made breakfast for everyone. we did the clean up and then Mark vacuumed the pool while Mom did some housework inside. We sat by the pool for a couple hours. Got in the pool and then Mark suddenly didn't feel well. He went inside while Mom sat outside. I came in about 3:30 pm. Relaxed and then took a shower. Fed the pups and walked them. Got dinner for us and cleaned up. Aunt Beck called so I chatted with her for a bit. The rest of the night was quiet so that Mark could rest. Mom watched a movie and then called it a night as I was tired. Aunt Beck told me some bizarre things that were said to her from Meme. Neither of us are understanding what exactly is going on. Is she lying or does she clearly not remember what is being said to her. All the things she told Aunt Beck were so far from the truth. It is weird and definitely something that we need to be keeping an eye open for. 
 Tonight will be the usual. Mom will feed the pups, walk them, make dinner, clean up and then I think it will be another night to relax and just do nothing. Tomorrow I have a nail appointment in the afternoon but Mom has a ton of things that she needs to do before that appointment. I finally received my boxes from the company I ordered from. I love them. They are hot pink with my logo in white. It is exactly what I wanted. I am so excited. Now I need to curate a couple boxes and take pictures so that my listing can get approved. It is really happening. I will be able to launch this in a couple weeks! I still have a bunch of things to do though. I need to get shipping labels, do a write up about the box. It is little things but a lot of them. I will get it done! Then I need to still do my studying. Mom will be doing it as half days. Half of the time will be studying and the other half of the day will be the box business. That is the only way I can do it all. Weekends will be about the boxes and relaxing by the pool. I won't have time for much else until I can get a handle on the box business! I know you will be with me every step of the way and I thank you, pumpkin. Mom needs you. I always need you. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. 
 Mom will light your candle later. I will whisper to you too. Smile for me and I will smile back. Have fun while I sleep tonight. Come visit if you can. I would really love that. Please keep us safe and healthy. Where we are it is beyond scary. We are in what they call the "Red Zone". Thank you, Tyler. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....good night and sweet dreams later.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖