Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son. How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Today was another crazy day for Mom. We finally got hot water back after 4 days & now the maintenance guys need to come back & fix the big ole hole in our wall. They will start it tomorrow & finish on Tuesday of next week. What a big mess but things could have been a lot worse for us. Mom feels like crap still. I have been getting up so early in the morning & going to bed really late & it is taking a huge toll on me. Mom is just so tired that I will be going to bed very soon but again I wanted to at least write to you to tell you that I love you & miss you so much. Mom talked about you a lot today to the plumber that was fixing our water tank. He said you looked just like me & that made me smile so big. Gosh, Mom misses you so much, Tyler. It hurts every day. Please know that you are loved beyond anything I could ever express. Mom knows that I have so many daily prayers to write to you but I am just so tired that I just can't. My head is killing me right now. It hurts so bad. It is going on 8 pm & Mom thinks she will be powering down in about an hour or so. Just need to let some Tylenol kick in. Mom will make sure to write to you tomorrow so it will be a long letter. Hope that you have a wonderful evening tonight wherever you are. Sweet dreams to you my sweet precious son. Mom hopes to not have nightmares like last night & I am hoping to dream of you in a good way. Please watch over us. Thanks pumpkin. Know that you are forever in my heart, mind & soul.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!