Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday morning? Mom is sorry that I didn't get to write to you yesterday but it was a really crazy day! It is only 6:30 am right now and every one is still sleeping. Mom has been up most of the night as I couldn't sleep all that well. I thought I would write to you now while the world is quiet.

Sunday was so great! Thank you for watching over Grandpa and Debbie while they traveled here. It was so good to see them walk off the plane. Mom did good...I didn't cry but I know I will when they leave. Mom is still hoping that they make a decision to move here. A girl can hope, right? Everything is going okay. Bob spends most of his time upstairs still and says nothing. Mark is working during the day. Meme said that she would give me time with them but hasn't. They are seeing the way she treats me. She yelled at me several times yesterday for no reason. Mom held her tongue but if it continues I will not. The weather for them has been crappy. It has rained. Tomorrow though it will change and it will be cooler but dry. We have not done much yet as Mom wanted them to relax a couple days after traveling. We did go to a couple stores that they wanted to and Mom made a big dinner last night. I made Grandpa's spaghetti and homemade meatballs with garlic bread. Everyone seemed to love it. Today, I feel bad but I have a nail appointment that couldn't be changed so I will scoot to get that done and then come back home. I am taking Debbie as she needs to go to the store. Of course, Meme will be with us as well. She best behave! 

Mom got a couple new subscribers for her boxes yesterday! That was great!!! I will take a few minutes to welcome them this morning and send a couple emails as well.

 One of my brand reps got their boxes yesterday as well. As far as I could tell she liked it all. The video will be up in a couple days. Mom will let you know! Nithing else has been going on. We haven't heard from Aunt Beck in 3 weeks now. I am sure she is busy. Got to see a picture of Bean. Her friend got married and she was bridesmaid. She looks good. Sad that it is the 2nd picture I have seen of her in 6 years. Oh well. She is okay with it so there is nothing I can do.

Well, my sweet precious son....it is time to start my day. It is now 6:45 am. The pups will be awake very soon and then it will be time to feed them and take them for their walk. We have a service guy coming to look at our AC as well this morning as it started acting up on Sunday. Mom will have to get ready right after the pups are finished. I will be back tomorrow with another letter. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart,mind, body and soul. Please continue to watch over us all. Keep us safe and healthy. Thank you. Have a wonderful day today doing everything you need to do and want to do. I will light a candle for you tonight. Mom will whisper to you later this evening. Smile for me and I will smile back to you. Come visit me in my dreams if you can tonight. Until tomorrow comes....happy day to you and sweet dreams tonight.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🤍

 

 Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is excited as today is the day that we got pick Grandpa and Debbie up from the airport. We will be leaving here shortly so I only have a few minutes to write to you as I will have to feed the pups, walk them and then head out! It is almost 3 pm. I will be seeing them in just 4 hours. They will actually be boarding the plane in about 20 minutes. I already spoke to them and everything so far went smooth. The drive there was good, getting their tickets and getting to their terminal went swell. Mom was nervous about that but I was happy that it all worked. The plan is for us to go get them and then have something to eat...they chose pizza...lol and then relax before we call it a night later as I am sure they will be exhausted. We won't get home much before 8 pm. 

Yesterday was crazy busy! Mark and Mom got up and got the pups fed and walked. We then got ready and out the door we went. Post office, grocery shopping, then home to put everything away. After all that, we had lunch and then Mark did the repellent around the house, vacuumed the pool while Mom was cleaning the chairs and table off. I put peppermint around the the house as well as that keeps the bugs away. We had a bit of time so we went in the pool and then sat out in the sun for a couple hours before it was time to feed the pups and start the night routine again. Mom chatted on the phone with Aunt Donna which was nice and then I took a hot bath. I slept really good last night. Today, we were up early as always. Mark did paperwork while I did a few things myself. I then gave all 3 pups baths and then did the laundry. I taped up all my boxes for my business and then went downstairs and make 3 kinds of cookies. Mom made oatmeal raisin for Mark, peanut butter and your favorite...chocolate chip cookies. Mom was able to do all that and then finally head back upstairs to get ready. Now I am writing to you. Mark played his video game all morning and now just finished. He is going to take a shower and get ready now as well. Must be nice. I have busted my butt the last 2 days and now I am tired. After Mom finishes writing to you, I am going to relax for a couple hours before heading out. I may even get a brief nap in...lol. 

Mom is asking if you can do me a favor and be with Grandpa and Debbie while they are in the air on the plane. Debbie is nervous as all heck. Grandpa is cool as a cucumber...lol. I know you will keep them safe and us as we travel to and from the airport with them! Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom loves you so much. I wish that you were here with us all but I know you will send Mom signs along the way to let me know you are near us. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Have fun tonight as Mom sleeps and come visit me in my dreams if you can. I will light a candle for you this evening and I will whisper to you before I go to bed tonight. Smile for Mom and I will smile back to you. 

I will be writing to you in the mornings for the next couple of weeks and taking the weekends off. I know you understand. Starting this week I will be posing pics daily of Halloween related things just for you! I hope they make you smile and laugh. I know I will at all the memories. I miss you more than words. To infinity and beyond. I will be back tomorrow morning with a quick letter to you so until then....good night and sweet dreams later. Keep us all safe and healthy and watch over us. Thank you, Tyler. I love you unconditionally.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖

 

 Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. Getting last minutes things done for when Grandpa and Debbie arrive in 2 days! Yes...2 days and they will be here. It is exactly 51 hrs and counting...lol! I spoke to them last night and they are all set to take off Sunday morning! I am so happy! Johnny is taking them to the airport. Debbie's niece will be picking them up when they return and then they will have to quarantine for 14 days when they get back. Meme and Bob decided that they wanted to go to Magic Kingdom with us when we go so Mom has been on hold for over an hour now waiting to talk to someone...ugh! I wish they would have told me that yesterday when I booked all the tickets for everyone, but oh well. I guess I will be on hold for a lot longer too! Anyways....

Mom was up at 7 am this morning. Pups were fed and walked. I came right upstairs after and I was on the computer trying to print labels out but I ended up having to call the Post Office and chat with IT about the issues. After that was done, Mom spoke to Auntie Kristina for a bit. I took a shower and got ready and then I have been doing little things throughout the day. I have done laundry, painted my toe nails neon orange...lol and then sent emails and made a few other calls. Tonight will be about having dinner and then relaxing as tomorrow is a day that will be busy! I will be going to the post office early, grocery shopping after and then home to work on cleaning the pool and chairs outside. Sunday will be nothing but mopping the floors, vacuuming, giving the pups baths and then relaxing before we head to the airport. Mom doesn't feel like cooking so we are ordering pizza for dinner! Bob wants pizza to but Meme doesn't. She said she was sick the last time so it was a no for her. Mark has been working his butt off all this week. He finally gets paid this coming week. That will be nice as he has not seen a check in over 2 months. Through it all we have managed to pay all our bills and not get behind. We are blessed and God is good. Mom will write to you during the weekend. I will write Saturday evening and then Sunday during the day before we head out. Then the next 2 weeks will be letters to you in the morning. They won't be long ones and it will be written on my cell phone but I promise to write daily. I will be taking the weekends off  though to spend with everyone but also because we will be going to the theme parks on the weekend so that Mark can join in the fun as he will be missing everything during the week as he has to work. That is a bummer for sure but nothing we can do as he is new at this job and he has no time off yet. We will make it work though. We always do. We all will have a good time while they are here. Mom will be taking them places during the day and we will catch up with everyone in the evening.

After 2+ hours being on hold, Mom was able to get the tickets for Meme and Bob. That is exciting! The gentleman that was helping me was so sweet and wonderful. Bless his heart! It is now after 5 pm and Mom needs to get going as I need to feed the pups and then our dinner will be here. Mom will light a candle later and whisper to you before bed tonight. Smile for me and I will smile to you my sweet precious son. Please watch over us and keep us safe and healthy. Please continue to fly high and free. I miss you and love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you are in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....good night and sweet dreams later.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖

 

 Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom has just a few minutes to write to you before it is time to go downstairs and feed the pups and make dinner for us. I have been busy all day long again. I started my day at 7 am but it was a morning where I wanted to sleep in. Mark worked until 11 pm last night and I stayed up watching tv. I think we both fell asleep at 12 midnight and I was up a couple times during the night as well. Not much sleep again but better than the last few nights for sure. The pups were fed and walked as usual and then Mark started right in for work and Mom stayed downstairs for a bit to just enjoy the quiet as Meme and Bob had left for a bit. They returned home just for a few minutes and then left again for a bit. Bob has been near me all day and has not said one word to me at all. Meme is in a bad mood. She is cranky and taking it out on anyone she can. she is not understanding that her routine needs to change the next couple of weeks for Grandpa and Debbie to be here. Everyone will have their routines turned upside down but that is okay as it will be so good seeing everyone again. I have resaid that it anyone ruins anything for them or me there will be h*ell to pay for sure and they will not like the outcome at all. I hope no one tries or there will be a huge break in this family for a long time. Mom and Mark are trying our best to do the right things and we had the best of intentions but things are just not working out. They haven't in so long. Mom and Mark feel that we need our own place and so does Meme and Bob. We all live differently. We all have our set ways. Mark and Mom are very organized and detailed oriented. We like to keep things in order and very clean. We like simple and no clutter. Meme and Bob are the complete opposite. They buy all kinds of stuff that they do not need. They just hoard things. Meme used to be like Mom...super clean and kept everything tidy but now she does not at all. She has said many of times that she doesn't care to clean and why bother. Bob doesn't do a dang thing at all. He won't even push in his chair when he is finished. He wants everyone to wait on him hand and foot and that is just not happening. She made a comment today that she doesn't think Rocky is a happy pup anymore. That was heartbreaking but I know it is true. Bob won't pay attention to him...just to piss Meme off now, Meme won't let him be near Princess or Ozzy still and Meme is always making Rocky be by her side or holding him. I am sure he feels smothered in ways. I am sure he doesn't understand why she does what she does. He again is not abused by no means. He has everything he ever wants and he is loved by us but he just wants to be a dog. He wants to play with ours and Meme won't allow it. They need to have their own place so that Rocky isn't always carried. Meme needs a place with no stairs as her health is declining fast as well. She has gained so much weight and Bob isn't watching his weight anymore or his sugar either. He is getting heavy again too. Mark and Mom are so stressed that we are losing weight. That is awesome for me but not Mark at all. He needs to gain weight! Mom doesn't know what to do anymore. I wish at times that Meme would say that she feels that they need to move and they do. It would take the pressure off me for sure. If I discuss it and say something, Meme goes and runs and tells her friends that her own daughter is making her move and that she is homeless. She runs me down but never says the other side of things for others to hear. That hurts but she does it so much that I am used to it now and I just say whatever and brush it off. I think that the next 2 weeks will be a challenge for sure and a real true test to what can happen. If Meme and Bob were smart, then they would say nothing really and keep their nose clean. Mom will keep you posted on things and how it goes.

Today, Mom was busy sending out emails, on the phone chatting with friends and then chatting on line to others. I am making it clear that when Grandpa is here I will not be on the computer or social media all that much. Early in the morning and late at night but not inbetween. Mom also paid all the bills for the end of this month and the beginning of the first week of October. We are all set so that is super cool. I am trying to do things ahead of time so that I don't forget while everyone is here. Mom also purchased the tickets for Magic Kingdom and Epcot for us all...well Mark, Mom, Grandpa and Debbie....Meme and Bob didn't want to go so they will be staying home. She is going to be cranky on those days and probably will say very little as she will be left out of it all. I asked 3 times today and they still said no. I can't do anything else. I reserved the tickets for the theme parks as well. It is exciting to be able to do all this! I am so happy. We are 2 1/2 days out before I see them. In less then 72 hrs they will be here and I can not wait!!!! Tomorrow Mom will be going to the post office and maybe grocery shopping instead of doing that Sunday. I am not sure yet. I have to send out a couple of my boxes. Then next week one half will be shipped out and then the other half will be. That way all my subscribers will get their boxes way before the 15th. Mom has a nail appointment in the afternoon on Tuesday and I will take Deb with me while Grandpa can relax by the pool. It will only be an hour so not long at all. 

It is 4:20 pm. Mom needs to get going so that I can finish things up and get ready to feed the pups their dinner and then make ours. I think Meme and Bob already ate. Mark is still working right now and is on the phone. I think it may be another late night for him again. Not sure though. If so Mom will snuggle with the pups in bed and watch tv. That way it stays quiet for everyone. Mom will light your candle tonight and whisper to you before I fall asleep tonight. I sure do hope you will visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. Have fun as well. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Smile for me and I will smile to you, pumpkin. Please watch over us and keep us in your care. Keep us safe and healthy. Thank you. I miss you more than words my sweet precious son. Forever and a day, I will miss you more today then yesterday.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖

 

 Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing well today! I have been quite busy since 9:30 am. I was up at 7 am and fed the pups and then walked them. I came inside to relax for about an hour and then I got right to work with dusting everything downstairs. I cleaned all the counters, rearranged under the kitchen sink and bathroom sink, I vacuumed the floors downstairs as well and after that I headed upstairs to dust everything in the landing area, made the bed, took a shower, did laundry and got all that done by 12 noon. I have been in my office ever since. I have been sending emails, looking at social media, updating everything for my business and then been looking around sites to finish the December Box and start looking for February's Box. Mom always likes to be ahead of the game! Grandpa called this afternoon and we spoke for a few minutes. They are starting to get excited as they will be here in 4 days! Debbie is almost all packed up and Grandpa said he is packing on Friday. I told them we would chat on Saturday and if they had any questions to call me anytime on Sunday before, during and after the flights. Mark and Mom will be there at the airport around  6pm to get them! I am so excited for this. Mom has done everything that I needed to for my boxes and all I have to do is label them and ship them out on the 12th of October....the day after Grandpa and Debbie leave. I don't even want to think about that right now though. I have blocked all my time off to spend every waking minute with them. Mom will be taking a lot of pictures and I think I may even do some scrapbooking with this one. I haven't seen Grandpa or Debbie in a year and I hope I don't wait another year before I see them again. That will be so hard on Mom. I am still going to wish hard that they like the area and they would want to move here. Help me out Ty! Thanks pumpkin! Mark has been working hard all day as usual. He is feeling a bit better but not much. We will take the little bits! Meme and Bob have been in and out during the day. Tomorrow they will be gone for a couple hours so that will be nice to just have the house to ourselves. Mom will probably relax the next couple of days. Saturday will be grocery shopping and getting the rest of the housework done. Sunday will be doing nothing so that we are set to go to the airport. I think the weather will be pretty good. Slight rain daily but the temps will be in the middle 80's and I am very okay with that! Mom will write to you later at night when we go upstairs for the evening. It will be right before I go to bed so the letters will be short for the next couple of weeks but I will still write to you. I may do it in the mornings as well to tell you what we did the previous day. I can do that when everyone is still sleeping or it is quiet time. That actually may be better so that if things run late at night I don't miss one. We have a jam packed 2 weeks too. Lots of fun being out and about and then a lot of time outside by the pool area. I don't really think Meme is looking forward to them being here but that is too bad. She has made it pretty clear that she is not a fan of Debbie's anymore now after what happened last year. I told her to get over it but you know Meme. Guess we shall see what happens and if Mom has to play referee...lol! 

Tonight will be all about feeding the pups, taking them for a long walk, eating dinner, cleaning up and then relaxing. Mom wants to relax as much as she can as the next 2 weeks are going to be crazy. I am hoping to get a good night sleep. Mark snored all night last night so I didn't get much sleep at all. Hopefully Mark will be feeling better too! I am sure that Meme and Bob will stick to their usual routine. Eating dinner now, and then upstairs until 7 pm. They take Rocky out and they call it a night. We stay downstairs until 8-9 pm and then come upstairs to watch tv before falling asleep. Everyone has their routines now. Meme still won't let Rocky walk around while Princess and Ozzy are. That will never change I guess. I feel bad for Rocky as he is such a good boy. Meme is just not being nice when it comes to that. He is by no means being abused at all in any way...he is spoiled rotten just like the the other 2 are. They all have multiple beds, blankets, toys, treats, etc... you name it. They all have it. They all go for walks several times a day to get the fresh air and ours go by the pool when we are out there as well. Rocky not so much as he doesn't like the pool area. I guess the moral of this story is that nothing is going to ever change until we all live separately. That will be coming in a year. Rocky just needs to hold on tight for that. 

I can't believe that it is already after 4:30 pm. Mom needs to be going so that I can get things ready for the night routine. I will light a candle later and I will whisper to you later tonight so smile for me and I will smile to you my sweet precious son. I miss you like crazy and I love you even more. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Have fun while Mom sleeps tonight. Come visit in my dreams if you can! I would love that. Watch over us and keep us all safe and healthy. Thanks, Ty. It means so much to Mom! Fly high and free. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💛