Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? It is after 4:30 pm already. Mom has been at things since 7 am this morning. I have been straight out that is for sure! I am sorry that I didn't write to you yesterday but it was such a long day and Mom was cranky to be honest with you. yesterday I was up at 4:30 am because I just couldn't sleep. The pups were walked and fed and then Mom got ready as I needed to start the day because I had an appointment in the afternoon. I thought that I had 2 appointments but I was wrong. The other appointment is on Friday afternoon. Anyways.... I asked Meme if she wanted to drive for a change and of course she said no. That set the tone for the day even worse than it already was. I am so tired of being the one who always drives everywhere. She never wants to, never wants to use her vehicle or go through her gas...it is getting tiring but anyways... the appointment was for 1 pm. Got there right on time and got home at 3 pm. I automatically came into my office to make calls and send emails out, etc... I finished up at 5 pm. I had to take Mark to go get his vehicle as it was ready. I got home before he did so I fed the pups and walked them before he returned. We were all going to have pizza last night but everything got screwed up so we had fast food instead and it was really late. We never finished up until 6:30 pm or so. after that Aunt Beck called while Mark was outside chatting with someone. I got off the phone with her around 8 pm. I was so tired that I went upstairs and cuddled in my favorite blanket and watched just an hour of tv before I called it a night. I slept pretty good. I woke up this morning to a not so nice email from someone who said they subscribed to my box. I have to trouble shoot that at 7 am. I fed the pups and walked them and back upstairs to my office to collect all the emails, transactions, etc... so that I could send them to this girl. I worked on this until 11 am. I finally got to make the bed and take a shower. I have lunch at 1 pm that took me until 2:30 pm to eat it all. I have been straight out all day today and stressed to the max. I have a headache so I decided to give everything else a break and just write to you. I didn't want to miss another evening not writing to you. Mom can't write to long though as it is going on 5:40 pm and I have not fed the pups still or got dinner going for Mark & I. Too much has been going on here today and I am losing all track of time. I apologize to you for this. I will make sure to write to you tomorrow and update you on all kinds of things that are happening. Please just be with Mom. Help me through this trying time my sweet precious son. I need you. Thank you. I hope you have fun tonight while Mom is trying to sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. You know how much I love that. I will light a candle for you this evening and I will whisper to you later tonight. Smile when you hear Mom and I will smile back to you. I miss you more than words and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖

PS. Mom received a mantra band bracelet in the mail today which was so perfect. It says " I love you to the moon and back" The saying on the card reads:

 I love you to the moon and back, farther than the stars above, deeper than the oceans, Taller than the mountains that touch the blue skies. truly, deeply, infinitely, I love you to the moon and back. I love this saying. It is beyond perfect. I just had to share it with you 💖