Saturday, March 30, 2019
Dear Tyler,
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? Mom is doing well. The weather is so nice outside. It is blue skies and sunny and the temp is in the upper 50's. Makes Mom happy as there is no snow at all anymore! Even the snow banks are gone finally! Winter I believe is officially over with or at least no more snow for us until November-December! I can handle that and I can't wait for the weather to warm up where the balcony door can be open and the heat/ac doesn't have to be on. Those are definitely the best days!
Not much is happening today at all. We are taking it easy after the 2 very busy days that we have had in a row this past week. It felt good to get out and go places but because Mom doesn't do that too often now it makes me pretty tired. Last night I was in bed at 9:30 pm and Mark said I was fast asleep within 15 minutes. I was just so tired from not sleeping the night before. I feel very rested today. We were up around 8 am and Mark was out the door by 9 am to run a couple errands while Mom was chatting with Meme. When he got home we made breakfast together ( homemade waffles and maple bacon), Mom did the clean up, got ready and we just got done taking the pups for a nice walk. Mom also cleaned out her car as well. I have laundry going right now and later I will vacuum and mop the floors and I will be done for the day and able to relax later tonight! Sunday I have a nail appointment and I need to grab things at the grocery store but that is it. A couple hours out and then back home! Earlier this morning Mark went into his email for work because he has had the last 3 days off and he was stunned to see that he was on the schedule to go back to NY on Tues-Thursday. last he knew the dates were changed to the 15th-17th. He was not prepared for that at all.Neither was Mom through. The weather will be in the 60's and party sunny all those days so it will be good driving weather. I can't wait for this to be finished so he doesn't have to make this drive again. Mom will be busy those days that he is away as well. I will have school during the day and on Wednesday I have maintenance coming to work inside the apartment plus I have to get things packed for our travels that will begin on Sunday to Ohio. It will be a very busy week for sure for us both. Mom just hopes that Princess does better this time while he is gone. Mom needs to get some sleep. Please be with Mark while he is driving again...going there and coming home and also watch over Mom during that time as well. Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom will keep you updated on things as I know of them.
Mom will be calling Grandpa later this evening to say hello and also to see how they are doing. I will touch base with Aunt Beck on Tuesday while Mark is gone. I have spoken to Meme a few times and all seems to be well there. Mom has been debating on a couple things lately. I have a chance to trade in my vehicle for a different one and I am not sure what to do. It is the style and color that I really want. It's a big decision and I have a few days to really think about it. I know I will do the best thing for myself so I am not worried at all. Mom will keep you posted on the decision I make and when I do! Not much else is going on though. It really is a boring, "down" day. Mom will go relax after I am finished this letter to you and then I will think of what to make for dinner. I can't believe it is already 2:15 pm. The time has flown by today. I will light your candle in a bit and whisper to you later this evening like I always do. Smile when you hear Mom and I will smile back to you. I miss you terribly and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you are in my heart, mind, body and soul. Hope your night is everything that you need and want it to be. Have fun though and come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. Thank you my sweet precious son. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter to you so until then... good night and sweet dreams later this evening.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is the pray for the day:
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? Mom is doing well. The weather is so nice outside. It is blue skies and sunny and the temp is in the upper 50's. Makes Mom happy as there is no snow at all anymore! Even the snow banks are gone finally! Winter I believe is officially over with or at least no more snow for us until November-December! I can handle that and I can't wait for the weather to warm up where the balcony door can be open and the heat/ac doesn't have to be on. Those are definitely the best days!
Not much is happening today at all. We are taking it easy after the 2 very busy days that we have had in a row this past week. It felt good to get out and go places but because Mom doesn't do that too often now it makes me pretty tired. Last night I was in bed at 9:30 pm and Mark said I was fast asleep within 15 minutes. I was just so tired from not sleeping the night before. I feel very rested today. We were up around 8 am and Mark was out the door by 9 am to run a couple errands while Mom was chatting with Meme. When he got home we made breakfast together ( homemade waffles and maple bacon), Mom did the clean up, got ready and we just got done taking the pups for a nice walk. Mom also cleaned out her car as well. I have laundry going right now and later I will vacuum and mop the floors and I will be done for the day and able to relax later tonight! Sunday I have a nail appointment and I need to grab things at the grocery store but that is it. A couple hours out and then back home! Earlier this morning Mark went into his email for work because he has had the last 3 days off and he was stunned to see that he was on the schedule to go back to NY on Tues-Thursday. last he knew the dates were changed to the 15th-17th. He was not prepared for that at all.Neither was Mom through. The weather will be in the 60's and party sunny all those days so it will be good driving weather. I can't wait for this to be finished so he doesn't have to make this drive again. Mom will be busy those days that he is away as well. I will have school during the day and on Wednesday I have maintenance coming to work inside the apartment plus I have to get things packed for our travels that will begin on Sunday to Ohio. It will be a very busy week for sure for us both. Mom just hopes that Princess does better this time while he is gone. Mom needs to get some sleep. Please be with Mark while he is driving again...going there and coming home and also watch over Mom during that time as well. Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom will keep you updated on things as I know of them.
Mom will be calling Grandpa later this evening to say hello and also to see how they are doing. I will touch base with Aunt Beck on Tuesday while Mark is gone. I have spoken to Meme a few times and all seems to be well there. Mom has been debating on a couple things lately. I have a chance to trade in my vehicle for a different one and I am not sure what to do. It is the style and color that I really want. It's a big decision and I have a few days to really think about it. I know I will do the best thing for myself so I am not worried at all. Mom will keep you posted on the decision I make and when I do! Not much else is going on though. It really is a boring, "down" day. Mom will go relax after I am finished this letter to you and then I will think of what to make for dinner. I can't believe it is already 2:15 pm. The time has flown by today. I will light your candle in a bit and whisper to you later this evening like I always do. Smile when you hear Mom and I will smile back to you. I miss you terribly and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you are in my heart, mind, body and soul. Hope your night is everything that you need and want it to be. Have fun though and come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. Thank you my sweet precious son. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter to you so until then... good night and sweet dreams later this evening.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is the pray for the day:
We wait in hope for the Lord; he is our help and our shield. In him our hearts rejoice, for we trust in his holy name. May your unfailing love rest upon us, O Lord, even as we put our hope in you. Psalm 33:20–22, NIV
Lord God, we thank you for having revealed yourself on this earth in the midst of sin, need, and oppression. We thank you that we can have joy in all you have done both before and since the coming of Jesus Christ, our Savior in everything. To you be praise and thanks. Our hearts leap up with joy in you and in your deeds. Grant that we may be faithful to the end, victorious in all things through your Spirit, who helps and blesses us on our way. Grant your help to all who call to you and who long to rejoice in you. Amen.
Friday, March 29, 2019
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet precious son! How are you doing on this cold and rainy Friday evening? Mom is so sorry about the very short letter to you last night but it was quite the day. I will explain it to you in a bit. Today has been another busy and crazy day for us. Let me explain to you the day we had yesterday.... Mark and Mom were up early, got ready and heading out to run errands. We had to go to the pet store and then head out to get groceries. After that we looked in a couple other stores before heading home. We were gone for about 3 hours or so. The weather was so sunny and beautiful so it was super nice to be outside! We got home and Mom was so dehydrated and sick because I haven't eaten anything at all so I put everything away and we had an early dinner. Mom did the dishes and cleaned up while Mark was on the phone. Mom also had made a few phone calls in regards to a few things and I was so light headed and dizzy I needed to just close my eyes. As I was getting ready to turn my computer off I saw a message from Karen ( Mark's Step Mom) and I responded. It was 7 pm and we skyped for about 75 minutes. They are having issues with their work stuff and has asked Mark to go to Ohio to do some trouble shooting. Mark of course accepted and instead of going to Texas on the 7th of April for a week, he will be going to Ohio for 4/5 days and Mom and the pups get to go as well. I am super excited to see them again because it has been almost 5 years. We will leave on a Sunday and be back on Thursday or Friday. Mom will fill you in more as I know all the details. Anyways.... after that call it was 8:15 pm. Mom was still feeling terrible so I crawled into bed and watched tv while Mark played his game until 10 pm. Mom did not sleep at all last night. Too much was going through my head. It was crazy but I was up at 8 am and ready by 10:30 am so that we could head out and get to where we needed to go. We did not expect to be at this place all day. We got there at 11:30 and and never left until 3 pm. We got stuck in rush hour traffic and 20 miles took us 1 hour and 45 minutes to get home. Mom is feeling the same way as yesterday because neither Mark or Mom had anything to eat and nothing to drink. Mom is cooking dinner now and pounding the water. All is okay though but boy am I exhausted! Mom will be relaxing this evening and I will be going to bed early for sure! I wanted to write to you to let you know what happened. These last couple of days have been super busy and just flat out crazy for us but this weekend will be quieter as we are going no where at all! Monday will be back to work for Mark and school for me. Mom is waiting for the college to release my next class. I guess I will have to call them to see what is going on. I am still learning the new website and I am still unsure of how things work but I will get there! I spoke to Meme and Grandpa and all is well. Never heard from Bean and I have to touch base with Aunt Beck still. I will either over the weekend or next week as I know they are headed out the middle of April to go on a month vacation. I will update you as I know of things. Mom needs to get going now though so that I can finish dinner and get some food in both Mark and I. I will light your candle tonight and whisper to you later this evening. I miss you like crazy and I love you with all my heart and soul. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....have fun while I get some much needed sleep. Please continue to watch over us and come visit Mom in my dreams if you can. Thank you! Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is the prayer for the day:
Hi my sweet precious son! How are you doing on this cold and rainy Friday evening? Mom is so sorry about the very short letter to you last night but it was quite the day. I will explain it to you in a bit. Today has been another busy and crazy day for us. Let me explain to you the day we had yesterday.... Mark and Mom were up early, got ready and heading out to run errands. We had to go to the pet store and then head out to get groceries. After that we looked in a couple other stores before heading home. We were gone for about 3 hours or so. The weather was so sunny and beautiful so it was super nice to be outside! We got home and Mom was so dehydrated and sick because I haven't eaten anything at all so I put everything away and we had an early dinner. Mom did the dishes and cleaned up while Mark was on the phone. Mom also had made a few phone calls in regards to a few things and I was so light headed and dizzy I needed to just close my eyes. As I was getting ready to turn my computer off I saw a message from Karen ( Mark's Step Mom) and I responded. It was 7 pm and we skyped for about 75 minutes. They are having issues with their work stuff and has asked Mark to go to Ohio to do some trouble shooting. Mark of course accepted and instead of going to Texas on the 7th of April for a week, he will be going to Ohio for 4/5 days and Mom and the pups get to go as well. I am super excited to see them again because it has been almost 5 years. We will leave on a Sunday and be back on Thursday or Friday. Mom will fill you in more as I know all the details. Anyways.... after that call it was 8:15 pm. Mom was still feeling terrible so I crawled into bed and watched tv while Mark played his game until 10 pm. Mom did not sleep at all last night. Too much was going through my head. It was crazy but I was up at 8 am and ready by 10:30 am so that we could head out and get to where we needed to go. We did not expect to be at this place all day. We got there at 11:30 and and never left until 3 pm. We got stuck in rush hour traffic and 20 miles took us 1 hour and 45 minutes to get home. Mom is feeling the same way as yesterday because neither Mark or Mom had anything to eat and nothing to drink. Mom is cooking dinner now and pounding the water. All is okay though but boy am I exhausted! Mom will be relaxing this evening and I will be going to bed early for sure! I wanted to write to you to let you know what happened. These last couple of days have been super busy and just flat out crazy for us but this weekend will be quieter as we are going no where at all! Monday will be back to work for Mark and school for me. Mom is waiting for the college to release my next class. I guess I will have to call them to see what is going on. I am still learning the new website and I am still unsure of how things work but I will get there! I spoke to Meme and Grandpa and all is well. Never heard from Bean and I have to touch base with Aunt Beck still. I will either over the weekend or next week as I know they are headed out the middle of April to go on a month vacation. I will update you as I know of things. Mom needs to get going now though so that I can finish dinner and get some food in both Mark and I. I will light your candle tonight and whisper to you later this evening. I miss you like crazy and I love you with all my heart and soul. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....have fun while I get some much needed sleep. Please continue to watch over us and come visit Mom in my dreams if you can. Thank you! Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is the prayer for the day:
“Because he loves me,” says the Lord, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation.” Psalm 91:14-16, NIV
Lord our God, dear Father in heaven, we turn our hearts to you, for you know all our need. We turn to you, for you are ready with your help when we are at our wit’s end. You have paths we can follow joyfully because we have a Lord who rules and who reigns over us to make us glad. May we praise your name at all times. May your help be always before our eyes so that we can be your true children, to the glory of your name on earth. Amen.
Thursday, March 28, 2019
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom has been crazy busy all day long. It is going on 8:30 pm and I am completely exhausted right now. Mom wanted to just write to you to tell you that I will write to you tomorrow afternoon and fill you in on everything that has gone on. Mark and I just got off an emergency Skype call with Tubal and Karen. I will explain that to you to on tomorrow’s letter as well. Mom wanted to tell you that I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. I am sorry that this is going to be so short this evening but Mom really is so tired. I just didn’t want to go a night without writing something to you. I know that you understand as you see everything that is going on. I hope that your night is everything that you need and want it to be. Have fun while I get some sleep tonight. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you pumpkin. Remember that you will always live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Good night and sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Until tomorrow........
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🖤
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom has been crazy busy all day long. It is going on 8:30 pm and I am completely exhausted right now. Mom wanted to just write to you to tell you that I will write to you tomorrow afternoon and fill you in on everything that has gone on. Mark and I just got off an emergency Skype call with Tubal and Karen. I will explain that to you to on tomorrow’s letter as well. Mom wanted to tell you that I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. I am sorry that this is going to be so short this evening but Mom really is so tired. I just didn’t want to go a night without writing something to you. I know that you understand as you see everything that is going on. I hope that your night is everything that you need and want it to be. Have fun while I get some sleep tonight. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you pumpkin. Remember that you will always live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Good night and sweet dreams my sweet precious son. Until tomorrow........
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🖤
Wednesday, March 27, 2019
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright I suppose. The sun is shining bright and the skies are blue so there really shouldn't be anything to complain about at all but Mom can't help but just feel blah. Today was the first day that Mark had off from work and he stayed in bed until 10 am and then took a call for work, got ready and then left the apartment and washed and vacuumed his SUV, came back and hopped right on to his work email, took a call from his brother and now who knows what he is doing. We were suppose to go out and enjoy the day but I guess he either forgot or he didn't want to. Either way it speaks volumes again! His call that he had this morning stated that he has to go back to NY next week for a couple days again. Mom thinks it is BS but I am keeping it all to myself and not saying anything. Guess the Texas trip for work is not happening as it did not get approved by his work. He is angry at that and he didn't say anything to me but I overheard him venting to his brother about it. The way I see it is that it was not meant to be for him. He was not suppose to go. Everything happens for a reason. Don't question it as I have learned from experiences. You just need to trust God in why he did it. I am sure that the rest of his days off this week will be a bust as well now because he will be that angry and he will not want to do anything. Mom is just going to stay quiet and just do her studying. I actually tried to today but something went wrong and I had to open a ticket to the college to let them know that I could not get into my new class. Guess I will try again tomorrow. It is already 2:30 pm. Mom will finish this letter to you and then I will have to do some cleaning. I have dusting, mopping and vacuuming to do all before it is time to feed the pups and get dinner going for tonight.
Last night was quiet. Grandpa called while I was in the middle of something and by the time it was done it was really too late to call him back so I will do so this evening. I never heard anything from Bean when I texted her on Monday. Oh well. Meme called yesterday afternoon. All is pretty good there. Spoke to Auntie Kristina today for a bit. Her Dad went in for a pacemaker yesterday. He is in the Keene Hospital right now. Ryan went and sat with Alice (his Grandma) while the surgery was being done. Guess Jim is doing okay right now and they hope he can go home tomorrow. My thoughts and prayers are with them all. They are such wonderful people. I remember that you loved Auntie Kristina's Dad and Mom. They loved you too.
Not much else is going on here. It is pretty quiet as it usually always is. Tonight will be the same way. Mom will light your candle later and I will whisper to you as I always do each night. Smile when you hear Mom and I will smile right back to you. Mom will update on things when I get some. Maybe in a day or two. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. I love you even more. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. I sure hope that your evening will be filled with all the things you need to do and things you want to do as well. If you can come sit with Mom or visit me in my dreams again. Thank you pumpkin! I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you but for now I need to do that dang cleaning or it will never get done....lol. Until tomorrow my bright shining star....good night and sweet dreams later tonight.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is the prayer for the day:
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright I suppose. The sun is shining bright and the skies are blue so there really shouldn't be anything to complain about at all but Mom can't help but just feel blah. Today was the first day that Mark had off from work and he stayed in bed until 10 am and then took a call for work, got ready and then left the apartment and washed and vacuumed his SUV, came back and hopped right on to his work email, took a call from his brother and now who knows what he is doing. We were suppose to go out and enjoy the day but I guess he either forgot or he didn't want to. Either way it speaks volumes again! His call that he had this morning stated that he has to go back to NY next week for a couple days again. Mom thinks it is BS but I am keeping it all to myself and not saying anything. Guess the Texas trip for work is not happening as it did not get approved by his work. He is angry at that and he didn't say anything to me but I overheard him venting to his brother about it. The way I see it is that it was not meant to be for him. He was not suppose to go. Everything happens for a reason. Don't question it as I have learned from experiences. You just need to trust God in why he did it. I am sure that the rest of his days off this week will be a bust as well now because he will be that angry and he will not want to do anything. Mom is just going to stay quiet and just do her studying. I actually tried to today but something went wrong and I had to open a ticket to the college to let them know that I could not get into my new class. Guess I will try again tomorrow. It is already 2:30 pm. Mom will finish this letter to you and then I will have to do some cleaning. I have dusting, mopping and vacuuming to do all before it is time to feed the pups and get dinner going for tonight.
Last night was quiet. Grandpa called while I was in the middle of something and by the time it was done it was really too late to call him back so I will do so this evening. I never heard anything from Bean when I texted her on Monday. Oh well. Meme called yesterday afternoon. All is pretty good there. Spoke to Auntie Kristina today for a bit. Her Dad went in for a pacemaker yesterday. He is in the Keene Hospital right now. Ryan went and sat with Alice (his Grandma) while the surgery was being done. Guess Jim is doing okay right now and they hope he can go home tomorrow. My thoughts and prayers are with them all. They are such wonderful people. I remember that you loved Auntie Kristina's Dad and Mom. They loved you too.
Not much else is going on here. It is pretty quiet as it usually always is. Tonight will be the same way. Mom will light your candle later and I will whisper to you as I always do each night. Smile when you hear Mom and I will smile right back to you. Mom will update on things when I get some. Maybe in a day or two. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. I love you even more. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. I sure hope that your evening will be filled with all the things you need to do and things you want to do as well. If you can come sit with Mom or visit me in my dreams again. Thank you pumpkin! I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you but for now I need to do that dang cleaning or it will never get done....lol. Until tomorrow my bright shining star....good night and sweet dreams later tonight.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is the prayer for the day:
For no matter how many promises God has made, they are “Yes” in Christ. And so through him the “Amen” is spoken by us to the glory of God. Now it is God who makes both us and you stand firm in Christ. He anointed us, set his seal of ownership on us, and put his Spirit in our hearts as a deposit, guaranteeing what is to come. 2 Corinthians 1:20-22, NIV
Lord our God, from whom great promises are given for all humankind and especially for your people, we gather in your presence. We rejoice before you, for your promise is sure and your works will be revealed to the glory of your name. Grant us steadfast faith in the grace of Jesus Christ. Grant us faith to hold firm, and in spite of all evil to trust that you are ruling and will set everything right. Lord our God, our Father, we cry to you. As the deer pants for refreshing water, so in our time our souls cry out to you, “Our Father in heaven, may your name be honored. May your kingdom come. May your will be done on earth as in heaven.” Amen.
Tuesday, March 26, 2019
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom has had a pretty good day I must say. It started at 8 am this morning. Mark fed the pups while Mom was still sleeping. I woke up and lounged in bed for a bit. I checked my email, etc... and then played a game for a bit as I did have a slight headache. I got up though and made breakfast, did the dishes and then came right in to finish up my studies. I took more notes and then took the exam. Mom did really well. I got a 95 on it. I got one question wrong. Not bad. I was happy with it. That was all done and finished by 3 pm. After that Mom's friend called and we chatted for a bit. It is now going on 4:30 pm and I am finally getting the chance to write to you and then it will be time to do the night routine stuff....feeding the pups and getting dinner going for us. Today flew by...it is so weird. Mark is off for the next 5 days because he had to take some of his vacation days so he didn't loose any of it. That will be nice. We won't be doing anything or going anywhere but it still will be nice to have the time together seeings how he is leaving in less than 10 days. We are still waiting on his itinerary for his travel. His office is taking their sweet time on that. He will probably get it sometime next week and he will have only a couple days to plan ahead before he leaves.
Mom called Grandpa last night while Mark was playing his game with his brother. He was doing well. Just relaxing and watching tv. He was saying that we did not have to go up there this week or over the weekend to help him out with his blinds. I guess that Debbie's son, Joe will be helping them out instead. Mom told him that if things changed then to let me know. I am seriously thinking about traveling up there while Mark is gone to visit and be with them for a few days. I want to so bad but I have to admit that I have never done that travel by myself at all and with both pups. I just want it to be safe for us all. Mom has some serious thinking to do with that. I texted Bean to wish her luck on her new job that she started yesterday but I never heard anything from her. I tried and that is all that I can do. I will touch base with Aunt Beck this week and also with Meme. I will keep you updated as I know of things.
Thank you so much for last night's painting in the sky. I asked for one and boy did you ever deliver. It was breathtaking. I will post some pics of it on here tonight. Mom whispered to you to whole time that I was taking pictures and looking at it. I was so in awe of the colors that filled the evening sky. I was so blessed to have seen this and I shed a few tears as well. The weather today has been cool but the skies have been blue all day and the sun has been shining bright. I sure hope I see another sunset like last night. That would be amazing!
Mark just fed the pups for me so that I could finish up this letter to you. That was nice. Now all I have to do is get dinner going for us and Mom can actually relax for the evening. I guess Mark and I will play a game of chess and then watch tv before going to bed. I will light your candle as soon as I am done on here. I will whisper to you later as well so smile for Mom and I will smile to you, my sweet precious son. I miss you more than words can say and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my true hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....have fun tonight while I get some sleep. Come visit me if you can. Thanks pumpkin. Good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is today's prayer:
It is not that the Lord is slow in fulfilling his promise, as some suppose, but that he is very patient with you, because it is not his will for any to be lost, but for all to come to repentance. 2 Peter 3:9, NEB
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom has had a pretty good day I must say. It started at 8 am this morning. Mark fed the pups while Mom was still sleeping. I woke up and lounged in bed for a bit. I checked my email, etc... and then played a game for a bit as I did have a slight headache. I got up though and made breakfast, did the dishes and then came right in to finish up my studies. I took more notes and then took the exam. Mom did really well. I got a 95 on it. I got one question wrong. Not bad. I was happy with it. That was all done and finished by 3 pm. After that Mom's friend called and we chatted for a bit. It is now going on 4:30 pm and I am finally getting the chance to write to you and then it will be time to do the night routine stuff....feeding the pups and getting dinner going for us. Today flew by...it is so weird. Mark is off for the next 5 days because he had to take some of his vacation days so he didn't loose any of it. That will be nice. We won't be doing anything or going anywhere but it still will be nice to have the time together seeings how he is leaving in less than 10 days. We are still waiting on his itinerary for his travel. His office is taking their sweet time on that. He will probably get it sometime next week and he will have only a couple days to plan ahead before he leaves.
Mom called Grandpa last night while Mark was playing his game with his brother. He was doing well. Just relaxing and watching tv. He was saying that we did not have to go up there this week or over the weekend to help him out with his blinds. I guess that Debbie's son, Joe will be helping them out instead. Mom told him that if things changed then to let me know. I am seriously thinking about traveling up there while Mark is gone to visit and be with them for a few days. I want to so bad but I have to admit that I have never done that travel by myself at all and with both pups. I just want it to be safe for us all. Mom has some serious thinking to do with that. I texted Bean to wish her luck on her new job that she started yesterday but I never heard anything from her. I tried and that is all that I can do. I will touch base with Aunt Beck this week and also with Meme. I will keep you updated as I know of things.
Thank you so much for last night's painting in the sky. I asked for one and boy did you ever deliver. It was breathtaking. I will post some pics of it on here tonight. Mom whispered to you to whole time that I was taking pictures and looking at it. I was so in awe of the colors that filled the evening sky. I was so blessed to have seen this and I shed a few tears as well. The weather today has been cool but the skies have been blue all day and the sun has been shining bright. I sure hope I see another sunset like last night. That would be amazing!
Mark just fed the pups for me so that I could finish up this letter to you. That was nice. Now all I have to do is get dinner going for us and Mom can actually relax for the evening. I guess Mark and I will play a game of chess and then watch tv before going to bed. I will light your candle as soon as I am done on here. I will whisper to you later as well so smile for Mom and I will smile to you, my sweet precious son. I miss you more than words can say and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my true hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you so until then....have fun tonight while I get some sleep. Come visit me if you can. Thanks pumpkin. Good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is today's prayer:
It is not that the Lord is slow in fulfilling his promise, as some suppose, but that he is very patient with you, because it is not his will for any to be lost, but for all to come to repentance. 2 Peter 3:9, NEB
Dear Father in heaven, we thank you with all our hearts that you have given us your living promise. We thank you that again and again our faith can receive a clearer vision through this promise. For you have promised that at last the greatest day of all will come, will conquer the whole world, and bring salvation to all people to the glory of your name as Father throughout all nations. Strengthen us in every way, especially when we are in need and distress. Strengthen the sick and those who are tempted. May they wait in expectation for fulfillment of the promise, and may they see help come. May your name, Lord God, be honored among us. May your kingdom come and your will be done on earth as in heaven. Amen.
Monday, March 25, 2019
Dear Tyler,
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday later afternoon? Mom is doing alright today for a Monday that is. I actually have been very productive all day. I was up at 8 am and I managed to feed the pups, color my hair which takes about an hour to do... I had so many gray hairs that I like to refer them as "wisdom highlights", got ready, made the bed, folded laundry, did another load of laundry, made something to eat, did the dishes and then came right in to study. I did that for the last 4 hours. My hand is hurting from writing so much...lol! Mom is getting used to this new college and the way they do things. I will get the hang of it in no time. I have a bit to read tomorrow and then it will be my 1st exam in this program. I am nervous and excited all in the same time because I will be getting into what this Event Planner is all about. Each exam is a timed exam which I am not used to at all. I hope I do well. I am crossing my fingers that is for sure! Like Mom always says... I am doing the best that I can. I sure hope that you will be by my side through this whole thing too. Mom really wants to do well because I want this to be my career when I am done. Some many have said I would be good at it. I am not being vain in any way but I think I would be too. I like planning parties, vacations, etc... I like the whole thing about it. The challenge of it all. Mom will keep you updated on how I am doing throughout the whole course.
Last night Mom was suppose to talk to Grandpa about coming up there this week or over the weekend and that never happened. Maybe he will call me tonight instead. If I don't hear from him then I will give him a call to see what he is thinking. We never had our skype call either last night. Mark and Mom had dinner, I did the dishes and then we watched TV for most of the night. Mom went to bed early and Mark stayed up longer. I was tired. Ozzy was not feeling well either. He got sick on the bed...poor little guy. He is doing better today though. The pups are sleeping while Mom is writing to you and Mark is playing his video game with one of his brothers. It is already going on 5 pm. I need to finish up this letter to you so that I can go feed them dinner and make our dinner as well. I have a few more things to do for housework as well tonight so I will do that when dinner and dishes are finished. Mom will relax later with a hot bubble bath and then some tv before going to bed. I sure hope I can get a good night sleep tonight. Come be with me if you can or visit me in my dreams, Tyler. I love seeing you in them. Maybe sometime I will see you older than you always are. You are little in my dreams. Anyway I see you is great because it validates that you are with me and we are still very connected. I miss you so so much and I love you with all that I have. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Never forget that, please.
Mom will light your candle tonight and I will whisper to you as I always do so smile when you hear me and I will smile back to you. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter. I hope that your evening will be every thing that you need and want it to be. Have fun too. Maybe later tonight I will get a beautiful painting in the sky from you...hint hint! Right now the sun is shining bright and the skies are still so blue. It was a cold but beautiful day. Almost all the snow is gone! That is a bonus for sure. Don't want to see anymore of that for another 8 months! Anyways... time is ticking here and I have so much to do. Until tomorrow comes my sweet precious son...good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is today's prayer:
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday later afternoon? Mom is doing alright today for a Monday that is. I actually have been very productive all day. I was up at 8 am and I managed to feed the pups, color my hair which takes about an hour to do... I had so many gray hairs that I like to refer them as "wisdom highlights", got ready, made the bed, folded laundry, did another load of laundry, made something to eat, did the dishes and then came right in to study. I did that for the last 4 hours. My hand is hurting from writing so much...lol! Mom is getting used to this new college and the way they do things. I will get the hang of it in no time. I have a bit to read tomorrow and then it will be my 1st exam in this program. I am nervous and excited all in the same time because I will be getting into what this Event Planner is all about. Each exam is a timed exam which I am not used to at all. I hope I do well. I am crossing my fingers that is for sure! Like Mom always says... I am doing the best that I can. I sure hope that you will be by my side through this whole thing too. Mom really wants to do well because I want this to be my career when I am done. Some many have said I would be good at it. I am not being vain in any way but I think I would be too. I like planning parties, vacations, etc... I like the whole thing about it. The challenge of it all. Mom will keep you updated on how I am doing throughout the whole course.
Last night Mom was suppose to talk to Grandpa about coming up there this week or over the weekend and that never happened. Maybe he will call me tonight instead. If I don't hear from him then I will give him a call to see what he is thinking. We never had our skype call either last night. Mark and Mom had dinner, I did the dishes and then we watched TV for most of the night. Mom went to bed early and Mark stayed up longer. I was tired. Ozzy was not feeling well either. He got sick on the bed...poor little guy. He is doing better today though. The pups are sleeping while Mom is writing to you and Mark is playing his video game with one of his brothers. It is already going on 5 pm. I need to finish up this letter to you so that I can go feed them dinner and make our dinner as well. I have a few more things to do for housework as well tonight so I will do that when dinner and dishes are finished. Mom will relax later with a hot bubble bath and then some tv before going to bed. I sure hope I can get a good night sleep tonight. Come be with me if you can or visit me in my dreams, Tyler. I love seeing you in them. Maybe sometime I will see you older than you always are. You are little in my dreams. Anyway I see you is great because it validates that you are with me and we are still very connected. I miss you so so much and I love you with all that I have. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Never forget that, please.
Mom will light your candle tonight and I will whisper to you as I always do so smile when you hear me and I will smile back to you. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter. I hope that your evening will be every thing that you need and want it to be. Have fun too. Maybe later tonight I will get a beautiful painting in the sky from you...hint hint! Right now the sun is shining bright and the skies are still so blue. It was a cold but beautiful day. Almost all the snow is gone! That is a bonus for sure. Don't want to see anymore of that for another 8 months! Anyways... time is ticking here and I have so much to do. Until tomorrow comes my sweet precious son...good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is today's prayer:
As a father has compassion on his children, so the Lord has compassion on those who fear him; for he knows how we are formed, he remembers that we are dust. Psalm 103:13–14, NIV
Lord our God, merciful God and almighty Father in heaven, we beseech you, look upon us as your children. For in spite of everything, all of us are allowed to be your children and to praise you for all the good you are doing and for all you still want to do for us. Hear our prayer as we come to you with particular concerns, asking for your will to be done in us, for everything to be carried out according to your good purpose, that we may be joyful even in hard and serious times and may hold fast to what you have promised. Amen.
Sunday, March 24, 2019
Dear Tyler,
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is doing well today. The weather is just beautiful outside. The balcony door is open and the light breeze is coming in. The skies were blue but they are clouding up right now but the temp is almost 60 degrees. Mom will take it. I saw yesterday that some places got a few inches of snow...enough to have to snow blow. I was amazed because we were suppose to have rain/sleet but we ended up with sunny skies all day as well. Mom is looking forward to Spring and Summer. I love the warmer days and the sun shining almost all the time.
Mom was up around 9 am this morning. Mark got up to feed the pups for me because I was so tired. I was up quite a bit last night and I fell asleep around 2 am. I am feeling better and so is Mark. That is all a very good thing. We went out this afternoon and did some shopping. Mom had intentions of going to one place but then changed her mind at the last minute. We stayed close by just incase for Mark. It worked out well. We will hit the other store later this week when Mark has a couple days off. I will be calling Grandpa this evening to see what he is thinking about the blinds and when to do them. That should be around 8 pm. We would like to go up that weekend and Mom can just change her nail appointment to either during the week or sometime the following week. Guess we shall see what Grandpa wants! Mom spoke to Meme this morning too while Mark was getting ready. She was just calling to chit chat. She seemed like she was in a good mood so that was good! Bob must have been sleeping because I never heard anything in the background. I guess they are all planning on coming here for Easter weekend again. That will be great! I can't believe that Easter is in 3 weeks. That is crazy. Time is really flying right by. It seems like yesterday that it was Christmas and New Years and now we are entering the 4 month in 2019. This will be Mom's 6th Easter without you and it kills me to even think about that. Every day is hard for me and it does not get easier. I miss you so dang much my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my true hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. That will never ever change.
Today is the first day that Mom has been in her office. I turned my computer on for the first time to write to you just now. I have been writing on my iPad the last 2 nights. That is why I have not posted the daily prayers. I have to figure out a way to put them on there when I am using the iPad. Mark and Mom have nothing planned for the evening but making dinner...your favorite...tacos and then hanging out and catching up on on super hero tv shows tonight. Mom is addicted to them all. There is Super Girl, Flash, Black Lightning, Arrow, Gotham, Legends of Tomorrow and I know I am missing one. Mom is also addicted to Star Trek: Discovery and the Orville. They are all shows that you would have loved and watched with us. I hope in some way you are with us when we watch them. Mom is sad that they are ending Gotham and Arrow after this season this year though but I heard they are bringing in Bat Woman and something else so we shall see. It has been awhile since we skyped with Tubal and Karen so we are not even sure when we are suppose to anymore. I guess Mom will reach out to them to set a time up so that we can get back on schedule. Tomorrow is Monday again and Mark will be busy with work and Mom will be entering her first days of her new college. I can't wait as I am super excited. Be with me so that I can do well. Mom really wants to because this is what she wants to do for real after graduating. I think I would be good at it and others think so as well. Mom will update you on how it goes tomorrow. I think I will have writer's cramp though. Not used to that for sure. It has been over 30 years....lol. Anyways... it is already going on 4:30 pm. It will be almost time to feed the pups and then start making dinner for Mark and I. I will light your candle in a bit and I will whisper to you as I always do later this evening. I sure hope that you have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come be with me or visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you. Tyler. Smile when you hear Mom later. I will be sure to smile back to you as well. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter to you so until then....good night and sweet dreams. Continue to fly free and watch over us. I will be watching for my bright shining star in the night sky. I love you with all my heart and soul...unconditionally.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is the prayer for the day:
Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is doing well today. The weather is just beautiful outside. The balcony door is open and the light breeze is coming in. The skies were blue but they are clouding up right now but the temp is almost 60 degrees. Mom will take it. I saw yesterday that some places got a few inches of snow...enough to have to snow blow. I was amazed because we were suppose to have rain/sleet but we ended up with sunny skies all day as well. Mom is looking forward to Spring and Summer. I love the warmer days and the sun shining almost all the time.
Mom was up around 9 am this morning. Mark got up to feed the pups for me because I was so tired. I was up quite a bit last night and I fell asleep around 2 am. I am feeling better and so is Mark. That is all a very good thing. We went out this afternoon and did some shopping. Mom had intentions of going to one place but then changed her mind at the last minute. We stayed close by just incase for Mark. It worked out well. We will hit the other store later this week when Mark has a couple days off. I will be calling Grandpa this evening to see what he is thinking about the blinds and when to do them. That should be around 8 pm. We would like to go up that weekend and Mom can just change her nail appointment to either during the week or sometime the following week. Guess we shall see what Grandpa wants! Mom spoke to Meme this morning too while Mark was getting ready. She was just calling to chit chat. She seemed like she was in a good mood so that was good! Bob must have been sleeping because I never heard anything in the background. I guess they are all planning on coming here for Easter weekend again. That will be great! I can't believe that Easter is in 3 weeks. That is crazy. Time is really flying right by. It seems like yesterday that it was Christmas and New Years and now we are entering the 4 month in 2019. This will be Mom's 6th Easter without you and it kills me to even think about that. Every day is hard for me and it does not get easier. I miss you so dang much my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my true hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. That will never ever change.
Today is the first day that Mom has been in her office. I turned my computer on for the first time to write to you just now. I have been writing on my iPad the last 2 nights. That is why I have not posted the daily prayers. I have to figure out a way to put them on there when I am using the iPad. Mark and Mom have nothing planned for the evening but making dinner...your favorite...tacos and then hanging out and catching up on on super hero tv shows tonight. Mom is addicted to them all. There is Super Girl, Flash, Black Lightning, Arrow, Gotham, Legends of Tomorrow and I know I am missing one. Mom is also addicted to Star Trek: Discovery and the Orville. They are all shows that you would have loved and watched with us. I hope in some way you are with us when we watch them. Mom is sad that they are ending Gotham and Arrow after this season this year though but I heard they are bringing in Bat Woman and something else so we shall see. It has been awhile since we skyped with Tubal and Karen so we are not even sure when we are suppose to anymore. I guess Mom will reach out to them to set a time up so that we can get back on schedule. Tomorrow is Monday again and Mark will be busy with work and Mom will be entering her first days of her new college. I can't wait as I am super excited. Be with me so that I can do well. Mom really wants to because this is what she wants to do for real after graduating. I think I would be good at it and others think so as well. Mom will update you on how it goes tomorrow. I think I will have writer's cramp though. Not used to that for sure. It has been over 30 years....lol. Anyways... it is already going on 4:30 pm. It will be almost time to feed the pups and then start making dinner for Mark and I. I will light your candle in a bit and I will whisper to you as I always do later this evening. I sure hope that you have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come be with me or visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you. Tyler. Smile when you hear Mom later. I will be sure to smile back to you as well. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter to you so until then....good night and sweet dreams. Continue to fly free and watch over us. I will be watching for my bright shining star in the night sky. I love you with all my heart and soul...unconditionally.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is the prayer for the day:
For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay. Habakkuk 2:3, NIV
Dear Father in heaven, in quietness we come to you and ask you for your Spirit. We ask this especially for the time of waiting still required of us as we hope and strive for light to come into all hearts, for light to shine where there is so much death. We must not despair of our inner life even when life around us rages as if it would suck us down into its whirlpool with no way out. But you will guard us. Watch over us, we pray, also in hours of temptation, so that we may remain under your care. Watch over us so that we have hope and joy in you, assured that your goal for us all is true life from above, a life of resurrection. Amen.
Saturday, March 23, 2019
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday night? It is already past 6 pm and Mom just got done doing the dinner dishes. I have a few minutes to write to you before the groceries are delivered. It’s been a busy day for sure. Mom and Mark were up at 8 am and feeding the pups and then Mom lounged in bed for a bit. Meme called this morning so I chatted with her for about 30 minutes while Mark was getting ready. After he was finished, Mom made the bed and then got ready herself. We headed out the door around noon time. We did the garbage, got the mail and the packages and then we headed out to run errands. We went to one of Mom’s favorite store. We looked around and I found some goodies. Mom wanted to redo the flowers in my 2 big vases so we went to this store to get new stuff. While we were walking around, Mark looked a bit off. He said that he was not feeling that well so we checked out quickly and then ran into the pet store to get the pup food and then we scooted home. We got home just in time because Mark has been sick ever since. He is relaxing right now while I am doing this. I think that tonight will be a night of watching tv while Mark tries to mellow out so that he feels better. Sunday was going to be a day that we were going to stay home and do nothing but because of today we have to go out and finish the rest. If Mark is not feeling better then it will be Mom running out to get everything done. Please watch over Mark and Mom. There are a few things that are concerning to me with what Mark has said. Thank you my sweet precious son.
Last night was quiet. Mom spoke to Grandpa. We are trying to figure out a day when we can travel to NH to help him put his blinds up. It will either be during next week or next Saturday. Mom will keep you posted on that. Mom will be chatting with Grandpa again Sunday night when he gets home from work to make the final plans. Mom will also get in touch with Aunt Beck and Bean next week as well. I will update you as soon as I have any.
It is now after 7 pm. Mom had to take a break because groceries came, I put them all away and I am taking care of Mark and the pups. It sure is crazy! Mom has lit the candle for you already. I will whisper to you later tonight as well. Smile when you hear me and I will smile back to you. I sure hope that your night is all that you need and want it to be. Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can or sit with me while I am sleeping. Thank you. I will be back tomorrow night with another letter to you. I think for now Mom is going to close this letter to you so that I can relax in between helping Mark. Have fun tonight. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday night? It is already past 6 pm and Mom just got done doing the dinner dishes. I have a few minutes to write to you before the groceries are delivered. It’s been a busy day for sure. Mom and Mark were up at 8 am and feeding the pups and then Mom lounged in bed for a bit. Meme called this morning so I chatted with her for about 30 minutes while Mark was getting ready. After he was finished, Mom made the bed and then got ready herself. We headed out the door around noon time. We did the garbage, got the mail and the packages and then we headed out to run errands. We went to one of Mom’s favorite store. We looked around and I found some goodies. Mom wanted to redo the flowers in my 2 big vases so we went to this store to get new stuff. While we were walking around, Mark looked a bit off. He said that he was not feeling that well so we checked out quickly and then ran into the pet store to get the pup food and then we scooted home. We got home just in time because Mark has been sick ever since. He is relaxing right now while I am doing this. I think that tonight will be a night of watching tv while Mark tries to mellow out so that he feels better. Sunday was going to be a day that we were going to stay home and do nothing but because of today we have to go out and finish the rest. If Mark is not feeling better then it will be Mom running out to get everything done. Please watch over Mark and Mom. There are a few things that are concerning to me with what Mark has said. Thank you my sweet precious son.
Last night was quiet. Mom spoke to Grandpa. We are trying to figure out a day when we can travel to NH to help him put his blinds up. It will either be during next week or next Saturday. Mom will keep you posted on that. Mom will be chatting with Grandpa again Sunday night when he gets home from work to make the final plans. Mom will also get in touch with Aunt Beck and Bean next week as well. I will update you as soon as I have any.
It is now after 7 pm. Mom had to take a break because groceries came, I put them all away and I am taking care of Mark and the pups. It sure is crazy! Mom has lit the candle for you already. I will whisper to you later tonight as well. Smile when you hear me and I will smile back to you. I sure hope that your night is all that you need and want it to be. Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can or sit with me while I am sleeping. Thank you. I will be back tomorrow night with another letter to you. I think for now Mom is going to close this letter to you so that I can relax in between helping Mark. Have fun tonight. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Friday, March 22, 2019
Dear Tyler,
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? I hope where you are it is bright and the sun is shining. Today the weather is gray, cloudy and we are getting heavy rain and wind but there is no complaining at all from me because some folks are going to be getting snow. Mom does not want that all. No more until next winter.... 8 or9 months down the road!
Today has been a very lazy day for Mom. I slept in for a change, made a nice breakfast and lounged around all afternoon. I read emails and such too but that is it. I think Mom needed a day to just do absolutely nothing and today just seemed like the right time. Tomorrow is Saturday and I need to be more productive of everything. Errands need to be run, garbage needs to be done, grocery shopping and a few other things as well. Mom also has to go get packages at the office and get our fabs reprogrammed. Sounds like a bit but Mom can get it done in a short amount of time. The weather is supposed to be crappy tomorrow as well but Sunday looks to be sunny!
Last night Mom really thought it would be a very quiet night considering everything that is going on but it was the complete opposite. Mark and Mom sat down and talked again and it was actually descent and nice. We know we want to be together but we just don’t know how to get over this hurdle that we are facing right now. We also know that it is going to take time and both of us need to work at it. He is off to Texas in 2 weeks for 10 days and Mom can’t go so I will be staying behind. I am bummed because I would love to go to Texas again but I do understand. I think that I need to just deal. I will be just fine. Lonely but fine. I have school to keep me busy during the days and night time I will snuggle with the pups. I may even go to NH for a few days to visit depending on the weather. Mom will keep you posted with that. The phones were quiet again last night. No one called so I will call everyone over the weekend to check in. I will call Aunt Beck next week to say hello and catch up on things. I know she is away tomorrow for work. Bean starts her new job on the 25th. I think that is Monday. I hope she likes it. Mom is happy and excited for her. Maybe I will call her after a couple days to see how she likes it. Mom will update you on things when I know of them.
Right now it is quiet. The time is 2:50 pm. Mark is working and the pups are sleeping. Mom is writing to you from the couch. I never turned my computer on at all today. It felt good to! In a little while Mom will be starting dinner. We are having baked potatoes, bbq chicken and a veggie. It will take some time to prep but that is okay. Later tonight will be relaxing. Mom wants to take a bubble bath and watch some TV before bed. Like I said a very lazy day! Mom will light the candle for you in a little bit. A new one was started last night. I will whisper to you later tonight so smile when you hear me and I will smile back to you. I hope that your evening will be everything that you need and want it to be. Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can or sit next to me for a bit so I can fall asleep. Thank you my sweet precious son. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. For now it is time to prep for dinner. Please continue to watch over us all and also continue to light my path. You are my bright shining star 🌟 Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams later.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🖤
Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? I hope where you are it is bright and the sun is shining. Today the weather is gray, cloudy and we are getting heavy rain and wind but there is no complaining at all from me because some folks are going to be getting snow. Mom does not want that all. No more until next winter.... 8 or9 months down the road!
Today has been a very lazy day for Mom. I slept in for a change, made a nice breakfast and lounged around all afternoon. I read emails and such too but that is it. I think Mom needed a day to just do absolutely nothing and today just seemed like the right time. Tomorrow is Saturday and I need to be more productive of everything. Errands need to be run, garbage needs to be done, grocery shopping and a few other things as well. Mom also has to go get packages at the office and get our fabs reprogrammed. Sounds like a bit but Mom can get it done in a short amount of time. The weather is supposed to be crappy tomorrow as well but Sunday looks to be sunny!
Last night Mom really thought it would be a very quiet night considering everything that is going on but it was the complete opposite. Mark and Mom sat down and talked again and it was actually descent and nice. We know we want to be together but we just don’t know how to get over this hurdle that we are facing right now. We also know that it is going to take time and both of us need to work at it. He is off to Texas in 2 weeks for 10 days and Mom can’t go so I will be staying behind. I am bummed because I would love to go to Texas again but I do understand. I think that I need to just deal. I will be just fine. Lonely but fine. I have school to keep me busy during the days and night time I will snuggle with the pups. I may even go to NH for a few days to visit depending on the weather. Mom will keep you posted with that. The phones were quiet again last night. No one called so I will call everyone over the weekend to check in. I will call Aunt Beck next week to say hello and catch up on things. I know she is away tomorrow for work. Bean starts her new job on the 25th. I think that is Monday. I hope she likes it. Mom is happy and excited for her. Maybe I will call her after a couple days to see how she likes it. Mom will update you on things when I know of them.
Right now it is quiet. The time is 2:50 pm. Mark is working and the pups are sleeping. Mom is writing to you from the couch. I never turned my computer on at all today. It felt good to! In a little while Mom will be starting dinner. We are having baked potatoes, bbq chicken and a veggie. It will take some time to prep but that is okay. Later tonight will be relaxing. Mom wants to take a bubble bath and watch some TV before bed. Like I said a very lazy day! Mom will light the candle for you in a little bit. A new one was started last night. I will whisper to you later tonight so smile when you hear me and I will smile back to you. I hope that your evening will be everything that you need and want it to be. Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can or sit next to me for a bit so I can fall asleep. Thank you my sweet precious son. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. For now it is time to prep for dinner. Please continue to watch over us all and also continue to light my path. You are my bright shining star 🌟 Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams later.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🖤
Thursday, March 21, 2019
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