Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday early evening? It is already going on 5 pm and it doesn't feel it at all. Mom has been up most of last night with little sleep and then up again at 7:30 am. The weather is on the cooler side but the sun is shining bright and the skies are blue. Mom is hoping to see a really pretty sunset this evening like the one I saw last week. Things here are pretty shaky again. This weekend was great having everyone here and we all had fun just like we always do but there was something that happened on Saturday afternoon that made Mom upset and put Mark and I at ends again. We decided to just push it aside because everyone was here and not ruin it for anyone but after everyone left the silent treatment began again and Mark said he was angry at me. For one... I am the one who should be angry at him for what it is about and he should be angry at himself and not me. He is just angry because he knows he is not being truthful and he got caught. Mom is not going to go into the details because I don't feel it is necessary and I don't want to air our "dirty laundry" on my letter to you. I just see the pattern where things go bad and then things get better for a couple weeks to a month and then something else happens and it gets bad and so on and so forth. It just sucks because it is usually about something that I have no control over and I am not the one to blame but for some reason it gets turn around on me and Mom doesn't think it is fair at all. Anyways.... I am sure tonight will be as quiet as it was last night. Mark has been up working since 7 am this morning and will be working until he finishes up what he needs to for his customer tomorrow. The next 3 days will be very quiet here and I sure hope that you will be with Mom during that whole time. Mom needs you. I wish you were here with me. I wish we could just sit and talk about anything and everything. I miss those times so dang much it hurts to even think about it. Just like every other time, Mom will be okay and I will be fine. I know you see me and you see that I am hurt and upset yet again but just be with me and send me signs to let me know you are around. That will help me out a lot my sweet precious son. Thank you.
 Meme, Bob, Grandpa and Debbie made it home safely yesterday. They both called me to let me know they arrived home between 5:30-6 pm. They said the drive back was good. They hit some light traffic but nothing major. They said they all had a good time and that was nice to hear. Mom called it an early night last night because I was so exhausted and I really thought I would get some solid sleep but I was wrong. I did not at all. I am hoping to go to bed early tonight and get a good night sleep because I need it. I hope that your evening is filled with everything that you need to do and may want to do. I hope you have the time to come visit me in  my dreams tonight. Mom will light the candle for you tonight and I will whisper to you later. Smile for me please and I hope you see Mom's smile to you as well. I love you with all my heart and soul. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. To infinity and beyond. You will always be my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom needs to get going for now. It is going on 5:45 pm and the pups have been fed but Mom needs to get dinner for herself. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you after I start my 1st day at my new college. I will study in the morning and then write to you later in the afternoon. From what I see this college is so different from the last. I will share more details with you tomorrow as I know more. Until then.... please watch over Mom and our family and friends. Continue to fly high and free my sweet precious son and continue to light the path for me here in the physical world. Thank you. Good night and sweet dreams later tonight.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer for the day:

...being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, and giving joyful thanks to the Father, who has qualified you to share in the inheritance of his holy people in the kingdom of light. For he has rescued us from the dominion of darkness and brought us into the kingdom of the Son he loves, in whom we have redemption, the forgiveness of sins. Colossians 1:11–14, NIV

Dear Father in heaven, we thank you. We want to be ready to thank you at all times. We look forward with joy to your kingdom and await the redemption that will free us to the very depth of our being, to the praise and thanks and honor of your name. Be with the many people who come hungering and thirsting to you. Bring deliverance to those whose hearts are true, and let them know that the power of your kingdom is truly present here on earth in Jesus Christ, our Lord. Amen.