Sunday, March 24, 2019

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is doing well today. The weather is just beautiful outside. The balcony door is open and the light breeze is coming in. The skies were blue but they are clouding up right now but the temp is almost 60 degrees. Mom will take it. I saw yesterday that some places got a few inches of snow...enough to have to snow blow. I was amazed because we were suppose to have rain/sleet but we ended up with sunny skies all day as well. Mom is looking forward to Spring and Summer. I love the warmer days and the sun shining almost all the time.
 Mom was up around 9 am this morning. Mark got up to feed the pups for me because I was so tired. I was up quite a bit last night and I fell asleep around 2 am. I am feeling better and so is Mark. That is all a very good thing. We went out this afternoon and did some shopping. Mom had intentions of going to one place but then changed her mind at the last minute. We stayed close by just incase for Mark. It worked out well. We will hit the other store later this week when Mark has a couple days off. I will be calling Grandpa this evening to see what he is thinking about the blinds and when to do them. That should be around 8 pm. We would like to go up that weekend and Mom can just change her nail appointment to either during the week or sometime the following week. Guess we shall see what Grandpa wants! Mom spoke to Meme this morning too while Mark was getting ready. She was just calling to chit chat. She seemed like she was in a good mood so that was good! Bob must have been sleeping because I never heard anything in the background. I guess they are all planning on coming here for Easter weekend again. That will be great! I can't believe that Easter is in 3 weeks. That is crazy. Time is really flying right by. It seems like yesterday that it was Christmas and New Years and now we are entering the 4 month in 2019. This will be Mom's 6th Easter without you and it kills me to even think about that. Every day is hard for me and it does not get easier. I miss you so dang much my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my true hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. That will never ever change. 
 Today is the first day that Mom has been in her office. I turned my computer on for the first time to write to you just now. I have been writing on my iPad the last 2 nights. That is why I have not posted the daily prayers. I have to figure out a way to put them on there when I am using the iPad. Mark and Mom have nothing planned for the evening but making dinner...your favorite...tacos and then hanging out and catching up on on super hero tv shows tonight. Mom is addicted to them all. There is Super Girl, Flash, Black Lightning, Arrow, Gotham, Legends of Tomorrow and I know I am missing one. Mom is also addicted to Star Trek: Discovery and the Orville. They are all shows that you would have loved and watched with us. I hope in some way you are with us when we watch them. Mom is sad that they are ending Gotham and Arrow after this season this year though but I heard they are bringing in Bat Woman and something else so we shall see. It has been awhile since we skyped with Tubal and Karen so we are not even sure when we are suppose to anymore. I guess Mom will reach out to them to set a time up so that we can get back on schedule. Tomorrow is Monday again and Mark will be busy with work and Mom will be entering her first days of her new college. I can't wait as I am super excited. Be with me so that I can do well. Mom really wants to because this is what she wants to do for real after graduating. I think I would be good at it and others think so as well. Mom will update you on how it goes tomorrow. I think I will have writer's cramp though. Not used to that for sure. It has been over 30 years....lol. Anyways... it is already going on 4:30 pm. It will be almost time to feed the pups and then start making dinner for Mark and I. I will light your candle in a bit and I will whisper to you as I always do later this evening. I sure hope that you have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come be with me or visit me in my dreams if you can. Thank you. Tyler. Smile when you hear Mom later. I will be sure to smile back to you as well. I will be back tomorrow afternoon with another letter to you so until then....good night and sweet dreams. Continue to fly free and watch over us. I will be watching for my bright shining star in the night sky. I love you with all my heart and soul...unconditionally. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer for the day:

For the revelation awaits an appointed time; it speaks of the end and will not prove false. Though it linger, wait for it; it will certainly come and will not delay. Habakkuk 2:3, NIV
Dear Father in heaven, in quietness we come to you and ask you for your Spirit. We ask this especially for the time of waiting still required of us as we hope and strive for light to come into all hearts, for light to shine where there is so much death. We must not despair of our inner life even when life around us rages as if it would suck us down into its whirlpool with no way out. But you will guard us. Watch over us, we pray, also in hours of temptation, so that we may remain under your care. Watch over us so that we have hope and joy in you, assured that your goal for us all is true life from above, a life of resurrection. Amen.

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