Thursday, April 25, 2019

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday evening? Mom is doing okay today. I was up really early this morning...5:45 am and just could not fall back to sleep so I laid in bed for a bit and then got up at 6:45 am and fed the pups and made fresh coffee for mark while he stayed in bed sleeping. Mom laid back in bed for about an hour after that and then decided that the sun was shining bright so I got up, made the bed, did some housework, did laundry, broke down the boxes that needed to be done, did the garbage and then got ready. mark went and dropped his vehicle off at the auto place to get a couple things worked on. Guess it will be ready tomorrow as they did not call him today to let him know it was ready. Mom made lunch for us both and then came right in to my office. I had all intentions of studying today but I guess I just needed a break. I really did not do a thing but look at places to live and play my game. Now I have lost track of time and it is going on 5 pm. I need to get the pups fed and then start dinner for Mark and I. 
 Last night started out as a quiet evening. We were watching a movie and then Grandpa called at 8 pm and we chatted until 10 pm. He was telling me that his cat scan came back good and there was no signs of lung cancer. I didn't even know that they were doing that for that reason so it came as a shock to Mom but I said nothing. I am thankful and glad that it came back negative. He was also telling Mom that he may have to have a procedure done on his mouth that will take several weeks to heal depending on what they do. There is a couple different ways so he is not sure which way it will go. Mom will keep you posted as I know of everything. The last thing we were talking about was the potential move. They are on board with it. They want to stay this coming winter but move next Spring. So basically a year from now or 6 months after we do. He wants to do a few things around the house to get it ready to put it up for sale. I understand that and respect them for that as well. We are going to get together at some point in the next couple months and sit down and discuss it all. Mom sent Mark some links today (about 8) for potential jobs. He is going to send his resume to them and see what happens. Mom will find a job when we move and are settled. I have a few in mind already, I just have to be in that State. I really hope that this all can work out. Every one is getting older and it soon will be Mom's responsibility to take care of Meme and Grandpa. That is why I need them close by plus they need to get out of that town that they are in. It is getting bad and becoming a ghost town. There is nothing there. I want their last years of life to be sunny, fun and exciting. Mom wants them to go places and do things and have choices where we can do things separately and also together. Plus when Mark has to travel for work again, Mom will not be all alone. I can have them come to our place or I can go there. It is a win win for everyone! Mom will continue to keep you updated on this subject. If there is anything that you can do where you are to help this be as smooth as possible Mom would gladly appreciate it so much. Thank you my sweet precious son. The only other update that I have is that Meme called Aunt Beck and she said that they are staying in North Carolina for a few weeks and not going to the West Coast due to the van not being safe enough. Everyone is good though and they are enjoying their time on the beach. Still have not heard from Bean but I guess Meme spoke to her. 
 Tonight will be an evening with dinner for us, Mom cleaning up and maybe a walk with the pups and then we have a movie to catch up on and then watch another one. After that it will be bed so that we can get a good nights sleep. Tomorrow is already Friday! Let the weekend begin. It is going to be rainy all weekend but that is okay. Mom and Mark will be going out on Saturday for a bit and then Sunday I have a nail appointment plus we both have things that we want to do in the apartment as well. All in all it should be a good weekend....just crummy weather....lol.
 I hope that you have a fun night while Mom gets some sleep. Hope you get to do all the things that you need to do and want to do as well. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I will whisper to you later this evening. Smile that smile I loved and miss so much. I will light your candle in a bit as well. I miss you like crazy and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you are living inside my heart, mind, body and soul. That will never change. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. For now I have to get dinner going for Mark and I. Pups have already been fed! Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is today's prayer:

 And when I saw Him, I fell at His feet as dead. But He laid His right hand on me, saying to me, “Do not be afraid; I am the First and the Last. I am He who lives, and was dead, and behold, I am alive forevermore. Amen. And I have the keys of Hades and of Death.” Revelation 1:17-18, NIV
Lord our God, we thank you with all our hearts that Jesus Christ still lives today and that we may believe in him and call upon him as our Savior. We thank you for him who sees to the depths of our human misery and calls right into the midst of it, “Do not be afraid. I am with you. I live. I am your helper. No matter how insignificant you are, fear not, for I, Jesus Christ, shine into all the darkness, even into the darkness of sin and death, into all the judgment that has fallen or is still to come upon everyone on Earth.” Praise to your name, Lord our God! You are great and almighty and beyond our understanding. But you have sent us the Savior whom we can understand, and we rejoice that we may have community with him in your presence. Amen.

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