Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright today. Been up since 7:30 am and I have got a lot accomplished already. Mom was able to do laundry, fold it and put it away, mopped the floors, dusted, vacuumed the floors, got ready and have something to eat all by 12 noon. Now I have been taking phone calls, sending emails and text messages too. I decided to take a break from it and write to you. I am sorry that you didn't get a letter yesterday but honestly, Mom was in no mood to do anything let alone get on her computer and write when my head was not in the right place. Yesterday just seemed like a bad day from start to finish. Nothing seemed to go right and Mom was just in a bad mood. It seems that we get 10 steps ahead of the whole house process just to have 5 steps taken back right after. This whole buying a house process is long and not easy at all. There is so much to know and so many fees, etc.... It definitely is a learning experience for the both of us that is for sure. Grandpa even called last night and Mom let the answering machine go. I just didn't want him to know how "ugly" of a mood I was in. I will return his call tonight though. I did feel bad but he didn't need to hear my frustrations. Mark was busy playing all night long on his computer to even bother to realize I was upset. I sat quietly and just watched TV with the pups cuddled up next to me. I can tell you that today is a better day. Mom was able to get some solid sleep last night and I woke up feeling better. I don't usually have days like yesterday but when I do I like to just take the day and chill out. I know you understand me and I know I don't have to explain myself but I wanted to. I know you see everything now. You know what I have been dealing with and going through for the last 8 weeks. I know you don't judge me and you are probably mad at me for coming down so hard on myself. The guilt is real and I try so hard to just relax but you know that is not Mom. I am better than I ever was before but I am definitely not where I need to be. I still have a lot of work to do in this category. Anyways..... Today is such a beautiful day weather wise. The sun is shining bright, the door is open and the AC has not turned on at all! The sky is blue and hardly any clouds. Just a gorgeous summer day! Mom is hoping that I might see a painting in the sky tonight. I will be looking! Not much for updates for you in the last couple of days. I have spoken to Meme but nothing new there. She is stressed out about selling things, packing things, work, Bob, Skittles, etc.... I wish I could help her in a way but I know that she has to do all this on her own. It is a learning thing for her as well as for us all. We have a bit of a heads up on it as we moved last year and we have moved long distance twice now but it still won't be easy at all. Mark and Mom will start the process in about 1 month. Wish us luck with that! Mom will update you on things when I get to know.
With a new move, a new home, a new state to live in...Mom was thinking of changing things up a bit and has decided to cut her hair. I have had long hair for over 35 years but I think it is time to shake things up. I am looking at new styles that would look good on me. Anything that you can think of send my way! I need all the help I can get...lol! That is all I have for you today. Your candle was lit about 3 hours ago. I will whisper to you later tonight like I always do. Smile for me and I will smile to you my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. I love you more than all the stars in the sky at night. I miss you more than words can say. You will forever be my hero and the wind beneath my wings. You live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you, I promise! Have fun tonight while Mom sleeps. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams later.
Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!
Here is the prayer for the day:
So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised. Hebrews 10:35–36, NIV
Lord our God, we bow down before you in this time when you have brought us hardships and judgment. Change this earthly age, we beseech you. Bring in something from heaven so that your will may be done and your mercy come to all nations. Strengthen us on all our ways, we pray. We thank you for all you have done for us. May your name be praised and glorified at all times. We want to follow you and to remain in your heavenly life. Amen.
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