Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Monday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. It is Monday after all! Actually, Mom was up early this morning and I didn't really lounged in bed at all. I fed the pups and chatted with Mark for a bit before he went to work. I was on the phone chatting with Aunt Beck for bit while she was driving to NH. I also chatted with Uncle Chris for a bit as well. Him and Lacie set a wedding date.... it is October 10, 2020. It will be held in NH and they will be honeymooning in New Zealand. Mom is excited for them. It is going to be a sunset ceremony at Allyson's Orchard in Walpole. It will be beautiful! Mom brought you to that orchard a couple times. It is stunning. Lacie will be a beautiful bride and Chris will be a handsome groom. I guess we will be coming back up this way for a trip exactly 1 year from when we move. That is hilarious!  Uncle Chris told me to save the date so I have. Aunt Beck and I had a good chat. Bean is doing well. She loves her new job, she is making some new friends and her and Justin are doing well. Her health is about the same though. Nothing has changed much. She has been on the Paleo Diet for a bit now and she has lost some weight so that is making her feel better. Aunt Beck was telling me that you came through to help her with a young man in his 30's that suffers from PTSD. She said you were a light blue to blue color and it was like a vortex spinning backwards. Whatever you both did it helped that young man out because Aunt Beck saw him a few days ago and he said he could feel the change and difference inside of himself. Mom started to tear up when she told me that. I got goosebumps all over as well. Mom knows you are doing great things and you are loving it. That makes me so happy and proud. I have always been proud of you my sweet precious son. You are my hero and always will be. You are the wind beneath my wings as well. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Nothing will ever change that. I spoke to Aunt Beck about something that was bothering Mom for the past few weeks since we made the decision to relocate. Mom has been feeling a lot of guilt because I feel that Mom is leaving you behind. Your resting place is in NH and Mom won't be there to go visit very often after I move. That hurts me and ways very heavy on my mind. Aunt Beck told me that you are in the spirit realm and not there at the cemetery. She asked if I communicated with you daily and I said yes. She said that you hear me and I don't need to be sitting there for you to get my messages. You always get them daily. She said you are always with Mom and if you could tell me you would say that I was being silly and that I needed to move on from it. You would tell me to be happy and go enjoy what my next adventures will be because you will be right by my side. I know you will. I have to just work this out in my head and by myself I guess. She recommended that after we are settled that I get in touch with Forrest to see if you would come through for me to tell me so that I could hear it for myself. I will do just that. I will contact him after we are settled. Either October or November. Mom will look forward to it. I will let you know when I get a date and time. Bob had his sleep study done last night. I called to check in on him and he said that he didn't sleep much and they woke him 4 times to adjust the O2. He will get the full results in 4-5 weeks. They do things different now. It used to be that they gave you the results that next morning when you were finished. He sounded okay but very tired. I will call them later tonight to check in on them. Mom spent the morning after the chat and phone call being on the phone with several other folks. I needed to get home inspections scheduled and I spent about 2 hours calling around for moving companies. It was nuts. I am just waiting to get the quotes for them. Everything should be official in about 2 weeks and then we will start telling people and going public. I think many will be surprised. We shall see on that! Not much else. That is all the updates that I have for you. More to come during the week. It is already 2:20 pm. Mark needs to get ready for his PT appointment today and Mom has a few more calls to make and then it will be time to feed the pups and get dinner going. Your candle is already lit. Looks like a new one will be started either tomorrow or Wednesday. Mom is trying to burn them all so that I don't have to pack any...lol! Those boxes are heavy and moving companies go by weight. I think I will be able to get them all burned in the next 2 months. I will have the candle lit all day and night. That is what I did last year! I think I burned 6 candles in 3 weeks. I got rid of them but still had packed 2 boxes worth. Not this time! Anyways.... Mom is going to get going for today. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Have fun tonight while I get some sleep and come visit me in my dreams if you can. Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams later. I love you Tyler. To the moon and back and all the way around the world.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer for the day:

  TODAY, JULY 15, 2019

I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul shall exult in my God; for he has clothed me with the garments of salvation, he has covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself with a garland, and as a bride adorns herself with her jewels. Isaiah 61:10, RSV

Lord our God, grant that we may find the power of your Spirit so that we may live on a higher level, no longer controlled by our lower natures but strengthened to take up the battle of life. May we be children of the Spirit and may we walk in the Spirit. Guard us against carelessness and keep us joyful and courageous. Help us and counsel us on all our ways so that we may honor you and testify that you are our God, our true help. Amen.