Monday, August 26, 2019

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Monday evening? Mom is tired but I wanted to write to you because I have not in the last couple of days. I am so sorry, pumpkin. The days are so busy lately with taking care of Mark, running errands, paying bills, housework and packing. Mom’s days run into one another and there is not enough time to do everything that I need to or want to do. I know you are watching over me and you see it all. I know you don’t judge or are mad at me for not writing but Mom just feels bad. I feel guilty. I know I shouldn’t but I can’t help it. You know Mom. Anyways....
 The last couple days have been crazy. Lots of errands getting done. Mom packed all day today, then made dinner, did the dishes, relaxed for about an hour and now I am in bed. After this I will be turning the lights off and hopefully getting some much needed sleep. Mark has been snoring every night so I get very little rest. Anything that you can do would be much appreciated. Mark is doing a bit better. He is released back to work on light duty now until he goes back to see the doctor in 2 weeks. It is amazing how much better he is in just 1 week. Mom is so thankful. The power of prayer is the best. Mom hopes it continues daily. I will continue praying 🙏. Mom doesn’t have any updates for you at all. I talk to Meme, Grandpa and Debbie every other day though. They are all good. Staying busy. Bob is about the same. Still having problems with dizziness and falling down. Mom prays that he will get better. I am hoping that the move will help him out. Guess we shall see soon enough. We are down to 8 days on closing on the house and 48 days from the move. It’s crazy to think we were talking about this almost 6 months ago. Mom wishes that you were here to move with us. I miss you so much my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom had your candle lit for most of the day 🕯. Hope you saw it burning bright for you. I will whisper to you in a little bit before I fall asleep. Smile for me when you hear me and I will smile back to you. Have fun tonight while Mom gets some sleep. Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. Thank you. Mom is going to close this little letter to you for now. My eyes are so tired and I want to relax for a little bit before I call it a night. I will write to you tomorrow, I promise. Until then... good night and sweet dreams. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🖤

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