Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is really sorry that I didn't write to you yesterday but Mom had a really hard day and night. I am sure you saw and heard it all from where you are. Today really is not better either. Mark and Mom got into a huge fight yesterday afternoon. I was so upset and angry that I came downstairs and did cleaning and then just basically sat in a chair for the rest of the day. I got up to make dinner and then I went upstairs at 7 pm. I watched tv for a couple hours and then went to bed. Sleep was something that I really didn't get. Ozzy's was restless and was up and down all night while Princess was with Mark. He was working all night long. He was nominated to do a cut over at 1 am and another one at 6 am after working all day yesterday. He was up for 31 hours straight working. We still are not talking at all. He really hurt me this time. The sad piece is that he doesn't care at all and it doesn't phase him one bit. In his eyes he is always right and never wrong. He never apologizes for anything. Mom is the one who always does but sadly not this time. It's gone way to far. I did nothing wrong. I have nothing to be sorry for. Looks like this fight will be the biggest one yet. Mom is getting tired of it though. Tempers are high and awful with everyone. Meme is angry with Bob as well. She is still having to do everything for him while he just sits there and does nothing. It is really annoying to Mom. Meme has every right to feel the way she does. Bob needs to get off his *ss and he needs to start doing stuff. Meme is so stressed out. That's not healthy for her. She made a comment saying that she was sorry that she moved here. I told her I was sorry as well. It's TRUE. Since day 1, nothing has gone right at all. So much anger, resentment, etc... is in this house. It sure is tough when you live so close to the happiest place on earth 😢
 Right now Mark is sleeping, Meme is in the other room, Bob is sleeping in the living room and Mom is in the gathering room. Ozzy's is sleeping on my lap. It is quiet in here right now because no one is really talking to one another. The tension is so thick, you can cut it with a knife. When Mom finishes this letter to you she is either going to take a nap or I am going to start decorating for Christmas. It is going to take awhile this year as there is 3 trees to do! Mom decided to do 2 trees in one room and 1 tree in another room. I think it will be a lot of work but it will be nice when it is done. Mom will post a couple pictures on here when it is finished this weekend. 
 It's only 2:18 pm here and it feels like it is 4 pm....ugh.... that is how tired Mom is. I think tonight will be an early and very quiet evening. This weekend will be as well. Mom has nothing to say to Mark, Bob never talks to anyone ever and Meme rarely talks to him. Its usually only Meme and I who are speaking. Anyways.... I sure hope you have a good afternoon and later a good evening. Have fun while Mom is trying to get some sleep later tonight. I have your candle lit already. I will whisper to you later this evening so smile for me and I will smile to you my sweet precious son. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Always know that I miss you more than words can say. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart,mind, body and soul. Come visit me in my dreams if you can tonight. For now, Mom is going to start the decorating. Hope you are with me during this time. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🖤