Wednesday, November 20, 2019

Dear Tyler, 

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is so tired tonight after running around all day long and not sleeping again for the 3red night in a row...ugh! I really hope I get some sleep tonight because I really need it badly. 
Mom went to the post office today, ran errands, grocery shopped and the went and got her nails done. Left at 10 am and got home at 2 pm. After everything was put away it was after 4 pm and I should have been prepping for dinner but I decided not to even eat as I was so dang tired. Mark is on the phone with work still so that sucks. He hasn't even eaten dinner. This job is working him to the core. He works so much and gets paid for petty money. Each week it has been over 70 hours and he gets paid for 40. He is even working weekend too. I hope things let up for him and soon because if not he is well on his way to getting sick agai . His side hurts him like crazy. He needs to take better care of himself or he will land in the hospital again. Mom is done telling him though as he is an adult. Time will tell on this.
 Uncle Dick is being released from rehab on Monday. His insurance is kicking him out. Aunt Jacqui says it's too soon and he is not ready and neither is she for him to be home. She will have to start being ready. He doesn't need to be in rehab anymore. He needs to be home with her and his family. Mom got into a big argument yesterday with Debbie. I asked if her and Grandpa had thought of a date yet to move down here and she said the end of May. I flipped out because first it was March, then April and now May. I told her I was sick of them changing their minds and making the date further out. That was not the plan. We knew it would be a few months between us moving and them but not that much. We were all supposed to chip in and pay for things and that isn't happening. It will be 8 months before that happens. Mom is just at the point where she is about to tell them not to bother. I know it's not Grandpa doing it but Debbie is blaming it on him. Right now I don't even want to talk to her at all. I need to cool off. When I do though they will not like what I have to say but I am not going to lie to them either. The deal was that they got 2 rooms and now that they have broken the deal 3 times, Mom is taking one of the rooms for an office. If they come down then they will have 1 room. They can take it or leave it. I am sure they will be upset but not half of what Mom is 😢 
 It is after 6 pm. Mark is off the phone. Mom is going to spend some time with him before it's bedtime. Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. Mom is saying extra prayers tonight for Aunt Beck's friend, Kim who lost her Dad last night, my friend, Christina who lost her Dad either yesterday or today from cancer and Kristi and Sam as they lost their furbaby, Sarge this morning. Heavy heats tonight for sure 💔💔💔. 
 Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Know that I miss you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. I love you unconditionally. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Have fun tonight while Mom gets some sleep. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

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