Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are  you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. I have been up since 7 am and I have to tell you that I was freaked out and scared. I woke up to my face swollen and I could barely see out of my right eye. I jumped out of bed, went to the bathroom, made the bed and then jumped in the shower. I was all ready by 9 am. I took some Tylenol and all my vitamins and then I tried to relax but I was super worried and scared. I put the aromatherapy pillow on my face for about 20 minutes and just say there with my eyes closed. It helped a bit and the swelling went down. It is now after 3 pm and my face is just starting to hurt. I am going to take more Tylenol and put the pillow back on my face but I am feeling a bit better. I prayed hard this morning to you, the Angels and God to please help me. I asked for you to take away the swelling and the pain. I thank you all for helping me and also being by my side. I will be continuing to pray so that by tomorrow I am back to myself and all this will be behind me. Please continue to watch over Mom. Thank you my sweet precious son. It means a lot to me. 

I really haven't done much of anything at all. I have been taking it easy. I did speak to Auntie Kristina for a bit and then my friend, Matt. Everyone is well. Other than that I have just been checking emails and just staying pretty quiet. Mark has been working and Meme and Bob left for a bit and then came back. She has been doing odds and ends all day while Bob has been just walking around and kind of mopey. It has been a bit weird I must say. The weather has been blah again here. Looks like we are going to get some rain in a few. It is getting dark again. Mom didn't feel like cooking so I decided to order dinner for us. We are having your favorite...pizza! Pepperoni pizza to be exact! Mom has been eating a few mini chocolate chip cookies and thinking of you and remembering those were your favorite ones. It makes me smile to remember things like this. I hope you see me smile and it makes you do the same thing. Tonight will be about relaxing and then going to bed early. I slept last night but I think I made myself tired with being so freaked out and scared this morning. Mark may have to go to the office starting tomorrow so that will be different again. It worries me in so many ways but it is his job and he has to do what he has to do and I understand that. His vehicle is not legal still so he will be taking mine so Mom is left without one. I am not happy about that but not much I can do either. I will keep you posted on things.

Mom has had a candle lit for you all day long. I will light the warmer for you later when I am upstairs watching tv. I will whisper to you later this evening. Have fun while I am sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I would love that. Tomorrow Mom is hoping that I can work on my class. I wanted to yesterday and today but with my face being the way it has been I couldn't so here is hoping that tomorrow will be the day I can get a lot done! Please be with us, Tyler. Help Mom feel better again and keep us all healthy and safe. Thank you so much, pumpkin! I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. I love you with all my heart and soul. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. 

Mom is going to close this letter for the day and go and heat my pillow to place on my head and face. I plan to just relax and sit in silence while the pillow does its magic on me. Later on, I have a friend who is going to do Reiki on me. I know that will help me out so much and I thank her too. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💛🎃