Wednesday, October 7, 2020

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. Busy days here still. Mom is sorry that I am writing every other day instead of every day but I am doing the best I can. Grandpa is on the phone with a friend right now so Mom decided to take the time to write. Later it will be busy. Mom will be making dinner...we are grilling tonight and then we are playing poker after Mark is done work. Its a later night for him tonight again. Poor Mark has not had a lot of time with Grandpa and Debbie but they understand completely. Meme is continuing to act nasty. Mom tries to include her but she refuses every time and then she turns around and says that we are ignoring her and leaving her out. Ty, Mom has no idea what to do anymore when it comes to her. Nothing makes her happy at all and she is just mean. Every one is finally seeing it though. I wish things were different but they are not. There are only 3 more days here wirh Grandpa and Debbie and Mom will be taking them to the airport Sunday morning. I get sad thinking about it. It has been so much fun having them here and my heart is almost full...I would need you here to complete it. I have been the happiest with having them around and Sunday will be so hard for me. Please be with me. I am going to need a lot of strength to get through it. Mom is hoping and praying that Grandpa will choose to move here. That way he will be close by and we can see each other a lot. My fingers are crossed that this happens. 

It is late now. Mom took a break from when I first started writing to you. We made dinner, ate and then played poker again. Tonight, Debbie won. We laughed a lot! Now it is 10 pm and time to wind down for the night. Tomorrow will be a full day. Out by the pool all day, swimming and laying out and then it is off to Old Town and poker at night. Friday is Debbie's Birthday so we will go out to dinner and Saturday is Epcot Day. Saturday night is helping them pack up and we are out the door early Sunday morning. These last few days are busy busy busy. Mom will write to you while I am by the pool tomorrow morning and then again Friday. I won't probably write to you Saturday but I will again on Sunday after I get home. 

I miss you so much and we all have talked about you. I hope you hear us. Smile when you do because when we say your name we do as well. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart,mind, body and soul. I will whisper to you later before I fall asleep. Have fun tonight and come visit me in my dreams if you can. Please watch over us all and keep us safe and healthy. Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom is going to get going and relax for a bit before I go to bed. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams 😴 

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🤍

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