Dear Tyler,

 Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. I am still pretty tired though. I just am not sleeping well at all. I am not sure what is going on with Mark either as he is constantly snoring all night and keeping me awake. This Momma has to start getting some sleep or I am going to be crankier than I already am. My patience are wearing thin in just about everything right now. I don't like feeling this way but with no sleep and running ragged and doing everything...there is not much else I can do at all. Anyways....

Mom was up at 7 am this morning. The pups were fed and walked and then Mom stayed downstairs for a bit and relaxed. I looked at emails and social media. I then came upstairs and made the bed and got ready. My whole day was dedicated to studying and that is exactly what I did. I studied 2 lessons today and took the exam that went with it. It was 40 questions...did it in 20 minutes and got a 100% on it. My grade is sitting at a 97% right now! Mom is on the Deans List and my GPA is a 4.0 again! I am at 62% done now and by the end of the week I will be over 70% . All my lessons will be completed and I will just have the Projects to do and then the Final Exam and Mom is done. I am hoping to work on the Projects this weekend or at least one day over the weekend and the maybe take the final exam next week. Mom will keep you posted on that! I am just proud of myself with all that I have done in the last 10 days. 4 days of that were taken off and nothing was done so it is actually 6 days. I know you are proud of me too and that means everything to me. Thank you, Tyler. My sweet precious son.

Mark had an interview today. I guess it went well. He was happy about it but Mom not so much. He already has 2 jobs. Yes one goes away in December and the other one in February as they are contracts but he is now looking at being an instructor at the University of Florida 2 nights a week. He is not thinking this through. he is busting his butt with these 2 jobs right now, not sleeping at that much and now he wants to add a 3rd one. He can't drive really well in the dark either so that is another thing he is not thinking about but Mom has no say in it. He is eventually going to get sick again. I told him to be careful but he again just thinks I am nagging. He won't think that way when he gets sick. Everyone is telling him this exact thing but he is also ignoring them too. I don't feel so bad there. 

Tonight will be an early night for Mom. I am hoping to get some rest that I need badly. My day will start by going to the post office and then right back home to make breakfast and start my full day of studying. I will write to you later in the afternoon when Mom is finished up. Tonight I will light the warmer while I relax and watch a bit of tv before going to bed. I will whisper to you like I do nightly. Smile when you hear me and I will smile back. Have fun tonight doing all the things you want to do or need to do. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Thanks! Just a couple more days until Halloween...3 to be exact! Mom will have to come up with some fun turkey pictures for November....lol. I will make you laugh...just wish I could hear your voice and laugh again. I miss it. I miss you like crazy. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. It is after 4:30 pm. I have a few things to do before starting the night routine so I must close this letter to you tonight but I will be back tomorrow again. Until then and tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams. I love you, pumpkin!

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🎃💛🎃