Dear Tyler, 

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? Mom is okay. I am just really tired and my body is run down and sore from everything I did all this week. Yesterday I had every intention of writing to you but after 8.5 hours of bending, twisting, reaching, standing....my body was a hurting unit. My back was so sore. Mom took a hot shower and then put stuff on it but that didn't work really. We spent a lot of time upstairs watching TV and around 9:30  pm I was so tired I went to bed. 

Mom and Mark....mostly Mom though took down decorations for Autumn and put all the decorations up for Christmas. We have 3 full size trees this year and then there are a few little displays throughout the house. It is pretty. Mom has your ornaments on the tree. I shed a few tears yesterday as well. I knew I would. I just miss you my sweet precious son. Holidays are just not the same anymore. Nothing is really. Mom does her best. Yes, I laugh and smile but I will never have a whole heart again. That is gone. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul.

Today was a good day. Mark and I went out for a bit. We did a little shopping. Mom needed a tree skirt and a couple extra things. We got lunch and then headed home. Mom put things away and then relaxed for a but. It was nice because I haven't done that in a week. We feed the pups and walked them and now Mark had dinner and dessert. Mom didn't have anything to eat. My stomach hasn't felt good this afternoon so I am drinking water and ginger ale. I will feel better in a bit. Meme had the same thing and she isn't feeling well either. It is almost 6 pm and they are upstairs for the night. We are watching TV downstairs for now but will make our way back upstairs in about an hour. Mom just wanted to write to you quickly to tell you I love you so much. I will light the warmer for you when I go upstairs. I will whisper to you later this evening before I go to bed. Smile for me and I will smile back to you. Have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Please keep watching over us. We ask you to keep us safe and healthy. Thank you, pumpkin. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter. Right now I am going to relax and get comfortable for the evening. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🤍