Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? Mom is doing the best I can. Today is November 26th...it is Thanksgiving Day 2020. Things are more difficult and different this year because of Covid19. Families can't be together and traveling is at minimum or should be. People are alone, dinners are not made, many tears are shed for all our loved ones that are not with us. Holidays are not the same anymore and definitely not now during these trying times. 

Here... we are basically treating it like a Sunday. It sucks. Mom made breakfast, did the dishes, got ready and then sat outside for about an hour. I wanted to spend the day outside but we have noisey renters next to us so that didn't happen. Came inside, relaxed, made some calls and now we are watching football. Our dinner is cooking. Mom needs to prep the last bit after I finish writing to you. Tonight will be all about having dinner, feeding the pups, walking them and then probably watching football and then upstairs we will watch a movie. Tomorrow is another work day for Mark. Mom is going to go shopping with Meme to do our Christmas Shopping. We don't have many to buy for Mom wants to get it done. All my boxes are curated for December now. Everyone renews their subscription on Monday so once that happens I will be shipping all the boxes out within the 1st few days of December. Then it will be all about curating the box for February. Mom will have time to finish her studies and be done by the new year!!! My goals will be met if I can pull it off. 

Mom misses you so much. These kind of days are more painful. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart,mind,body and soul. Always remember this. Please watch over Mom and all of us. Keep us safe and healthy. Send me a sign to let me know you are around. I will light a candle for you later and I will whisper to you before I go to bed. Smile for me and I will smile back to you my sweet precious son. 

 Aunt Beck called. Her and John are not doing anything today. She gave us some not so good news the other night. I will not go into any details of it on here though. You know what I am talking about. Please take care of them too. Thanks pumpkin. Mom tried calling Grandpa but no luck. I called twice last night and no answer either. I will try again but if no answer or call back then I am going to stop. I am still heartbroken over all this. I don't understand it at all. I hope that it all works out but something tells me that it won't because of the way Debbie is acting towards me again. We shall see. Mom will keep you posted. 

Mom wanted to write to you quickly to tell you that you are so missed. Please give everyone wirh you a big hug and kiss from me. I miss them all. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. It is time for Mom to do some cooking for our dinner. We are eating early today. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams later.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🧡