Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday late afternoon? Mom is doing better. I am up and out of bed today. I was awake at 7 am. I fed the pups and walked them too this morning. I made the bed and took a shower and even tried to have something to eat. That really didn't go as planned but I tried and that is all that matters. I accomplished a bit today so I am proud of myself. Lots of phone calls and emails sent. More than I have gotten done in the last 7 days. I am tired though. Mom doesn't feel like cooking so I ordered dinner out. I didn't tell Mark...I just did it...so surprise to him...lol. Hope he doesn't get pissed at Mom. Nope...just asked him and he was pleasantly surprised that I did that so all is well...lol.

Mom won't be able to write a long letter tonight because it is already after 5 pm and the pups aren't fed or walked but I wanted to come on and tell you that I think of you all the time. I miss you more than anyone knows and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will light the candle tonight for you. I will whisper to you before I fall asleep as well. Smile for Mom and I will be sure to smile back to you my sweet precious son.

I will write to you again tomorrow as we are not going anywhere or doing anything. We have a showing request for the house at 1 pm. We will be cleaning the house and getting it ready in the morning and then relaxing in the afternoon. Sunday, we are going to go out though for a bit if I am feeling up to it. We need to just go out and do something fun. There is way too much stress in this house right now. I will tell you all about it in the letters that I write to you over the weekend. 

Tonight will simply be dinner and then nothing. Mark needs to relax and unwind. Maybe a bath for him. He has been busting his butt all week. Mom is going to relax in bed with the pups and watch some tv and then go to bed. I have been calling it a night around 9:30 pm or earlier. I am just resting when my body tells me too. I will have updates for you as well. I have spoken to Aunt Beck, Aunt Shirley and I will be chatting with Grandpa later. Have fun tonight while I sleep. You came to me in my dreams last night or this morning. It was sad and I don't understand why I was reliving what I had to all over again. It confused me. I was upset. I hope you come to me in happier times. Thank you my sweet precious son. Please continue to watch over us. Keep us safe and healthy. No more sickness please! Mom has had enough. Thanks pumpkin. I love you with all my heart. Unconditionally. I will be back tomorrow. Until then...good night and sweet dreams.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖