Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday morning? Mom is writing to you now because I am not sure if I will get a chance to write to you after I get back from my nail appointment. I just didn't want to miss the chance to write to you now. It may be a shorter letter as I have roughly 30 minutes before I need to leave but I will do the best that I can.

Today is a pretty quiet day here. Mark is at the office today. Bob is just doing what he does best...sitting in his chair and sleeping. Meme is packing things up per the realtor's request. She really is not saying much to me at all. She is still pretty pissed off at me because of it. This whole thing is not my fault and I will not feel guilty for what the realtor said. She has a hoarding issue and it needs to stop....period. I have tried so hard in the last 15 months to tell Meme this and she wouldn't listen to me. Mom just doesn't know what to do. I am sorry that she and Bob have been called out on this issue again but I will not be the blame for it at all. Mom is strictly doing what the realtor said to do so that we can get the hell out of here and soon. 

Mom has been wake since 6:30 am. I didn't sleep all that well last night either. The pups were up and  Mark was snoring a lot. I hope that tonight I will get some descent sleep. Mom is going to start going trough her stuff in her office tomorrow. I know that there are things I can donate and get rid of and then there are things that I can start packing away for now. My office and the living room will be the hardest as that is where most of the glass is. Mark and I have decided to leave almost all the furniture when we sell this place. That way it won't be a lot of extra work and also we will save on the moving costs...yes we will have to furnish another whole house but we can do that little by little again. Our offices and bedroom will be first and then it will be the living rooms, etc... There is a lot to do and a lot to process but we will get through this together just like we always do. Mom and Mark are keeping our fingers crossed that we will be able to get out of this house and into another one in 3 months. That is the goal. If you can help in any way that would be super. Thank you my sweet precious son. It will mean a lot to us. We have to get out of this hell hole for the sake of all our sanity and also to be less stressed out. When there are no renters here it is an awesome place to live but when the renters are here it is the absolute worst. Mom can't take it anymore. I know you see it all the time and what I go through. I want you to know that I am fine and I will get through all this one day at a time. Better things are coming that is for sure. I really just wish that I wasn't being blamed for everything when none of this is my fault at all. It hurts but I will be damned if I show it.

Later today when Mom gets home, I am pretty sure I will be prepping dinner for tonight. That will take a bit and then I will just relax and write out a few things that I need to for the realtor and then send it her way. Tonight will be quiet once again. Mark has stuff that he needs to do and I will remain quiet and snuggle up with the pups. It is another cold front here again so I will not against it. I will just watch a movie and keep to myself. Mark will filter in for about an hour before he falls asleep. Tomorrow will already be Wednesday...half way through the work week. Not much else though. Mom is going to stop calling everyone and see how long it takes for them to contact me. I have a lot to do so I need that extra time to get it all done. 

I do need to get going though. I need to get things ready and the pups downstairs. I will be leaving in about 15 minutes. Have fun today doing things that you need to do and later tonight when I am sleeping...hope you come visit me in my dreams. I will light a candle and whisper to you later in the evening before I go to bed. Smile for me when you do hear me and I will smile to you as well. I miss you terribly. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Please watch over us and keep us all safe and healthy. Thank you, pumpkin. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams later. Fly high and free!

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💛