Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Thursday afternoon? It is after 2 pm already. This day is flying by for sure. Mom was up super early this morning...5:30 am and I couldn't get back to sleep. I had slept so well last night...I didn't even get up once to use the bathroom...lol! That is totally unusual for Mom! Yesterday was a busy day again here and it was also 7 years for you receiving Snickers back. I can't believe that 7 years have passed for him and Max too and in 3 month and 9 days it will be 8 years for you being gone. Tough days but Mom gets by! I try to make you proud of me. I hope I am doing a good job, Ty!

Last night I had a wonderful conversation with someone you met! I hear that you met Brian and that made me smile. I had asked him to go to the new house to do some reiki for Mom and he said that you were there doing things and prepping things for Mom. Brian spoke very highly of you and he thought you were awesome! He said that you were such a bright white light and a confident young man. I have no doubt about that at all. It amazed Mom that he got to see you and met you. Thank you for doing all the prep work for Mom before our arrival in 2 weeks. That means the world to me. I was told that you were setting several energy barriers for us all. You truly are incredible and Mom is so proud of you. I got the message loud and clear that you send me signs through nature. The wind, a slight breeze, a sunset, the stars, the prisms that appear. I knew some of it was you but not all but I do now! It makes me smile. Thank you so much. Brian had me in awe and smiling the entire time. Not one tear was shed. I felt at ease and so peaceful while he was talking about you. I told Meme about it this morning and I did have a good cry then... they were happy tears not sad ones. I know you do great things wherever you are or needed. I also have no doubt about that either. You were always an old soul. A caring soul right from the start. I know you are at peace and you are not ever wanting to come back here to this world...I don't blame you, pumpkin! I understand completely. I miss you... I miss you so much. I know we can't be together and do things but I know you watch over me and keep me safe and healthy. Thank you so much for that too. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are and always will be my biggest hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Oh... I do have a question for you though.... Brian told me that you are not in a chair, you are tall and thin just like your Dad and that you look nothing like your pictures that I have of you...lol. No more spiked hair? Trying something new with shoulder-length wavy hair now? Hearing that made me chuckle...lol! Oh how I wish that I could see that. You do you, Tyler. Have fun with all the things you have to do and with things that you want to do. Continue to fly free for eternity!

Mom will light the candle for you right now and later this evening the candle warmer will be on for you too. I will whisper to you before I fall asleep. Smile when you hear my voice and I will smile back to you. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. You know Mom would love that. Thanks! I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. For now, I have to continue to buy furniture for the new house and get it shipped  here before 2 weeks. I did some already but have a bit more to do now. Thank you for taking the stress away and validating that everything will work out. I will remain positive and happy through the next 2 weeks of living here. I know better days and happiness are ahead for us and I look forward to that. I did get the chat about when we put the pool in... I will be very careful. Promise! 

I have to get going now though. Time here is ticking and I have to do all that I need to in the next couple hours plus make a couple calls. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams my sweet precious son. I love you with all my heart.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💙