Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Friday afternoon? Mom is completely exhausted as all heck. Last night was a rough night for sure. Mark taught at the college for his last night and didn't get home until after 10:30 pm. We didn't get to sleep until after 11:30 pm as the renters next door were in the pool that long, yelling and screaming. Finally got to sleep just to be woken up at 1:20 am with Ozzy getting sick. Mom jumped out of bed like a superhero and I tweaked my left wrist and hand. I have to have an ace bandage on it but it was really hurting so I removed it for a little bit. Anyways...

Today~ We were up at the usual time which means very little sleep...lol. Pups were fed and walked. Mom stayed downstairs for a bit and then ventured upstairs to make the bed, get things ready for the appraiser and then get ready herself. I was finished by 10 am. Got a call to go pick up my vehicle at the mechanics so Mark and I trucked along to go get that. After we did that, I had to go put gas in my car, wash it and then pick up a few things at the grocery store. We were back home by 12:30 pm. The appraiser was here already at that time. He was about 45 minutes early. He did what he had to do and then he left. Mom never even saw him at all. When that excitement was finished, Mom made lunch and came upstairs to do some emails and check on things. I got 3 new box orders. ! new subscriber and 2 gift orders. I am ok with that! This means that I have exactly 4 boxes left before selling out again and it isn't even April yet!!!! Mom is super excited that is for sure. I will be printing labels and taping boxes up next week and shipping them all out the first week of April. I want to make sure they are all out and ready by the time we move. So with that said...here is the latest update on things.... movers will be here around 9 am on the 7th to pack our stuff and keep it overnight. We will stay here at night and go to bed early to get some sleep. The morning of the 8th we say goodbye to this house forever and we get in our vehicles to drive far away from here as possible! We have the closing for this house on the morning of the 8th and then the closing on the new house later that morning. Everything will be said and done by 1 pm and the movers can start unloading everything in our new place. Our first priority is to get the bed set up so we have a place to sleep and the living room stuff so we can sit. everything else will be done in a timely manner the next day and over the weekend! We are having trouble still with the buyer of this house so we are hoping to make things smooth in the next few days. Please help us out any way you can my sweet precious son. Things are getting to the wire and it is starting to get very stressful on this end. Thank you, Tyler.

Mom spoke to Grandpa last night. They are both doing well. Getting out a bit more than before so that is good. I really miss them so much. They were suppose to arrive here today for 2 weeks but we all know how that went thanks to Debbie. I hope they will come for a visit really soon though. I miss Grandpa so dang much. I told them that I would call over the weekend and I will. I will keep you posted on things as I know of them. 

It is already 5 pm and Mom needs to get going. We need to feed the pups and walk them before the storm comes. Then we will be grilling hamburgers tonight for ourselves. Later this evening providing that there are no new renters coming in...Mom is hoping to get a good night sleep. I will whisper to you before I fall asleep so smile to Mom when you hear me and I will smile back to you. Have fun while I sleep and come visit me if you can. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I will be back over the weekend. We have more furniture to put together so I will try to write tomorrow but if not I will definitely on Sunday. I miss you so much, Tyler. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💜 

PS. Mom wrote this to you....

If I had only known it was your last walk in the rain,I'd keep you out for hours in the storm. I would hold your hand like a life line to my heart, underneath the thunder we'd be warm. If I had only known it was your last walk in the rain. If I had only known I'd never hear your voice again, I'd memorize each thing you ever said and all those lonely nights I could think of them once more, keep your words alive inside my head. If I had only known I'd never hear your voice again. You were the treasure in my hand,you were the one who always stood beside me so unaware I foolishly believed that you would always be there, but then there came a day and I turned my head and you slipped away. If I had only known it was the last night by your side, I would pray a miracle would stop the dawn. When you'd smiled at me, I would look into your eyes, and make sure you know my love for you goes on and on.If I had only known, If I had only known.. For the love I would have shown~ If I had only known.