Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? Mom has been so busy today & it is hard to believe that it is already after 5 pm. Mom is sorry that she did not write to you last night but during the day, Mark & Mom went out shopping & got home late. By the time dinner & dishes were done it was after 7 pm & I was just plum tired & tuckered out. Mom never once turned her computer on at all yesterday. mark played his game online with his brother until 9 pm while Mom sat on the couch & watched a couple movies. I had Ozzy laying on my lap because he was sick last night & just wanted to cuddle. He is doing better today but he is still kind of acting funny. Mom is watching him closely. Anyways... Mom was in bed by 11 pm last night. I was up a lot though. I had several weird dreams that kind of merged altogether. Some of them woke me right up. I did have a dream of you & to be honest that was one of the ones that scared me. Sometimes when I dream of you, it is when you are little & either you just got sick or it was a couple years into it & us adjusting to out new lives. Some dreams make me smile while others make me sad & I wonder why I was even dreaming about it at all. I sure hope that Mom gets more sleep than what I did last night. I have such dark circles under those babies, it is not funny. You can tell that Mom is tired. I need a good nights sleep without waking up that many times during the night. I also need to start going to bed earlier again instead of later. I did whisper to you last night a few times so I hope you heard Mom. I tried to smile every time as well & hope you did too. I will whisper to you later this evening as well. We have a skype call tonight with Tubal & Karen at 7 pm so Mom needs to make sure that dinner & dishes will be completely finished up for that. The rest of our evening will be relaxing & going to bed early as we are hitting the road in the morning to go to an appointment at 11 am that is about 1 1/2 hours away from here! Should be fun & exciting for us! The rest of the week with us being on vacation will depend on the weather. It is suppose to be nice a couple days & rain a couple days as well. We are just going to go with the flow pretty much. It will just be nice to do whatever we want or nothing at all. No pressure, no work, no worries. Mom actually did several hours of studying today. Mark was busy so I thought I would keep myself busy & do something useful. Earlier Mom did the laundry, folded it & put it away, made a big breakfast for us, did the dishes, made 2 loaves of homemade bread, made homemade beef stew, did those dishes, dusted, mopped, vacuumed & got ready. The weather started out crappy. We had cloudy skies, snow last night again, then it was snowing this afternoon, sleeting & finely the sky is clearing, it is blue skies, sunny & cold. Just wild weather. Mom will be making sure that everything is all set for this weekend when Meme, Bob, Grandpa & Debbie come for 2 days. I can't wait. It will be nice to spend quality time with them. I miss them very much. I miss you very much too. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. To infinity & beyond. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will be living inside my heart, mind, body & soul. Mom doesn't have any updates for you at all as this weekend was very quiet. The phone hardly rang at all. Tonight I will give Grandpa a quick call to say hello & I am sure to chat with Meme & Aunt Beck during the week. I will fill you in as I know of things. Mom needs to get going but before I do I will write the saying for the day & the daily prayer. Here they are:
 Always Do Your Best~ Your best is going to change from moment to moment; it will be different when you are tired as opposed to well-rested. Under any circumstance, simply do your best & you will avoid self-judgment, self-abuse & regret.
 God, please teach me to speak the right words at the right time with the right tone, so I can live in peace & happiness. Amen.
 Mom hopes your evening will be peaceful for you. May you do all that is needed of you & also things that you would like to do as well. Have fun while I sleep & if you can come be with Mom. Please continue to watch over us all when you can. Fly high & free my sweet precious son. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Until then... good night & sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!