Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Sunday afternoon? Mom is sorry that I didn’t write to you last night but we left home at 10 am to make the trip to NH. The trip seemed like it took 8 hrs to get here but in reality it was 3 hrs. We went straight to the nursing home to see Great Grammy. Meme, Bob, Grandpa, Debbie, Aunt Shirley, Johnny, Mark and Mom were all there. She looked a lot better than what I thought she would look like but it was still really sad. We all stayed there for about 3 hours and left around 4 pm. Mark and Mom went to the hotel to relax and unwind. We ending up staying in the hotel for the night. Mom was asleep at 9 pm and slept until 5:30 am. Guess I was pretty tired. Mom got up, got ready and was out the door at 10:15am to go get Meme. We went back up to the nursing home for another 3 hours. Grammy looked better today but her breathing is quite labored and her O2 Sat is low at 86. Mom stated in her room the whole time I was there. I talked to her and told her it was okay to go home. I told her that you, many family members and friends were awaiting her arrival. I told her that she needed to be a butterfly... she needed to spread her wings and fly high and free as she has earned that right. No one knows what she is hanging on for but for some reason she is. She is definitely a tough cookie for sure. I know you are with her and awaiting her crossing over to be with you. Did you hear Mom ask her to do me a favor that was when she saw you she would give you a big hug and kiss from Mom and to tell you that I miss and love you so much. Mom does love you with all her heart and I miss you more than words can say my sweet precious son. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are forever in my heart, mind, body and soul.
 Mom and Mark are relaxing right now. We will feed the pups dinner and then head over to Memes for a couple hours to have dinner and visit with them and then come back to the hotel for the evening to get sleep and then we head back home in the morning. We were going to stay until something happened but Great Grammy is staying strong and it could be days or maybe a week or longer. No one knows at this time so we need to return home and then come back when needed. Mom will write to you tomorrow when we get back home. Mark will have to go right to work and Mom will do laundry, give the pups baths and then clean my car . When that is all done, Mom will hop on her computer and write to you. I am on my cell phone right now and it is difficult to see the small screen when I am typing to you. I wanted to at least share what has been going on the last couple days with us and I didn’t want another night to go by without a letter to you. Mom will do a longer letter to you tomorrow and give the pictures as well. I sure hope that your night will be everything that you want and need. Come visit Mom in my dreams tonight if you can and if you have the time. I will whisper to you like I always do later so smile when you hear Mom and I will smile back to you. I need to get going for now. Don’t want to keep Meme waiting. Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!