Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Friday evening? It is already 5:30 pm. The pups have been fed but Mom and Mark decided to order dinner out tonight so it will be here in about 30 minutes. Mom just got off the phone with a friend. We spoke for over 3 hours chatting and catching up on things plus she does coding and billing so she was trying to help Mom out. That was so sweet of her. I am doing better today than I was yesterday but I am still having a hard time. My friend was telling me that I was really overthinking it. She said for Mom to just go with my gut feeling and learn from my mistakes. Sounds good to me. I have a 3 day weekend as it is a holiday weekend so I am not going to think about it at all for those 3 days...lol! I will pick it back up on Tuesday though and maybe with a better head! 
 Mom was up early this morning and I didn't even lounge in bed that long. I slept okay but not great last night. My idea of having a relaxing evening didn't really turn out that way. Mom worked herself up so bad yesterday and stressed herself out that I made myself sick all night long. I was pretty much sick from 6 pm to 11 pm last night and just as I was ready to curl up and try to sleep someone was lighting fireworks off again. Mom got to bed around midnight just to be up at 7 am. I did however get up, do a few things around the apartment and then got ready and came straight into my office to study. Tonight, we are hoping to really relax and just do nothing but binge watch our shows that are tape and then go to bed. Tomorrow we will go out and run our errands and Sunday Mom has a nail appointment in the morning and nothing in the afternoon. We have a skype call with Tubal and Karen this Sunday night but that is it. Home on Monday and relaxing for sure. Mom will keep you updated as I know of things but for today I still don't have anything. I think everyone is not calling because of Mark's schedule being all over the place. Next week will be a short week and then everyone will be here for 2 days. Mom can't wait to see them again. It has already been 3 weeks since we have seen them. Doesn't seem possible. Grammy has been with you for that long too. We sure do miss her and we all miss you too. Mom misses you bunches. I love you so much my sweet precious son. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are forever my wind beneath my wings and my hero. Always you will be in my heart, mind, body and soul. 
 Last night there was no sunset again and Mom did not see anything shining in the sky. Guess you are still really busy doing things or learning things but I know one night you will surprise Mom with your painting in the sky. It will make me smile so big. I will look tonight but I don't think there will be anything. Today was a much cooler day. It was 72 degrees and the sun was shining. Mom's favorite weather. Sunny and cool! Days are going to get cooler and shorter now. Tomorrow is already September 1st. Mom was collecting all kinds of Fall/Autumn pics for here for the months of September and October. Got some really nice ones I think you will like and they will make you smile. Mom will continue with pup pictures and a positive quote along with these new ones too. They make me smile so I know it will make you smile too. Tonight I will whisper to you as I always do so be listening for Mom. I will light the candle for you as well. Thank you for watching over us as I know you always do and being there even though I can't see you. You are my shining star that is helping Mom light the way for me. Thank you and I love you. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you but for now I have to get going so that I can be ready for when the dinner comes. I have to go downstairs to get it and pay the driver. They will be here very soon. Have fun tonight while Mom gets some sleep. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Big hugs and kisses to you, Nana, Pepe, Grammy, our sweet pups and everyone else that is with you on the other side. You are all loved and truly missed more than words can say. Until tomorrow comes.... good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer:

You should think of us as Christ's servants, who have been put in charge of God's secret truths. The one thing required of such a servant is that he be faithful to his master. 1 Corinthians 4:1–2, TEV

Dear Father in heaven, open our hearts to see and feel how our lives have been blest. Open our hearts to your blessings so that we may look forward in thankfulness and joy to what lies ahead. Grant that we may be faithful to what we have received from you and never again lose ourselves in the passing moment. May we hold to all you have brought to our hearts from eternity, that your name may be honored and our lives shaped anew in Jesus Christ. Give us courage to overcome the evils in life and to look with joy and confident expectation to the future, when the powers of your kingdom will be ever more clearly revealed. Amen.