Tuesday, February 12, 2019

Dear Tyler,

Hi pumpkin! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom is so sorry once again that I didn’t write to you but Mom the last couple of days has continued to be sick. This just wants to keep hanging on and I want it to just go away. Mom didn’t even get out of bed yesterday. I was only up to go to the bathroom and then right back in bed. Mom was in so much pain. Her stomach was hurting her so bad for the past 2 days and nights. I haven’t gotten a full night sleep in over 3 night gets either. Today, however, I forced myself to get up, take a shower, and eat something for the first time in 4 days. I ate a banana and grill cheese for dinner tonight. It is a start. Mom has been sitting on the couch watching TV but at least I am up. I am hoping that things get better as the time goes by and tonight I get a vert much needed night sleep. Tomorrow I am hoping that I can continue my schooling seeings how I have not been in my office or doing any studying since last Thursday afternoon. Mom has lost almost a full week and I am so eager to get back to everything again. 
 Today, the weather has been crappy. Cloudy all day up until 1 pm and then we started to get Winter Storm Maya ❄️❄️❄️ She sure is a nasty one. About 20 minutes after it started the snow was already sticking to the ground. The plows have been going crazy all day and of course they have been scaring the puppies. I guess it is suppose to be freezing rain later and the all rain over night. It is a mess out there though. Meme just called Mom to let her know she made it home safely. She said it was okay driving. I worry about her so much with the “blackouts” that she has. Mom has not spoken to anyone else at all in over 5 days or nights. Now that Mom is feeling better I will make sure to get in touch with them and I will let you know the dates when I have them. 
 Unfortunately nothing really has been going on. Mark has been working, spending time with his brother while he is close by and playing his video games while Mom is recovering. I guess I can’t get over the sickness. Everyone who has had it has felt the same way as well.   Mom sure wishes this on no one. It is harsh. The pups have been cuddled up to me for the last several days and nights as well. Mom sure hopes that continue to be with me through all this. I know you have been right along. It’s hard to put into words but I just know you have been. Thank you so much my sweet precious son. It means everything to me. 
 I sure hope that your evening will be everything that you need and want it to be. Have fun while Mom finally get some sleep. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom is going to go for now but I will write more to you tomorrow. Until then......good night and sweet dreams.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🖤

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