Tuesday, March 5, 2019

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet precious son! How are you doing on this Tuesday evening? Mom has busted her butt today in school! It is already after 5 pm and the pups are fed and Mom just needs to write to you and then get dinner going. It will be another night for one because I overheard Mark talking on the phone earlier and he is going to be playing his computer game with his brother tonight. Guess he needs two nights of playing and ignoring me. Oh well....nothing is going to spoil my mood tonight. Mom completed the exam that I was working on yesterday and submitted that. I believe I will get an 85 on it but not sure until the instructor grades it because there was essay questions and then I worked on the next exam as well. I finished that one and just submitted it and I got 1 wrong...a 96! I didn't stop there because I started on my very last final exam and I am almost half way through it all. I will finish it up tomorrow and submit it and I will be completely done with it all! I am so excited! I think Mom is doing quite well in this last course so I think I will end up with either an A or a high B. Either way I pass and I am finished. Starting on Thursday I will be needing to work on my CEUs for my CMRS. I have 2 weeks to come up with enough to get me all them so I will be busy doing that. It will take me until the end of the month to do those and then starting in April Mom will be doing her course for Event Planning. That will bring me to at least June or July to do that and then Mom will be all finished with everything. That will give us enough time to pack stuff up and get ready to move in September. The timeline works great. Once we are moved then Mom will officially be able to look for a job and start making my own money. That is exciting in itself. It will give me a whole new outlook on life again seeings it has been 7 years since I have worked. I am excited to see how everything unfolds that is for sure. I know you will continue to be right by my side through it all and that makes Mom happier than anything. I miss you so much. I wish that Mom could just walk into a room or pick up the phone and call you to tell you all this stuff. I would do anything to hear your voice again. I love you beyond anything in this world that I live in and so much more. To the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. 
 Mom doesn't really have any updates for you as last night was pretty quiet. No one called and Mom didn't call anyone either. I watched TV for a short while by myself and then I went to bed. I did however get a message late last night around 10 pm from Uncle Chris. He wrote that his Dad, Ed passed away due to complications during surgery yesterday. His Uncle was up there at the hospital and Chris and Lacie were heading up when they received the call saying they lost his Dad. He was having surgery on his kidney and he had a massive heart attack right on the operating table. Mom was heartbroken for the second time yesterday to hear such sad news. Ed was a good man. He was a good Dad and good Grandpa. He will be missed by many. May he R.I.P. for eternal life now and watch over his family and friends from the heavens above. 
 It is already after 6 pm and the sun has set for the evening. It was a pretty blue and orange sunset. Mom didn't take any pictures because my phone needed to be charged. I smiled when I looked at it though. I have lit the candle for the evening for you and Ed tonight. I will whisper to you later this evening as well. Smile for Mom and I will smile to you. I will be back tomorrow with another letter. For now Mom is going to shut her computer down and go relax on the couch and binge watch some TV. Maybe a bubble bath later as well. Have fun tonight while Mom gets some sleep. Come visit me if you can. Thank you for continuing to be my bright shining star in the sky and helping Mom with her path. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams my sweet precious son.
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!

Here is the prayer for the day:

 Fear not, little flock, for it is your Father’s good pleasure to give you the kingdom. Luke 12:32, RSV
Lord our God, we come to you as a little flock, asking you to accept us and keep us as your own, whom you will redeem in your time. Protect us always so that we remain strong in faith. Strengthen us in the faith that you are with us, helping us. Grant that your people may come to the light, to the honor of your name. So we entrust ourselves to your hands this night. Be with us, Lord our God, through your Spirit. Amen.

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