Sunday, September 22, 2019

Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Sunday evening? Mom is extremely tired from running around all day Saturday and today. I am sorry that I didn’t write to you yesterday but Mom did a lot of things around the apartment and then made dinner and basically relaxed the rest of the night. Mark and Mom watched tv and then a movie. I thought about you while watching it because it was a new Men In Black. It was pretty good. It didn’t have Will Smith in it but it had the actor who plays Thor. I know you would have enjoyed the movie. Mom misses those times with you. Watching movies or tv, playing games, etc... I cherish all the time we did have though. I just am being selfish and wishing that I had more. I know that is wrong but I think anyone does it from time to time when they loose someone so close to them. 
 Today, we went out and Mom got her nails done 💅 and after we went shopping 🛍 for a few things. It hit me when we were there that I will only be going to the salon one more time and that is it. My nail tech, Jenny said she was going to miss me so much. I will miss her and all the girls there. Everything is just getting really real now. We have 21 days for the movers to be in NH and 22 days before the movers are here and then we fly out. This is all crazy 😜. Mom is hoping you will be by my side during this time because I am really going to need you, my sweet precious son. Please send me lots of signs to tell me that you are around me. Thank you, pumpkin. These next couple of weeks are going to be crazy and I know it but I know I will be strong through it all. 
 My friend that is in Australia 🇦🇺 has been taking lots of pictures. She went to the zoo the other day. She posted pictures of koala bears 🐨 and kangaroos. Oh my gosh they are adorable. Remember your Roo that Mom got you when you first got sick? You loved that stuff animal. The beaches there are amazing. The water is so blue. It really is breathtaking. She seems to be having a good time. She is there for another 6 days. Her time is going by fast but I bet she will tell me that she will be going back again real soon. Her dream is to live there! I can’t wait to hear about her trip. 
 Mom spoke to Meme tonight. She is all set to have her last week of work! She is done as of this week. They are throwing her a party on the 26th. I thought that was really nice. Grandpa has one more day of work left and that is Friday. Debbie has this week as well and she is done on Friday too. On Thursday, our ceiling fans, repairs, and all the furniture that is being donated are being done and taken away on our new home and the following week our pool screens will be put in. We don’t need everything in the new home so Mom and Mark are more than happy to help others in need. That makes my heart sing. I hope it all puts smiles on others faces as well. Mom will chat with Aunt Beck this week at some point. It is going to be busy. Monday and Wednesday, Mark has PT and Tuesday, Mom will be driving Mark to his office to meet his new boss. I will have to sit in the car for a couple hours but that is okay. Mom will be able to write to you, do a few things online that is needed and then I have furniture to shop for. I will keep myself busy during that time so it’s no big deal! Thursday and Friday will be resting days and the weekend will be dedicated to cleaning that dang garage out. By next weekend everything will be done! Along time coming but I am glad to just be able to relax for the next 10 days! Mom will keep you posted! 
 Your candle is lit already 🕯. A new one will be started for you tomorrow and that will be the last one until we get to the new house. Mom did good. I only packed 4 candles. I had over 30. Goal was met!!!! Mom will whisper to you later tonight so smile for me and I will smile back to you. I miss you so much and I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you will live inside my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Right now it is after 7 pm and I need to go join in the Skype call that is taking place with Tubal and Karen. Have fun tonight while Mom is sleeping. Come visit me in my dreams tonight if you can. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 🖤

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