Saturday, December 26, 2020

 Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Saturday afternoon? Mom is doing alright. It is 2:30 pm and Mom needs to write to you know as in 2 hours I will be heading out for a few and not getting back until later this evening...around 7:30 pm. When we get home we will be having dinner late and Mom will be tired so I wanted to write this letter to you now. 

Today is sunny and cold again. Mom has had to call the police every day since Wednesday on the renters that are on both sides of us. They are so loud and Mom is not getting any sleep at all thanks to them. I really hope they leave tomorrow and we have quieter neighbors this next time. Mom is tired of not getting enough sleep. I am getting to the point where I am not functioning. I have a ton of things to do and I just can't. I am run down. I can't wait for either the country to be shut down again and no renters for awhile or that we move and get out of this place altogether! Anyways....

Mom was up at 7 am or earlier. The pups were fed and walked. We had breakfast and then Mom did what has been needing to get done... I vacuumed the upstairs and the downstairs, mopped the floors downstairs, did the laundry and then got ready. That took me until about 11:30 am. Meme said that she was going to take Bob to the hospital as his blood pressure was still very high. Guess she called someone and they told her to do it. Bob refused. He wouldn't go. I took his blood pressure and it was high but not as high as it has been. I told him to retake it in a couple hours and he just did. It is creeping back up. He should have gone. I can't do anything about it though. It is not my decision but when he is doing nothing but eating and sleeping and his blood pressure is as high as it is....it doesn't take a rocket scientist....UGH... Mom will keep you posted on things.

Ok...so the exciting news that I wanted to share with you is where Mom is going this evening. I am going to Give Kids the World. Do you remember that place? It is where we stayed when you were a Wish Child. You were 4 years old. We went with Dad, and your nurses Diane and Dee. We had so much fun. That was our very first time coming to Florida. It was way back in 1995. When you go there you never get the chance to return as it is for Make A Wish and Wish Children like you but this year they are doing a special thing where there are like 3 million lights around the grounds of the place. They opened it to the public and Mom got tickets to go. All proceeds go back to Make A Wish and Give Kids the World. I am so excited to go. I can't wait to see what is still the same, if anything and what has changed through the years. Mom is hoping that I can take pictures but I am not sure. It will be very emotional for me as I have been there just once and it was with you. Mom knows that I will never be able to go back again so this is really special to me. I hope that you are with me during this experience. Please send me a sign my sweet precious son. Thank you. Mom will tell you all about it on the next letter. I don't think I will be writing one tomorrow though as it is Mark and Mom's 6th Wedding Anniversary. we are going to go out for a bit and enjoy a date day and then later come home and watch a couple movies with Meme and Bob if they want. I will be back Monday though with another letter to you. I will tell you about it then...promise!

I have to get going now though as I have to do all the dog stuff early so that we can leave. I have to still feed them, walk them and then get things set for us all. I will light a candle when we are relaxing in bed tonight and Mom will whisper to you before I fall asleep...hopefully I can get a good nights rest....fingers are crossed! Smile for me and I will smile to you. Please watch over us and continue to keep us all safe and healthy during these trying times. Thank you. Have fun doing all things that you want to do and need to do. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I miss you more than words, Tyler. Until tomorrow comes...good night and sweet dreams later tonight.

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💖

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