Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? Mom is doing alright today. The weather is horrible. It has been raining so hard for the past 2 hours or so. Some places are getting snow so I will take the rain...lol. I think VT is looking at a foot of snow in the next couple days. This is definitely crazy weather everyone is having lately. We have had straight rain for the past 2 days. I guess it is suppose to stop during the evening and tomorrow will be sunny again. I know that the rain is coming to an end as it is getting lighter outside again. It was dark for a bit. 

Not much is really going on today. Mark is working from home. He has been on the phone all day so far. The pups are scared because of the rain but they are doing alright. I tried to get Princess but she wanting Mark so I let her go be with him. Ozzy is with me and he is sleeping right now. I have music playing but I do not think it is working. Rocky doesn't even care that it is raining. He doesn't care if it thunders or there are fireworks. Meme has it easy. Ours are afraid of everything! Mom really hasn't done a whole lot. I made some calls, got calls did emails and now I am writing to you. I have been awake since 6:30 am. I think tonight will be just relaxing and trying to go to bed early. We tried that last night but Mom was in her office until after 8 pm again. Hopefully tonight will be done at 5 pm. That would be a nice change! Meme has been going to bed at 6:30 pm the last few nights. She says she is tired but I know she is not sleeping. She is sitting there and not wanting to talk to us. The surprise that I will be able to reveal in a few days.....she is angry and jealous. There is nothing I can do except let her work through her emotions on her own. She will get over it at some point and if not then that is her problem. I can explain it better when I reveal what is happening. Anyways... yeah...that is why she is going to bed early. It is what it is. Mom is tired today so it will be bed early for me...like 9:30 pm. I think it is the weather that is doing it and the past couple nights I haven't really slept. I need a good night sleep tonight again! Mom will whisper to you tonight before I fall asleep so be listening to my voice. Smile for me and I will smile to you. I hope you have fun. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I haven't seen a really gorgeous sunset in a long time so I am hoping there will be one soon so I can take pictures. I have my new camera so that will be amazing to start taking pics with it. Get those brushes ready because Mom is waiting my sweet precious son.

I don't have any updates for you at all. I hopefully will have some later in the week for you. Haven't heard anything from Aunt Beck since she arrived in Arizona and nothing from Bean in months now again...like 5 months. No one calls Mom. I always have to do the calling. I hear from no one..no friends really....well except Bonnie. She calls me. That is nice! Mom is tired of being the one who reaches out all the time. I stopped doing it. I am at the point where I don't care any longer. I haven't spoken to Marion, Charlie, Chris, Kristi in over a year and in some cases almost 2 years. Guess they don't miss me or they would reach out. It is a slap in the face but I am now ok with it. Maybe one day things could change but for now...that answer is no. Mom wants people in her life that cares about her as much as I care about them. 

I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. It is 3 pm and I have a few things I need to do before it is time to feed the pups and get dinner going for ourselves. Please watch over us all here and keep us safe and healthy. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Fly high and free like I know you are doing daily. I am so proud of you. Always was and always will be. I will forever miss you...more than words can say my sweet precious son! Until tomorrow...good night and sweet dreams.

always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💜