Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday afternoon? It is after 3:30 pm and Mom has been super busy today. This letter is not going to be long at all but I wanted to write to you so that you are updated on things with us.

Last night was not a good night. No one spoke to anyone and today has not been any better. At 9 am this morning we received an email that was not good. It was followed by a phone call from our realtor that was frustrated. To make a long story very short. The buyer of this house needed even more time to get his sh*t together so that he could make the close...he needed an extra 10 days. We saw the laundry list of crap he needed to do and finally came to the conclusion that he has been doing nothing but jerking us around. Mark made the decision to stop everything. There is no more sale on this house, no more new house to move too and no more nothing. We have lost tons of money because of this and now we are stuck with living in this dump. everyone in this house is upset and no one is talking. Mark is not talking to me either. I did nothing wrong but I am the blame as always. Mom doesn't know what is next for us. For the house situation and this marriage. everything is so up in the air. Mom has said all along that whatever is meant to be will be. If we are suppose to move then we will and if not then something will stop us from moving. Guess we got our answer. Mom is trying very hard to understand exactly why this all going on and I am trying really hard not to be so angry and cry about this. I have basically stayed in my office all day making phone calls. I have been on the phone for 6+ hours today making sure that things are not disconnected and that new installs are not taking place. Tonight will be a very quiet night. Meme and Bob are pissed and have been vocal about it, Mark is giving the silent treatment to me and I am just staying out of everyone's way. I am in no mood to deal with anything right now. I need my space and time to get through this process again. I guess the next steps are to unpack everything and clean everything up. Mom would like to repaint the inside of this house and also take the time to deep clean it. We need a new washer and dryer for this house as well. Lots to do but in time I think we can make this house a good home again. Who knows though. Mom will definitely have to get something to block out the noise level at night when there are partiers here. I guess Mom is just at a loss for what to think and feel right now. I am numb. I am tired from not getting a lot of sleep and I did something to my wrist again. I have been wearing a brace on it for a couple days and it is not helping me at all. It is sore as h*ll. everything just seems to be falling apart at the seams. I know that you always are but I still like to ask for you to be near Mom. Please watch over us all so that we can get through this whole ordeal. Please keep us safe and healthy. Thank you my sweet precious son. Mom will keep you posted on things and what the progress is. Always know that I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. Mom is going to close this letter out as I still have things to do before I feed the pups and make dinner this evening. I will whisper to you later so smile for me and I will smile to you. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. I will be back tomorrow with another letter to you. Until then....good night and sweet dreams later.

I miss you more than words can say....

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💙