Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Wednesday evening? Mom is not really in a good mood at all right now. I am angry and really p*ssed off. I just got done eating dinner, cleaning and vacuuming the downstairs. Mark is doing something in his office so I thought I would take a few minutes to write to you before I turn my computer off and call it a night.

Mom and Meme got into it when we went downstairs to feed the pups. There was something that happened earlier today and I made a comment to that incident and she automatically took a defense and got angry. I told her she was angry because she knew I was telling the truth. I told her that she was selfish and mean because she is. She is wanting to make a very large purchase for herself and I asked Bob what he would be splurging on...her response was that it would be nothing because he was going to be helping her with her purchase and he got nothing. I told her that wasn't fair at all and she does that to him all the time. She told me I was trying to pick a fight. No I wasn't... I was stating the obvious as he will not stick up for himself at all as he is afraid to. She then told me that she was not discussing it anymore and that is when I told her basically what I thought. Mom told her that she should be ashamed of herself. She is not making this purchase because she has to, she is doing it out of jealousy. The whole thing is disgusting, Ty. Mom has never known Meme to be this way. I don't know what has gotten into her. She is spiteful and cruel. Aunt Beck says that is why she rarely calls and same with Bean. Now I can see where they are coming from. I know this whole thing doesn't make sense but I will explain it to you now.....

Mom's Birthday as you know is coming up in 24 days. Mark was going to surprise me for my Big 50 Birthday with a trip to Paris but because of Covid we still can't travel there safely so that was out. He wanted to make it a Birthday to remember so he asked what I wanted...Mom was so joking when I said my dream car... a VW Convertible Beetle. He told me to find one and he would buy it for me. I was shocked and couldn't believe that he was being serious. Well, Mom looked and found one. I put a deposit down on it and I am waiting to hear when I will be able to get it. It will be a couple days after my Birthday which is fine. I can't believe it. I have been waiting for 35 years to get this car and it is finally happening. Well.... Mark told Bob and Meme what he was doing for Mom and Bob was happy for me but Meme couldn't be at all. She was angry and said that she wanted one. She was acting like a toddler and was so jealous. Since last week, she has been looking nonstop for one. She told us today that she found one and she is purchasing it. Mom was livid. Seriously...you can't be happy for me because you are jealous and can't take it so you go out and purchase one that is the same year, same everything just different color??? That is how the fight started this evening. Bob can't have anything because his money has to go towards her new vehicle. I feel so bad for him and I wish he would stand up for himself but he won't and I know why. Just sad..... Ugh.... so that is the big surprise and news that Mom was holding back from saying anything to anyone until it happened but I just had to tell you on here because nothing would have made sense unless you were told the whole story. I guess she will be getting hers after I get mine. I don't really know and I really don't care. The whole point is that she can do this when she doesn't have to and Bob again, gets nothing. He never does. I told Meme to grow up! Period and end of story...to say the least she is not talking to me again and is having a temper tantrum like she always does. She is talking to everyone else except me and that is fine. I don't care. I stand behind what I said and I meant it. I will not apologize for anything. As the saying goes... I am not Willy Wonka...I don't sugar coat shit!

It is going on 8 pm and Mom is tired from the day. I have been up since 6:30 am. I will write to you again tomorrow earlier in the day. I hope that you. Come visit me in my dreams if you can. Please watch over us and keep us healthy and safe. Thank you my sweet precious son. I love you to the moon and back and all the way around the world. You are my hero and the wind beneath my wings. Forever you live in my heart, mind, body and soul. I am sorry about the vent session on here but I can honestly say I do feel better after getting it off my chest. Hopefully tomorrow I will have updates for you as I have none again tonight. I will put the candle warmer on for you. I will whisper to you before I fall asleep so smile to me and I will smile to you. Until tomorrow comes....good night and sweet dreams pumpkin. I miss you more than words can say..... 

Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah 💙