Dear Tyler,

Hi my sweet son! How are you doing on this Tuesday late afternoon? Mom just barely turned on her computer so that I could write you your letter. Mom has been busy most of the day as I am sure you have seen from wherever you are. Things last night were not good at all here & Mom needed to make some decisions. Again... with what you have seen today I know you know what those decisions were. I know you saw Mom teary-eyed for most of the morning & I am sorry that you had to see that but it was necessary for me to let my emotions out & not keep them bottled up inside. I said it to you & I will write it here.... please know that yes, Mom is hurt & broken up right now but one day I will be okay. every day will get better & easier. It has to right? That is how Mom is looking at things. It is the only way to stay positive through all this. Anyways... Mom does not want to drag on about all of it I just wanted to write to you for the night. 
 It is already 4 pm & Mom just finished taking a shower & getting ready. I wan't going to take one before I did all the moving stuff as it is very muggy outside today & it wouldn't have been worth it as Mom would have had to take another one anyways when I was finished. I have just enough time to finish this letter to you, shut my computer off for the night & then go feed the pups & figure out what I will be making for dinner for myself tonight. I am not hungry at all but I will be eating. I am not gong to go down that route again like I have done in the past. Mom knows that things you are seeing are not easy to watch but again, I will be okay. 
 Meme called this morning on her break & we chatted for a few minutes. I let her know what was going on & I am sure to be having the same conversation with Grandpa later tonight as well. As for every one else they will all know in due time. Mom is not ready to shout it out to the whole world yet. It is not an easy thing to have to deal with. Mom really does not have any other updates for you as I have not spoken to many people at all these last 4 days. Mom will have some updates for you I am sure in the next day or two.
 Here is the prayer for today for you: May God release special favor over your life today! May He fill you up to overflowing and give you a fresh vision for your life. May you identify the places where the enemy has planted inferiority and insecurity and play king of the hill there! Put him under your feet, refuse to let those lies win the day. In Christ you have NO reason to feel less than or inferior. He is more than enough for you. Walk in God’s truth and rest in His care. He loves you and He'll lead you in the way you should go. Have a blessed day today!
 Here are a couple inspirational quote for the day as well: " Your own heart never lies. Ask, " what is the right action for this moment?" Follow your Deepest Truth. "
 " A goal without a plan is just a wish. "
 " Be humble ,for you are made of Earth. Be noble, For you are made of stars. "
 The weather outside may be muggy & warm but it is very much overcast & rainy. Mom knows I will not see anything shining bright in the sky tonight. I was hoping to see the stars & the moon but no such luck so maybe tomorrow night I will get a chance to see them & perhaps you will give me a stunning & breathtaking painting of yours in the sky. Mom would really like that. I will whisper to you later this evening when it gets dark. Mom will probably be sitting outside on the balcony if it is not raining too hard. I like it out there & will miss it & the view. Mom is hoping that your night us everything you need & want it to be my sweet precious son. Please be with Mom through all this. I need you more than ever right now. Come be with me tonight or come visit Mom in my dreams as I sleep tonight. Thank you. I wish you were here so we could talk. I sure could use a " Tyler talk " right about now. I miss you more than words can say & more than I could ever express. I love you to the moon & back & all the way around the world. You are my hero & the wind beneath my wings. Remember you will forever live inside my heart, mind, body & soul. Mom will be back tomorrow at some point to write to you again so until then....good night & sweet dreams. 
 Always, Mommy xoxoxo. Muah!